backseat

cover by @ssaranghae @noahsuri and @echichi

@jichuuu
@echichi
@ssaranghae
@mis4ortune
@dulaiiii
@yudere
@sumther

summy the bummy joins the podcast and complains about school!
dulai complains about ticket prices
noah dunks on saranghae!
echi finds a special osu map and speaks on love!
mis4ortune's fan joins the chat!
sponsored by men's body sheet wet wipes~~

notable randoms:
@noahsuri

episode 2: noah dunks on saranghae! [hall of fame difficulty]

original track https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/the-grass-is-always-greener-on-the-other-side

by @ihatebixby

my main soundcloud @1akura

bixby - the grass is always greener on the other side, akura cover

prod me

@contenttttt
@authrrr

(lyrics)

i saw ur face 4 the first time
sparkle in your eyeline
i dont even feel right

now that shit has changed
standing still, i faint
honestly 
i cant stand your fucking face

how could u do this?
i loved you
monchéri, clueless
i need you
brake me to pieces
i hate you
no, no, oh

break me to pieces
break me to pieces 
monchéri, monchéri
monchéri, monchéri
break me to pieces
break me to pieces 
monchéri, monchéri
monchéri, monchéri
break me to pieces
break me to pieces 
monchéri, monchéri
monchéri, monchéri
break me to pieces
break me to pieces 
monchéri, monchéri
monchéri, monchéri

날 떠나지마
i just needed help
i didnt mean to cause
you the pain that u felt
no, but we both know how it ends
you wanna tell em lies
tell them how it fell apart
put the blame on me
put me up against the fucking wall
but its ok
we'll part our ways
no, no, oh

i saw ur face 4 the first time
sparkle in your eyeline
i dont even feel right

now that shit has changed
standing still, i faint
honestly 
i cant stand your fucking face

how could u do this?
i loved you
moncheri, clueless
i need you
brake me to pieces
i hate you
no, no, oh

machérie, 날 떠나지마 (lovesong)

original track https://soundcloud.com/mis4ortune/a-song-about-my-feelings
by @mis4ortune
main soundcloud @1akura

and im crying so much
feel like no one by my side
ive been hidding myself
I think im left behind

down like the weather
my fate, it’s been error
don’t even wanna tell
if i wanna end myself
x2

if this is a dream
i wish i can be escaped
my everyday’s a waste
sitting there, don’t feel great

hiding all my thoughts
there’s no one to hoping on
can stay here with me

stab my eyes bleeding out
there’s no way i can see from here
all the fake friends
they just make fun of me
there’s no point to live
i think i can start quitting now
no one can hear me out

mis4ortune - a song about my feelings, akura cover (ddva , cli)

prod me

notes: this loosely based on smth tht happened in real life

@contenttttt
@authrrr

lyrics:
she just wants to know
how it fell apart
and her friends cant see her cry
wondering if she wants to die

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

told her friends before
she don't have a goal
but they dont know what to say
so they leave her in that state

then she runs away, says she'll be ok, tells her friends to stay, hope she's in a better place
never see her face, took her life away, never be the same, parents hope she's found a way

"bro she's gone insane"
thats what they all say
they all think the same
they always point and blame

never know, stuck in snow,
never know, stuck in snow,

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

and she parties for the whole night
force herself to be nice
never show her true side

she'll be smiling on the outside
and we'll never see her true smile

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

fake a smile
never cry
itll all be fine

pack it up
pack it up
pack it up

and we'll never see her true smile

the story of claire

prod.
@shatter3d
@jichuuu

notes:
heavencore7 type beat <3
@shatter3d @jichuuu goat ily
hope u all feel the rage 
grrr rr r 

//

[shiro]
look back, ik that ur toss n turning,
think back, to the times that i need u,
u thought that im coming back 4u,
all i need was this henny and blues,
all this time u were tryna bring me down,
didnt know that ur the cause that things go wrong,
and im falling down, running from u,
 ill get my revenge when i see u,

my heart beats so quickly when i see u around,
when i look at  u, i get butterflys,
and i know that u want me to lose,
and i can see right thru u,
i cant go back, to those times when u were there,
or ill remember all those times that u hurt me bad,
fuck the money i js wanna get my time back,
get u out of my head, i want time to relapse,
all those things that u have done,
why cant we see things eye to eye,

im done running from u,
and i know that u are too,

[hook]

//

moving on『shatter3d/jichu』

prod.
@1ddva
@awwy2k

notes:
✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧
𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒛𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚?
✧˖°  ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧
             𝓹.𝓼.
             𝓲 𝓭𝓸.
          (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

//

[shiro]
yeah it was 5, 
i was up on the roof,
tryna get by, then i found u,
u caught my attention,
yh, i didnt expect it,
get to the zappin,
thats all ur askin,

u can choose between me n her,
but u know that i'll come back js to be w/u,
js accept the way that it goes,
i dnt wna to see u go,
miss ur touch, soft as snow,
held it back, then i fold,

its been long, since we've been in touch,
but my feelings bottled up, flooded w/ ur love,
how much effort does it take js to pick me up,
ive been sending signals, but u've been acting up,

back then, u were an introvert,
now ur the star of the show, n i'm in the dirt,
i guess nothings really changed when my lifes a blur,
but when you pulled up in my world, yeah it opened up,

[hook]

//

zappy『ddva/kidu』

codiene crazy(remix)

NICE 2 ME (prod. ognick x 406ahmad)

@ripyuann
@neohnq
@176s
@prodmichael

lyrics :  

@ripyuann
do you love me 
do you hate me 
i know i fucked up and it broke me
every time you leave my side i feel empty
i know you're the person that completes me 

shawty you know i cant play pretend 
i never want this to end
we're the perfect blend 
you're the one i need 
you're the one for me
i feel so safe in your company

@neohnq

i think i fucked up
starin at myself in my cup
said id never do it again
but baby here i am
w nobody to put the blame on
and all that i think is shame on me
put all this weight on me
the toll it takes on me
its kinda beautiful in a way
its my fatal flaw
without it who would i be
on the sidelines clenchin my jaw
in the corner gritting my teeth
that could never be me
no way in hell
id let u make me bleed
if its true to myself
we can start it over baby
what do we got to lose
just look me in my eyes
i beg its me that u choose

@ripyuann
do you love me 
do you hate me 
i know i fucked up and it broke me
every time you leave my side i feel empty
i know you're the person that completes me 

shawty you know i cant play pretend 
i never want this to end
we're the perfect blend 
you're the one i need 
you're the one for me
i feel so safe in your company

mis4ortune - a song about my feelings, akura cover (ddva , cli)

2akura