spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5tAXiV5Ty4zKs0Bjd45qXr?si=075203ff1f204884

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
mix n master by me
sc compressor is a pain
my best song, hope you enjoy

///
making up some stupid shit that doesnt matter at all
i fucking hate it here, wish i was never involved
i swear i'll move across the country fucking hate it all
i swear if you were in my shoes you would just take them off
and it's not like i'm trying,
to be what you want
i cannot put up with lying,
or tell me it's my fault
so don't you dare look in my eyes and act like you're so appalled
i get hurt so many times, i guess it's all just my fault

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,

don't give a fuck bout what the cost is
i've been feeling nauseous
laying in my bed and you would be the one to start shit
don't know where i fuckin' lost it
"what's with you and being honest?"
yea you told me it'd get better, and you motherfuckin' promised
yea i got this dream
that you were nowhere near me
that you would fucking fear me
look in my eyes so clearly,
fed up with you
yea you watch and reuse
how i fall apart,
and i don't know what to do so,

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so

breathe

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

tired of dealing w myself before you *p. sai*

thanku4everything
fun lil pop song prod @siemspark + @fortuneswan

im thankful for every one of u

lyrics

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

wait till ur right here by my side
when im with u i feel alive
i cannot stand to see u cry
(cryyyyy)

but you!
been playing with my heart for a minute now
been running it up, i wanna finish now
oh without you im never fking proud

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

outro singing

slowed n reverb ending

done.
ty4e (soon)

dancefloor (siem spark + fortuneswan)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. adrien, sai, & chromecue]

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

big shout to cedar man @cedarredd-mgmt

lyrics:

baby don't waste my time 

cuz im about to change my life

we only get one try  

you said you only gonna stay one night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

*cedar*

i know im the right guy

for you

baby i could make the time fly

with you 

ill be the life line 

and we can do it all again another night 

it's past the point

but in a vacuum 

i really thought i had it

wouldn't put it past you

she hit the matador 

and know i'm that fool

but baby all im askin for is that you



 don't

waste my time 

cuz i can change your life

baby you know we only get one try 

you know you could always stay the night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

lights out w/ cedar redd

i swear

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F3SYdW0iuI

production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

Baile Anthem

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