Liltréwaysaveurlife

trewise all songs ever

this is the life we live

MY BEST SHiT

bustrip

✅disappeartoo.22(prod. puhf)

these my feelings... the only thing that matters is how you perceive them. Feel my energy

hook
does anybody care?
abt the wrld we livin in
they act like its not there
they act like they dont give a fuck
they poisonin the air
with they money & they greed fuck love
fuck the money & the greed never enough, yuh
trust me i can tell that you been hurting
& im tryna disappear too
anywhere but here looks good to me 
let’s disappear soon
baby you can tell me bout these things
i know you tend to 
say shit you don’t mean but i dont hold that shit against you(nah i dont)

verse
still ballin in the same shoes(ballin hard)
dirty af1s, off white to the dome please let me save you(i saved you)
put 20 30 fuck that 44,000 on my name too
uh huh damn right fuck a bitch who never thought id make the table
playin Poker with the devil 
cuz i never wanna settle
for a bitch made hoe 
that’s on everything i got
yea im into heavy metal
neck iced, heavy medals
yuh, two tone drippin 
& i never spill a drop(yuh yuh)
fuck promethozine love you til you rot
all these bitches snortin lipozene love em  
til they rot

hook
does anybody care?
abt the wrld we livin in
they act like its not there
they act like they dont give a fuck
they poisonin the air
with they money & they greed fuck love
fuck the money & the greed dont give enough, yuh
trust me i can feel that you been hurting
& im tryna disappear too
anywhere but here looks good to me 
let’s disappear soon
you can always tell me bout these things
i know you tend to 
say shit you don’t mean but i dont hold that shit a-

outro
22 years all the mf centipedes will eat away my fears 
thinkin suicide now my momma's fightin back her tears
promise that im here now
we can grow together
u can help me see the world so clear now

disappear $oon (prod. Puhf)

i been dreamin bout a whip wit dem suicide doors

DEATHSXARS - Monsters In The Hemisphere

trash

teeth straight but my smile not w/ lxst boy (prod. raspy)

Mac Mase - Talking To Ghost

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

she the one that give me Clarity
help me think coherently 
but every fucking time the words come out i sound embarrassing 
I’m gonna miss you terribly 
Radiation therapy 
I’m overeating thoughts thinking extraordinarily

DEATHSXARS - radiation therapy

Nick Rosin features on this piece.
This song is not monetized

Hook
I dont know if u can See the things i see  or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone 
N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Verse(0:26)
follow me into the Dark
Watch me fall until im dead
Watch me wake up da next morning 
Couldn’t tell you what i said
Everybody think im lit
But my shawty know im sad
I believe in different places 
where there ain’t no going back
I been talking to the Universe
shit been talking back 
Im addicted to the internet 
been Geekin off my ass
I jus wish i had somebody 
That could help me understand 
How to deal with the anxiety 
That never seem to end 
(Ay)
I wanna go Fast thats exactly what i need right now
Needa Blunt wit a tab go to space right now 
roll one up in the whip i wanna smoke right now 
needa spark on this wood im onna phone right now
On da 229 cruisin wit no one on it im just tryna catch a vibe -im tired of being honest so its fuck snitches fuck witches
think they fuckin wit it 
dumb bitches im done witcha
i live forever now

Hook
See the things i see or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Bridge(nick)
Lonely, life aint easy for me
Show me, people trying to let me down
Im always in my head
Tryna stay in my bed
Where am i gonna go?
No one really knows but-

Verse
just wait 4 me let’s slow this down
i promise u we’ll make it out 
i look at you you look at me
You tell me it was all a dream 
They wonder why i cant let go
I can not die im not at home
I know there’s more in store for me
Like all the things i meant to be
I sold my soul the more i know
i fucked my life up here we go
we dyin fast so take it slow 
just cruisin down this lonely road
& learn to appreciate 
the drugs we take to alleviate 
the fucked up pain that we create
its so okay to feel this way

End.

