tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial

scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

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og song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ba_qTPA4Ds

classic(cover) w/ 2poder

i forgot who prod

overdose on medicine
could you teach me how to feel
i dunno what's real
could you teach me how to feel right
i'mma give it one try
eat well, sleep fine
you don't gotta die yet
newspaper on my desk
i don't have a mind left
black suit n a white dress
i can't get that time back
can't even look a person in the eyes man
i promise i'm sorry cos it was my bad

medicine

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

you haven't felt this way so baby oh what's the big deal
dijon inspo

rest on a cold stone
two stories down from my old room
this sad little window

i didn't mean to scare you
i'll hold you i don't mean to scold you
didn't mean to scare you
i can't even find the words
"you make me life so much worse" i know
tell me, what're you ashamed of?
better speak up

you cannot heal
you haven't felt this way
so baby oh what's the big deal
i stare at your blank expression
said i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day

yearning for something complacent i had it all wrong
the summer sun changes to autumn thats where i belong
i didn't mean to scare you
i didn't mean to scare you
tell me, what're you ashamed of
better speak up

you cannot heal
you haven't felt this way
so baby oh what's the big deal
i stare at your blank expression
said i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day

hell of a day

i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
condolence for the way i'm living
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
but i gave it a try
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
the strongest of hues are impaling your eyes
although i'm not perfect i gave it a try
i gave it a try
gave it a
i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god

distance

one last life
one more try
one last breath
one more cry
is this what love sounds like
show me what love looks like
i ripped out the pages
i lied i threw up
oh the truth, i can't face it
I'll be emanciated
act like i don't recall
what you said about it all
think I'll rest before you call

phone call

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

ONEEIGHTY

cover art: @alexksmh
i know i already made a mochji remix but this the mochji remix competition yeah this guy made me make a remix in 3 days i cant make music that quickly bro 💔
im gonna start making my own songs soon enough remixing
and im really hungry

update: im not hungry anymore and this won me 3rd place in the competition yippee

distance

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