Scatterbrain

[+] I miss the way you taste, when your skin is on mine
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS:

When your skin is on mine i cant hide how i feel

I miss the way you taste
When your skin is on mine
I cant hide
How i feel
There must be something wrongg wit me
I could really use ur company
Swear u love to fuck w me
I just gotta know

Who you are inside your soul
U goin have 2 let me know
If you really wanna glow w me
Can you hold the beat
I been in my zone 4 weeks
I seen the coldest me
I make waves like oceans
And they still copy
Notice how its sloppy
But I go kamikaze
 Thats just cuz im better
Sike i can i never get her out my head
Now

I miss the way u taste
When ur skin is on mine
I cant hide how i feel
There must b sum wrong w me
I could really use your company
Swear you love to fuck w me
I just gotta know


Yeah i gotta know
Yeah i gotta know oh oh 
With a heart of gold
I still feel alone oh oh
Yeah

skin

skin (prod. sobernap**)

thanks to @sendflowrs

prod by fonkyfake
https://www.beatstars.com/fonkyfake

just dont speak to me if ur telling lies
never been too good at reading through the lines or compromise
i got the shadows reaching for my life
tell me one more time im lookin down n reaching for my knife
see em all shootin daggers wanna come straight for my throat
theres some shit i'll never say
you'll never know
spent too long just waiting
dancing on my toes
just know now i finally understand
think i'll listen?
try to tell me what i can and what i cant do
i left my whole life back in the dust n now its past due
ive been workin every single day to cut this path through
just dont speak my name you dont know shit about it

dagger w/ sendflowrs (fonkyfake x glorykeyz)

cover art by my mother 

all the songs in the flesh alb r jus gone be released as singles

sewerperson "lights r on but no ones home" covered in the song

mix & mastr @fleshgolem
lyrics

fillin up th cup 
i feel my body start to ache
evrything telling me to stop
even see th walls starting to cave
and they love it, a body piled function
don’t wanna cause fussing but it’s building up coz every day i see my grave

this aint who i am
but ima act like this is why i am 
my perspective starts to change in where i stand, looking out th window pane
look i dont blame u for thinking im not keen staying 
but i dont hav a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same

sink to the floor, coz it’s the norm, 
don’t u touch my skin
it’s all been stored, i’m now reborn
coz i can dump my things
yelling fuck it, pressing on my stomach
i can feel it coming but i’m not fucking stopping
 till i’m turned out in 

look at my face, see my state i jus kno ur confused 
i need space, cannot wait let’s take a break on the moon
i’m in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and i’m bruised
u saw me thru th glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room

i saw the lights on but i knew that no one else was home
look at the nikon and check the camera roll, i'm all alone
feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth
i'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else
okay, okay

i feel my ears pop when i take the lift up to the spot
in the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot
i'ma punch in, even when i'm geeked, i'm on the clock
like a pumpkin, i'm lit up and my body start to rot

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

know i act tough i just need someone to see i’m not ok
the whole domineer off i’ma just leave it to fate
cut my feelings off coz that mean i’m not suffering the same
sure it isn’t real but when i smile i still feel sane

i still feel sane, but mostly when im on a subs
get apifannys that turns my wants in to musts
i get a lot dreams but w my habits theyre all stuck 
i got these goals but w these habits theyre all fucked

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

lights r on

lights r on (flesh)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2inEkHKS7a5IfCh1qfsTsa?si=78abdd2f07f744ec

produced by taurs x birkknut

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

@user-642636378:
but i don't wanna talk about the times i been hurt
i been tryin not to cross your line but it got blurred
and you can never change my mind, nothing works
our feelings used to intertwine now they burned
pour the fire in my cup but i think i've had enough
boy you better sober up
they been calling on my bluffs
the feeling i been trapped in
try to heal my cuts but the beat is not stopping

why you mad for?
cinderella left her shoe on the dance floor
girl i do what i can do but you want more
you tell me its not bad 
and then you stab my back like we're running round laps
and i don't know where to go
no text back since i lost control
i don't know where to go
i can't even walk cause the bottles on the floor

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

really wanna hate you but i love you
can't trust you, had nobody just you
all alone now it's harder to adjust to
really gotta go now, it's what i must do

what for? w/ halfhearted

ezcodylee & remi zerxes - lamb chop

KETAMINA

SWORD! (Prod. by BloodyValentine)

Hammy - High-Octane (Prod. Dunnaveli)

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

[+] Focus on the positive and you'll lose some sight of the negative
* produced by @lilbiscuitbeats + @yagoproduces *

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LYRICS:

[intro:]
they try to ride on my wave
I swear to god they afraid
nothing can save me im bleeding out
I feel alone around people now

[hook:]
and I hate that shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 1]
but that don't even change shit
I still keep my heart locked up in the basement
I still fall apart at the basic shit
while you play this shit
I be fading in
I be fading out
Wonder what you even gotta say now?
do I even wanna hear?

[hook:]
and I hate this shit
so fucking much
you fuck me up
I hate your guts
im feeling numb

[verse: 2]
kept your arms right behind your back
do I even wanna ask?
I can feel it in my heart when you're sad
do I even wanna take you back?
(I don't know now)

Cuz I be hitting shots, no lag
Thirties on me, bitch you know I keep a strap
I just had to take a step back 
realize who I am, then I realized what I have
Cuz I done did this shit with my fans
They done held me down now I feel like I'm the man
I be making hits no band
I just copped a flight be in LA when I land

[outro:]
ye be in LA when I land
I be smoking thrax
Shawty pull up in the AM
ye I don't need no friends
I be counting racks
they goin love me in the end

<3

Hammy - High-Octane (Prod. Dunnaveli)

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