DIFFERENT PLACES W/ NICK ROSIN

prod. flower
*THIS TRACK IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*

yeeee

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for da crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit woah
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted 

verse
im Starting to do dis shit for myself 
he lean himself to sleep n when he woke up smoked a pill 
i pray for all my homies in da skreets and that’s for real 
we been through all the trauma man we been through fucking hell
(what u kno about da) 12step program?
living like a nomad
crucifixion metaphor 
but u didn’t even know dat
“how u even know that?”
i’ll tell you what i know man
intuition stronger than a san andreas crackhead
-i dunno how to Say this
but im really fucking faded
i didn’t mean to waste your time im sorry
im complacent 
stunna like im vegas
Honoring da hellsxars
Does anyone remember where the fuck all my drugs are?
Swear that i jus had em i put em in my pocket 
or maybe im jus trippin shawty made me pop an oxy
i wish that i could take it all back 
i wish that you didnt have to see me like that
i regret the all of the things i said to you 
ive found a different point of view now
-Do u Remember when i taalked to youu abouut the thiings that i never wish i said
This remind me of the soong you seent to mee when youu still told him we jus friends

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for my crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit (woah)
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted

Twelve Step Nomad

LEXNOUR - I Hate You Now

throaway ft. Kozmihk

Annihilation of Joy ft. Kozmihk

Lexnour - Better Me

Was Contemplating dropping dis One for Long time so i truly hope you Feel my words at least❤️
ps: My computer still broke n that makes it Very Hard to make songs n so they just not as good as I want but i gonna Fix it by Xmas so I promise more consistency. More Music .Head bin getting full*_*
(All of my tracks are non profit)

2001 - “Blurry Fases” Prod. ILIK


(hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i…)
hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

bridge
i aint gonna lie i think i been here before
cus i aint Ever Seen nothing quite like dis shit before nah 
nothing can compare, nothing can erase the 
moments when they’re there, new memories replace them
i see a Hundred-faces-day i feel unstable i-inside my house for fucking hours im not able to-the emotions-express to no one-no one understands the way i see us getting-

reflection
do you reMember when i stepped into your car and looked directly in your eyes you looked at me and felt the same it was exactly what you wanted in the moment i could tell that you was contemplating everything they told you when you didnt kno no better typa Love that gives you everything you needing when you need it gives you everything thing you wanting when you want it without reason
i dont understand the meaning these feelings i just feel them
Lord can’t save me, burn me down to pieces

hook
i see a Hundred blurry faces in a day i feel unstable i could Sit inside my house for fucking hours im not able to comprehend the emotions ion express to no one else, Feel like no one understands the way i see us getting out i want to die i need a timeless source of energy to fuel the endless rage i can’t control it girl i know ill find a purpose for my ways misunderstood from the beginning here we go adjust to change feel the need to find different sense of purpose wide awake

Blurry Fases

*THIS TRACK IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*


“i bin here Before?”
prod. Melone
💪
*sits on couch*
…u think that im fucked up, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
I aint no help for ya
always fucking sunny philadelphia 
never trust the bitches who look like a playboy bunny yuh
never trust a plug unless you know what they b sellin ya
im gettin sick n tired of mothafuckas cuttin fentanyl 
til we die in the moonlight
lonely fucking planet 
shawty fuckin w me 
just cuz i got money right?
doin lines in the fast life
always fucking faded 
i dont care i want some more
i wanna feel alive
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
its been a long time
on this lonely fucking planet
so when i die 
i hope u see how all the damage 
in the spotlight
made me take that shit for granted 
fuck depression i still have it
never taking second chances anymore
I be In and out of daydreams
I dunno where they take me 
I wonder if I’ll wake up
I wonder if They’ll save me
I ask myself these questions 
For self reassurance 
I feel it growing stronger
We’re gaining endurance 
I dunno where we’re going 
But i wanna go faster
Lets get this bitch moving
Whats the problem nothing matters 
We’re wasting our chances 
On happy ever after
We’re all gonna die Soon
So really what’s the matter?
u think that im fucked up?, i think thats the best part
u think u important but u not u just a guest star
everything incredible im smokin on some nectar
flow been gettin bitches wet Man i feel like fucking dexter
feel like fucking dexter
Yea i feel like fucking dexter

i bin here Before?

