spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

@victxrw @ihateukidu <3

the silence is scaring me
its getting too loud
i lost a person thats close to me
i miss u around
i know ur miles away
this shit keeps me up awake
pls dont forget me
im begging
keep me in ur mind

cus im terrified, dont know where we'll be
cus im terrified please stick close to me
need a piece of mind, tell me that ur safe
so ill close my eyes and ill do what it takes

someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

i keep falling for ur lies
this happens everytime
its that look thats in ur eyes
it keeps me so deprived
baby i live in my mind
it keeps me up at night
so ill stop chasing the high
and leave our love behind

@victxrw
woah, yea i'll leave it all behind me
if u dont then i know what ur hiding
the everfrost upon my fingers just wont let me let go
u tell me all the different wrongs i did i already know

i cant lie i cant help but think of u
tell me all the things i couldnt do
the catacombs of my mind are filled with u
u ruined me u never thought it through
can u blame me
cant save me
going crazy trynna not go crazy
can u blame me
cant save me

akura:
someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

(cant save meeee)

what it takes +victxrw (kidu)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life

live my life (yashio, moz, me)

ACCENT

Instrumental by:
@yashio20k
@1wasterr

Lyrics by me
Inspired by the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, 
written from Orpheus’s perspective.


We weren’t meant to be,
Didn’t get that at the time
I couldn’t let it be,
That ain’t ever cross my mind
I felt so much affection
Was this love at first sight?

If you had let me been,
If we never intertwined
If his jealousy,
Never really crossed the line
Would you have moved that direction?
Would you have still suffered the bite?

I tried so hard,
I let you down,
I messed this up,
I turned around,
I was so afraid,
Of losing you again,
And I lost sense,
Of everything,

Woken up to a nightmare, ‘cause you’re gone
It doesn’t matter to me, if I burn up inside the sun
Or if they take my body, and tear it to shreds
‘Cause you were the only thing I had

Closed a pact,
With the devil,
Took control of my eyes
God, I didn’t realise
What did I put myself into?
Killed myself as I tried to save you

Oh, when I tried to save you
I didn’t realise, that it was futile 
I didn’t realise, that I was being deceived
It’s not what I had perceived
I couldn't bring you around...

I’ve been trying and trying and trying,
To change our fate
I’ve been trying and trying and trying.

Fate was the enemy,
Why did I ignore those signs?
If it didn’t speak,
Would you still be here alive?
If I had paid attention,
Would you be here, by my side?

The calamity, placed upon us, wonder why…
Is there something I didn’t read between the lines?
Haunted by your expression, I apologise

losing you again (yashio + wasterr)

its been a minute

@xternalz
@rewind214


i can't stress enough, that
i can't cope
cry
over againnn
im all on my own
why?
"its all in my head"
i said i knoww...
i try 
to hold on again
you're letting go...

im so tired of this waiting around
i falling of the phase with my sound
like there's no other place for me now
im half of the way 
between lost and what's found...

as i get older..
i feel my scars cut
now nothing matters
i know my trust sucks
im not getting better at all

i fall over again, 
i lose hope
i wanna be with you badly
alone
my heart broken, it shatted in four
i fell love with you madly i know


why // (prod. xternalz + rewind)

2 AM drop haha.
Watch FLCL its the best.
ft. @ily1aydenn

Lyrics:

[Drew]

Begging for a chance, you didn't take me though
When I step up to the plate, you can’t escape me, huh
Lil’ bitch, I’m the batter when I swing at you
Im Cracking smiles like Naota, so they hate me tho

Baby, I can’t even breathe anymore — I’m dying
I know you say you knew that, but I knew you were lying
I thought it was obvious — like, just look at the timing
You’re tearing out my heart, baby, you're tearing out my eyelids

Knock it out the park, bitch — it's going, going, gone
I don’t need to see the price, if I want it then I cop
First they did that shit to me, now they’re telling me to stop
But I swear I walk 'em down — walk 'em down, you know I walk

You don’t listen, I don’t need you — you’re not something that I want
I think that you were mistaken — your loss
Baby, I don’t got the time for it, I don’t got the time
You said I was "acting drone"? Yeah, you're really one to talk

[Aydenn]
(Just realizing I forgot to ask for his lyrics mb...)

[Drew]

I know she’s mad — yeah, she knows I’m not thinking ’bout it
I’m in the realm off two tabs, yeah, my vision’s clouded
Do I think I need her? Maybe just a tad bit
I think that you’ll love it — no promises, won’t start runnin’

But you bleed out, bleed out, bleed out
I see all your wounds, yeah, I promise that I’ll heal you
But if you’re talkin’ back to me, you’re dropping real close
Wish there was something — there was something I could do, though

Batter w/ aydenn (prod. drew)

still trying my best ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

@yashio20k @neohnq
+++
is it my fault that im imperfect!!
every single time i try it wont hurt less
and im just stuck inside my thoughts 
needa confess
although it might take some time
to process

if i had some time to rest 
then id just figure out whats reallyy wrong with me!
so many ends i cannot see
this help in front of me
is blinded by my anxiety
wont u ever set me free

i dont even know whats going on
and i cant ever hide from all thats wrong
ive just fallen down into the ground
but is it all my fault and should i put myself down??

hehehehHAHA look at bocchi she looks so funny I SAID LOOK AT HER!!!!!!
                 
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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪-imperfect+++(yashio, neohn, me)

night crows

@pastmemory
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com