i notice

inspo @1kaido

with @maxrrss

main @oroahh

adore w/ maxrrss

self prod

made this a couple months back while sick

feels like its been so damn long

cough demo

i forgot who prod

overdose on medicine
could you teach me how to feel
i dunno what's real
could you teach me how to feel right
i'mma give it one try
eat well, sleep fine
you don't gotta die yet
newspaper on my desk
i don't have a mind left
black suit n a white dress
i can't get that time back
can't even look a person in the eyes man
i promise i'm sorry cos it was my bad

medicine

you haven't felt this way so baby oh what's the big deal
dijon inspo

rest on a cold stone
two stories down from my old room
this sad little window

i didn't mean to scare you
i'll hold you i don't mean to scold you
didn't mean to scare you
i can't even find the words
"you make me life so much worse" i know
tell me, what're you ashamed of?
better speak up

you cannot heal
you haven't felt this way
so baby oh what's the big deal
i stare at your blank expression
said i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day

yearning for something complacent i had it all wrong
the summer sun changes to autumn thats where i belong
i didn't mean to scare you
i didn't mean to scare you
tell me, what're you ashamed of
better speak up

you cannot heal
you haven't felt this way
so baby oh what's the big deal
i stare at your blank expression
said i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day
i've had a hell of a day

hell of a day

i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
condolence for the way i'm living
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
but i gave it a try
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
the strongest of hues are impaling your eyes
although i'm not perfect i gave it a try
i gave it a try
gave it a
i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god

distance

not a reflection of my thoughts now, this was made in september

gave a pretty girl my heart and now it's on the floor
tell me why i lay awake praying you'd would text me on my phone
i swear to god i'll wake up bleeding from a wound i don't remember
eating less from two months back because it's getting closer to december
don't tell ma that it's a problem cause i got it on my own
on my own meaning i lay back on my pillow let it soak
if i had some sorta control, i'd croak a smile so you're happy
did my best for all your reason, so why must you keep on laughing
grab that knife and twist it push it deep inside my skin
im sorry for the vulgar language pops taught me better than to sin
i love my brothers to the grave they show love every ounce they have
but even when we chop it up i always leave feeling so bad
i hold your pitied heart

pitied heart

LOLOLOL prod me & synthetic

made in 1 hour

another year countin big dough
big money like tenfold
doubled streams in like three months
still don't even have a damn rode (still rockin the 50 dollar usb mic from amazon)
ON to the NY, 1 7 to the 1 8
call up my brothers and told em im fine just had alot on my plate
done did a lot for my age
told em sorry for da wait :/
tryna get my ass into uni so my dad knows that i'm straight

don't got the time for the hate
got nothing but love for my mates
back when i was fifteen thought i wouldn't make it to the eighteen
swear life been crazy
drop a song and they pay me
i was real down now i'm up cos i done got myself a lady
#PGPSM
yeah i'm back on my mode
guess i done did fold (uhmm but it was for the best)
i'll put it up for my folk
knew before you spoke
still feeling all my lows

another year countin big dough
big money like tenfold
doubled streams in like three months
still don't even have a damn rode
ON to the NY, 1 7 to the 1 8
call up my brothers and told em im fine just had alot on my plate
done did a lot for my age
told em sorry for da wait :/
tryna get my ass into uni so my dad knows that i'm straight

medicine

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