*THIS SONG IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*

0.O
Prod. Lord135

*Sniff*. Dont give up. *sniff*.  What am i at? what am i at? Hahahahah. What am i at? What am i at? WHAT AM I AT? You’re at hunnid. I’m at a 100? You’re at a hundred bro dont even trip. 101-Oh Bro, 102. Bro Im shirtless like gucci mane Right now-Pretty fuckin good You can taste the Vodka. Ya, Ya thats it eheh just like that. Shirtles like-Woaahhh He’s fuckin chuggin it TREWiSE *Slaps* Lets go Ohhhh lets goooooooo Again! Again!
Again! Go. OOOOHHHH (HaHAA!) Just one more time! Just one more time! One more time! Ahhh! Cmon Onnn! AHHH-

Accept the serenity Pray for Forgiveness To Change wat We can just As every Decision Will lead to the Next and the Pressure Come wit it Im seeking the knowledge i must know the difference 
I must know the difference I must know what’s changing i Know that there must be a way that can Change Me im seeking the wisdom from Far away Places Cus 
im far from the man that i kno U once made me to be -The man that walked out on the ones that he needs The man that didnt talk to his father in weeks The man that dont pick up a Phone when it Ring The man that jus never decided to speak 
*drip drop got her liplocked stunna big glocks catch em by suprise make dat boy hip drop drop top i need more top
goin nonstop servin all those packs serve em in the ziplocks*
Ay ay Tear drop,drop steppin busy getting buckets
on these bitch ass mufuckas pouring up a cup im leaning hard to da left fade right 
cock it back n chuck it up final seconds of my life but i DONT EVER FUCKIN- i woke up just so i could die a legend keep it 100 on my mom i do it different no pretending never thought i would forget but now its like i can’t remember how i started out a jit n slowly grew into a better type of person wit my bitch we chasing money like its cheddar
see me cheesin call me chucky call me penny it’s whatever, ima 5 star stoner you a 5 star scammer you da rookie im da vet N im da baddest mufucka on the 
block like. I told you i forgot like im da typa person that be dreaming at the stop lights, thinking bout da past life, wonder what a dads like, n if im being honest i dont even feel sad right now 
im just tryna recover from all da dabs i found 
in the bottomless ocean of all da shit i drown
keep neglecting da reasons behind a broken smile that’s protecting the demons from ever breaking out
i dont even feel sad right now 
im just tryna recover from all da dabs i found 
in the bottomless ocean of all da shit i drown
keep neglecting da reasons behind a broken smile that’s protecting the demons from ever breaking out… TREWiSE

iNTERDiMENSiONAL CABLE

*THIS TRACK IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*


SORRY FOR THA WAY I AM
…
Questions - TREWiSE

Since u bin gone I bin all over the place I havent bin sober for days or maybe its months I dunno how to move on
I dunno what i should want its like i forgot 
Its like i forgot what its like its like i forgot what i needed
I need a new life I need a new car I needed to die to get back to the start
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have I said
My mind is a dangerous weapon
im losing this race, im losing connection 
Im, coming from every direction Looking for answers that shouldn’t be questioned 
i, Cant tell if is this the end or not
I think about it a lot 
I dont like talking on top of the surface id rather go inside of my mind and talk
what u kno about life? what u know about love?
What u kno about her? what u kno about Lust?
Wut u kno about death? wut u kno about trust?
Do you kno about them? Do you kno about Us?
Do you kno about Koz? Do you kno about Sxars?
Do u think about ghosts? Do u think about mars?
Do u think we gon die soon? or u think we going far?
I think we gon forget and go back to the start
(Im a man that dont remember all the days in a week im a different type of man the type that dont need to breathe ghost boy aint nothing but the stains on his teeth ghost boy aint nothing but the yats on his sleeve)
…
Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have
I said Hold my hand If i reach out would you grab it?
Take this chance I’d give you everything i have i said

questions

Lexnour - It's Too Late

Lexnour - My Depression

Lexnour - Say Goodbye

sad saturday (prod. tre)

trying so hard to erase the memories. </3

late september (prod. tre)

heart so cold, she left me in the rain :(

rain ft burner (prod. tre)

war on love

sumr (prod. tre)

war on love (prod. tre)

it was 9:11pm and i was in my car smokin a doob w my shordie.. thats how i wrote this one, and i focused mainly on where i am right now in life and kinda just wrote on that.

9:11 p.m. (prod. BtgMau)

THE MEANING OF MOVING ON BUT NEVER FORGETTING THE CHEMISTRY-𝘿𝙓𝙉𝙉𝙄𝙀♡

GHOST BOY

1more reason ft. craig zodd (prod. TaursxMalloy)

NON STOP DRINKIN WE FUCKED UP ON DA WEEKENDS DO ANOTHA LINE NOW WE CANT STOP DREAMIN ... also shoutout koz on dis shit, so hard

cool calm collected ft. kozmihk (prod. Vengeance)

$XAR





Infinite parallel Universes lay waiting beyond the Grave

2001
0.O



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