will never finish

i did everything you wanted
i failed
chilling with your ghost leave me haunted
i could give a fuck about an option
i don't like my thoughts they leave me nauseous
it's not fair
at all
i'll be out of your hair
so long
cause this is everything you wanted dear
yea there's nothing left you have to fear

i'm so in love
but i'm afraid i'll fuck it all up
you've had enough
yet i'm afraid that i won't be so tough
i'm hoping, love
that i can move up this boulder
just needed some closure
oh i'm hoping, love
that we could slough it all off
i watch as you shrug
what have i done

haunted

original song: https://soundcloud.com/eriased/chach-talk-shit-feat-ericdoa-osquinn
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - talk shit (solo)

one point six w/ wells (kintsugi x mardee)

prod @rewind214 
featuring @ilymay

lyrics:

@bakasheap
no goodbyes cuz it hurts
i was waiting for you laying in a hearse
i was tryna walk away from the dirt
didnt realize i walked over the mud

you left me so sad
did it all for you
but you blessed my heart
made me feel anew

and these thoughts of losing you
never crossed my mind
guess that i was the fool

@ilymay
think i need to get away 
you’ve been in my head too long i need a break 
theres a lot that i cant cope with 
said id feel this way for the last time
having these thoughts and these dreams of when you were mine 
know it’s for the best and i’ll learn how to be fine on my own
on my own again 
wish you’d let me in 
you're stuck in my head ohh

@bakasheap
i said did you really like me?
you been running in loops in my mind see
its so hard to think about what we might be
in my dreams and my thoughts you're all i see

no goodbyes +may (rewind)

prod me

i need to gain more confidence
but i still live in fear
ive lost count of years passed
since the last time that i felt that u were here
and i will say nothing at all
because there is no use
i know there re no such words
that would take me back to u

i know that it was all my fault
that we ve fallen apart
i guess this is too much
for my malfunctioning heart
and i try to let it go
but these memories keep coming back
ive hurt u so much
and im so sorry for that

haunted

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