prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic (disoc8)

prod by me
@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ai9A59vD5ySiw1vnBKEPN?si=aefab0b7e3a545a9 n all plats but i fucked the file export ahgeashgjshagh itll be fixed :3 ITS FIXED GUYSSSS

prod me
with @m0rbidlikepoetry <3

me (@nvrlvdnvr):
yeah, should i die for u
would that get me closer to u?
ur always so far away
ill find u dead by my side one day

i wish i cld give u the love that u need
but i don wanna live n i do drugs jus to feel
gettin fucked wi u in ur room at night
ur eyes so hopeless, terrified
oh fuck, oh fuck, i cnt breathe, ur lifeless body next to me
i promised tha id be forevr by ur side so ill join u by the stars tonight

yeah, all alone now, take the knife out
one last slit on my thigh now
yeah, n then the needle, im gone, yeah
it feels so good, oh fuck, uhh
i can feel ur life again, fuck
ur alive again, yeah

snuff (@m0rbidlikepoetry):
surrounded by thse problems im such a fuck up
im walking alone i dont really gaf
i just let it connect
I got sum drugs in my head
i feel pretty n dead
wit the things that u said
ill keep u safe
ull keep me warm
when we get buried
well look so hot
theres nothing left but bones
ill learn from my mistakes
why did dis pain never went away
ill try always a worst today
im feeling gray i need to pray
im sorry bae wont walk away
i missed the chance so i will behave

forevr by ur side <3

forevr by ur side <3 +snuffcide

drugs are evil help is always available ily all

instagram.com/weepin_g

(lyrics: wintr)

im lost again
ive lost a friend
i feel it now
im coming down
im lost again
ive lost a friend
i feel it now
im coming down

do u rly think that i need help
i hate to ask but thers no one else
doin drugs all by myself
but i dont have narcan on my shelf

i think i love
my pills
more than u
i think i love
my pills
thru and thru

i think i love
my pills
more than u
i think i love
my pills
thru and thru

</3

mom i need rehab

SWEET LIKE SIN [p6inkillr]

(produced by 
wintr & 1stress)

featuring @cy4nee and @disoc8

(lyrics)

wintr:

he hasnt texted in weeks
i think he killed himself
my tongue is tied cant speak
i cant cry for help

may 21 2011
the day we all died 
baby went to heaven

ladies and gentlemen
my final show
make sure to close ur eyes when i
get to flesh and bone

cy4ne


woke up in the army, still a prisoner of pills
countin every heartbeat just to test if i was real
please don't wait for my forgiveness, please don’t pray i’ll ever change
doctor told me that i lived but it was closer than you think


september rain, 20 needles in my fuckin spine
i carved your name in blood across the exit fuckin sign
the benzos crashed my fucking system
and now im running out of time

when the feds keeps seizing markets
making me gamble with my life
rest in heaven archetyp
i guess the feds wont catch wont catch me alive

i made a deal with the devil n i cant fucking cant escape
he keeps watching my every move in every form or every shape
my lifes a movie yeah i know can you please stop the fucking tape ? (tape, tape)

disoc8:

waiting

my final show (w/ cy4ne & disoc8)

mix n master: @iwannabemissed @1bleedn 
prod takouri

lyrics:

realzombie (intro):

(really are you really a real zombie?)

hey princess come do a line with me
lets cut the distance i know you feel alive with me
shut down my systems my brains got fucked up chemistry
why'd you not wait for me when i was in my misery?

(an estimated 15 to 20% of people have engaged in some form of self injury
cutting is the most common form, a practice that leaves visible scar)

realzombie:

Every thought inside my head wants me dead now
There’s Scary fucking monsters think there tryna hunt me down
Let’s mix our blood together we can make a sacred vow
Come here little zombie infect you through your fucking mouth

I patch your skin together
Gotta do it every night
Your cuts they cut me too
I cry for you like every time
I beg to make to make you stop
Your laughing more with every slice
Your traumas valid princess
Just don’t gotta cut your thighs

bleedn:

(i cant stop bleeding)
You stitched my heart together just to tear it out again
Your lips were laced in poison, feel it numbing my skin
I kissed your broken features, taste of hate and medicine

(Your lips were laced in poison, feel it numbing my skin
I kissed your broken features, taste of hate and medicine
You stitched my heart together just to tear it out again
I kissed your broken features, taste of hate and medicine)

You bleeding out again
You told me i dont care
I kiss your cuts to help the pain
But you still have me scared

I have these nightmares
These vivid nightsmares
wake up from the feeling all alone like you are not there

realzombie:

Every thought inside my head wants me dead now
There’s Scary fucking monsters think there tryna hunt me down
Let’s mix our blood together we can make a sacred vow
Come here little zombie infect you through your fucking mouth

I patch your skin together
Gotta do it every night
Your cuts they cut me too
I cry for you like every time
I beg to make to make you stop
Your laughing more with every slice
Your traumas valid princess
Just don’t gotta cut your thighs

zombie princess... [ft. 1bleedn]

eyes closed w/503scoob & techna (prod.iamsodead)

NIGHTH4WK – THE WAY IT WAS

Sometimes the future feels like the past we never got back.

The Way It Was is more than a track — it’s a memory in motion.
A reflection on what we’ve lost, what we’ve kept,
and the moments that still echo in neon light.

Every sound, every frame, every second — crafted, not generated.
No shortcuts. No templates. Just emotion, art, and pulse.

All Links you'll find here:
https://linktr.ee/Nighth4wk

Nighth4wk - The way it was

Nasobem - What are you looking for?

The one and only

Realbraindamage 
follow me on Ig ily @ realzombie
@antischizopill <3