this wouldve been one of his best songs, i loved 2020 hammy

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

single off of new idealism ep

lyrics

indicate
indicate to me girl that u r right hereee
i’ve been off guide me bae i need u to steer
lights are dim, there’s no ones home, i’ve forgotten all my fears
coz when i see ur face i tend to dry away the tears

nothing else, you is all that’s been on what’s my mind 
i just want u to see that u are what is mine 
i’m sorry i’m who i am and that’s like most the time
i just want u baby can u believe me this time

i just want u baby can u believe me this time
i hope u know that what i show is not what’s inside 
a lot for me to ask but can u ignore all the signs 
i don’t think like they do and i guess with this i’m ripe

and i know
times not moving slow
but with this speed i’m okaaaaaay
reverting back to old ways
but this time i have u 
purple change to blue
nightmares turned to dark days
and hiding out in cold space
until i found u 

still tryna find a way to move 
but i found a source of light and well u might get me thru
u keep forcing me to 
and that’s the honest truth
i’m gonna leave this room my
whole life i was consumed by
something, i never knew why
but now i think there’s 2 sides
and now i’ll live a new life
it’s really do or die

sorry for who i am

sorry for who i am (idealism)

i don’t even know 
what you even want 
do you want me
or do you not?
say you love me
then you hate me
you’re all i want 
baby you’re all i want 

can you call me? 
and say what’s on your mind 
you never know 
i think i’m wasting time 
and most nights 
i think you hate me 
when you block me
instead of talking 

yuh im fucked up and im nodding out
 back of the whip with the  music  loud 
you’re the only thing that’s on my mind
ima pop another just to chase the high

i guess i’ll see you in my dreams 
baby please don’t ever leave  
i see stars in your eyes 
i just hope that we’ll be fine :(

i don't get you (prod. Melik)

till im gone ft. kanashi (prod. swaine)

Unreleased 2020

MADAMOSIELLE ROUGH MIX

SUPER SOAKER

Mend ft. Sewerperson

Lavender - by Vails, The Sound Clown, Cl6udy

Voiceover anime from Howl’s Moving Castle 

Master: The Sound Clown 

(Lyrics)
Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell 

why was i attracted to ur natural scent
Have to vent 
I always wondered what it subliminally meant 
Uh
Pass these roses, let me lay my bed 
I’m hurt inside, yeah this pains intense 
I see so many changes happening around me
Like faces fade, and I see u smiling 
Your trapped inside , my mind is foggy
I’m losing trust, that this hurt is really  residing

U gave me the seed of hope
So why am I afraid to plant it 
Now I’m struggling to cope
You leaving wasn’t how I planned it
I remeber scents u gave off 
now I’m questioning the reason
left me blind, without a map
I’m changing moods like I’m the seasons 

Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell

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Lavender

Mix/Mastered by. Jojo Centineo
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLuO2N8yR3s

December Eve ( prod. JOJO. )                  **video in description**

*Snippet* (6-17-20)

push me to the side 
i’ll wait right here 
love it left me blind
i cannot see her 
how could i miss
she’s the only thing that keeps me here 
just leave me in the ditch 
cus ur the only thing i fear 

& one day baby gonna call u my wife
hit the breaks hard close our eyes we might die
cus i just wanted to be all yours 
head in the sound i’ll never feel enough
all i ever wanted to be was ur love 

i’ve never wanted to be anything more 
x3

thank you for everything.

Snippet (6-17-20)

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