hammy

HAMILTON

Hammy

hamilton(hammy)🖤

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

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fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

Track 14 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy...

Hammy (Artist)
https://twitter.com/wakeuphammyy
https://soundcloud.com/hammy

Spacedtime (Producer)
https://twitter.com/spacedtimebeats
https://soundcloud.com/spacedtime

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Hammy - Dreams [Prod. By Spacedtime]

Hit the silence on my phone
Leave a message at the tone
I'll let emotions out cuz they bout to overflow
I'll deal with this on my own
Poppin meds until I'm zoned
In my bed I'm comatose
I just wanna overdose
Stuck in negative head space
The demons never go away
They just move another place
I'm too disgraced to show my face
I felt the same yesterday
The vicious game of drinking pain away
Feelings hit my chest like a bullet ricocheted
These the moments when time is ticking at its slowest
These the moments when I know that I've hit my lowest
I'm daily going through the motions
These thoughts have their own motives
Facing down reality hitting like a locomotive
Where am I between feeling hopeless and being focused?
Where am I between real life trauma and hocus pocus?
Wheres the fine line between fixed and forever broken?
I'd really love to know cuz I've never been shown it
I know I'm lost cause
never get things right 
walking all alone 
I could die tonight
nobody would know
and nobody would care
exhale my pain
now there's smoke in the air 
I know that it's clear
that I don't fit in
feel so uncomfortable 
in my skin 
laying in bed
and I feel so stuck
I hate the whole world
yeah I know it's fucked 
something is wrong with me
and it can't be fixed
your fucking dishonesty 
just making me sick 
making me cringe
making me wish 
that I didn't exsist 
like everyday 
tortured in my own brain 
yeah I know it's a shame 
I got nothing to say 
I got nowhere to go 
feel like nobody want's me
I tend to push away 
those who love me
the pill's they gave me
just aren't working 
the happy gears inside my head
still aren't turning
drink to numb the pain
now my stomach burning 
if you call him your man
why his pockets hurting
you already know  
mine are swole as fuck
mix margelia
with the trues
I ain't slowin up 
If you ain't talking money
I ain't showin up 
If they ain't showin love
then I don't give a fuck
Ever since I've tried to write a track about sobriety
Like I'm dealin with a post operative lobotomy
Im feeling I cant master an intelligent dichotomy
In my drunken state I thought way more philosophically
I tend to have a better vision with my fucked up chemistry
It's almost like I'm bottling anger that I'm harboring
I use to fire off these tracks semi automatically
I feel that I've been running out of ammunition recently
I've given up the part of me 
that made my last masterpiece
I've given up that part of me
I've killed him off so tragically
I put him on display like a catastrophic centerpiece
Left in the open for the world to watch him slowly bleed
It's been a few months since that part of me became deceased
I had to erase him, make the old me obsolete
The never ending vicious cycle replays memories
flashing through my mind so frequently
Reminisce so vividly
the pill's they gave me
just aren't working 
the happy gears inside my head
still aren't turning
drink to numb the pain
now my stomach burning 
if you call him your man
why his pockets hurting
you already know  
mine are swole as fuck
mix margelia
with the trues
I ain't slowin up 
If you ain't talking money
I ain't showin up 
If they ain't showin love
then I don't give a fuck

Part Of Me(feat. Hammy)

lonely life

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

"So much bullshit" is the second single from the upcoming sad chill mixtape "The Anomaly". The tape will include various artists from the sad chill family and it is coming out on Oct 11 on all platforms (Youtube, Spotify, SoundCloud, iTunes). Every single will come with its own "Chapter", a story that gives further meaning to the concept of the project!! Hope you enjoy. More singles coming soon!

hammy - so much bullshit (prod. woodpecker)

sorry if tha stutters piss u off dis song empty :(

i am back 

LYRICS

bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes,
pull outta stick i made it for u,
bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes,
pull outta stick i made it for u,

please,
please dont turn around,
please,
please dont make a sound,
please,
please dont turn around,
please,
please dont make a sound,

bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes
pull outta stick i made it for u,
bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes,
pull outta stick i made it for u,

pull up wid a sniper,
yea i dont like her,
but she came back like a subscriberrrrr,
you know i’m inside her,
going crazy like a tiger,
roll it like a tireeeee,

please,
please dont turn around,
please,
please dont make a sound,
please,
please dont turn around,
please,
please dont make a sound,

bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes,
pull outta stick i made it for u,
bullet for him bullet for u,
yea we gon pull outa 30 round drwg,
i jus made a rack,
spend it on shoes,
pull outta stick i made it for u,

bullets

i hvnt been makin much songs but i tryyy2mak ep rn fk rona stay upp lyyy ty4support n 600 follwrs n uhmmmmm 15k lissns on globabbeee ur bae :*
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@wndwsdwn @wndwsdwn @wndwsdwn

[minon]
iv been up all night hoe,, 
i dnt wnna fight now,,
copy me,, ##recitallll
bustinn up yo vitallxxx
n u gon hav2beg 
keep doin wut i sayy
its writtn on leddd ++++++
might draww it on yo hedd #0.0#

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click clakk on a bihh u gt bigg stopddd
if u ask me4sum monee throww my wristttwatchhh
buh buh,, got this glicc goin ##glicc glocc !!!
tryyy aginn lil jittt u jus missd up

missd up yh i wldnt wnna b u
blo me lik im soup lik im mfff miso
steppd out i dnt rlly wnna c u
i aint gtta try cuz i kno im gnnaa beatchhuu ;//

glicc glocc buh [p. wndws]

Camp Frailty doomsday incident (Full recording)

Hammy - All or Nothing (Prod. Megabeats)

Hammy - #Runn1ngThroughTheN1ght w/ D1v (Prod. Y Axis)

Hammy - High-Octane (Prod. Dunnaveli)

Hammy - Someone (Prod. Sweettooth)

Hammy - Your Eyes (Prod. tothegood)

Hammy - Trophy (Prod. Megabeats)

Icanfinallymoveon

Icanfinallymoveon prod skress

Hammy - 2doses (Prod. Sadbalmain)

Hammy - Speeding (Prod. Sxpply)

Hammy - Close My Eyes (Outside of My Mind) (Prod. georgie)

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

Raise my Hand (feat. hamilton & vowl.)

@hammy

lyrics:

know she see me scoring 
4 in the morning
i should be asleep, it don’t look like i’m ignoring
candles at my feet
counting bands like i’m hoarding 
i can’t get attached to results and rewardings
sometimes i feel broken 
that’s why i been saving up my potions 
and i’m always gonna change i’m in motion 
i can’t keep the light i’m not good with my devotion 
got divided i’m the quotient 

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars 

rolling up this flower 
i got magic powers 
u can wear my rings now 
everything is ours 
meeting with the fairies 
feel like close encounters 
silver left a burn on my wrist
smokin sour 
reborn in an hour 

hammy:
always smoking loud
dont wanna hear u now
after hours at the park im just walking round
off a heavy dose
im such a lonely ghost
deep inside the ground is where i wanna go
underneath the dirt and inside the flames
nothing of me left only ash remains
i got frozen blood running thru my veins
Vivienne charms on my silver chain

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars

motion w/ hamilton

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Hammy - High-Octane (Prod. Dunnaveli)

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