i can't believe i did it again
i let you in when i knew damn well i shouldn't have
you knew better than to lose me
it's hard to say, but you never did

it's hard to say you're better without me
i know that you're bad but i don't give a shit
i kept my old style cus you told me it's pretty
can you even hear me when i write this song

will you ever know that you're in the wrong
will you ever hurt when you're singing along
will this be easy for you?
cus it's hard for me

it feels impossible, what you did to me
it never leaves my head but i hate to think
that you'll find someone else, like i did in a week
and i'll miss you like hell, and you'll be fine and you'll leave

why'd you do this to me?
why'd you lie about them when you knew that i'd help
why'd you throw us away for some shame in yourself?
i sound like a dumbass singing this song
when i should probably hate you and just move on

but i couldn't, even if i wanted to
hope he makes you happy and i hope he loves the things you do
and somehow i'll always be yours
somehow i could never put my feet out of the door.
and i despise how i know this'll pass

you're so bad for my soul
but i don't think i'll feel better alone
i was never the moon, but fuck i wish that i was
you'll find them soon, and you'll forget about us
i wish i could get over you
i wish you were better so i wouldn't have to
but i know what's right for me
and i know that i should let you go

moon

i write music sometimes 
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none of the art is mine

moon

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