will never finish

i did everything you wanted
i failed
chilling with your ghost leave me haunted
i could give a fuck about an option
i don't like my thoughts they leave me nauseous
it's not fair
at all
i'll be out of your hair
so long
cause this is everything you wanted dear
yea there's nothing left you have to fear

i'm so in love
but i'm afraid i'll fuck it all up
you've had enough
yet i'm afraid that i won't be so tough
i'm hoping, love
that i can move up this boulder
just needed some closure
oh i'm hoping, love
that we could slough it all off
i watch as you shrug
what have i done

haunted

original song: https://soundcloud.com/eriased/chach-talk-shit-feat-ericdoa-osquinn
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - talk shit (solo)

one point six w/ wells (kintsugi x mardee)

Lyrics

im losing touch with myself
but your there for me
ive been up all day
everyday this week
tell me something i dont know already
like are you going or are you still steady

so can you feel for me
tell me something i dont know of
do you think of me
i dont care about your lust
so do you think i care
when im not around
like all they do is stare and run their mouth

i just doubt
that you care
tell me now
so i can be there
lost all my time cos its in the air
took heart from me yeah that wasnt fair

im losing touch with myself
but your there for me
ive been up all day
everyday this week
tell me something i dont know already
like are you going or are you still steady

so can you feel for me
tell me something i dont know of
do you think of me
i dont care about your lust
so do you think i care
when im not around
like all they do is stare and run their mouth

like all they do is stare and run their mouth
youthink that i should care but you shut me out
youve been on my mind
tell me can we waste time

Losing Touch (prod. foreless)

It's been 2 seconds without Roblox, I can’t stop shaking and I’m having severe mental breakdowns. I woke up today trying to log onto Roblox but the site was down, I had a major panic attack but managed to calm down after a few hours. I couldn’t go to school today, I am so worried that I even took my gun from the shed, thinking of killing myself. I am nothing without Roblox, it is my life, it is my destiny, without Roblox, I wouldn't be able to do anything. Roblox is the best thing ever made and I can't get rid of my addiction to it, it is the best game in existence. I can't stop trembling and crying, I am very worried. I used all of my money on Roblox, I bought the Super Super Happy Face, and bought a Valkyrie for my girlfriend CoolDjoleProGamerYT. I don't know what to do. Roblox can't be gone any longer cause if it does then I'll go insane again.. breaking my mouse, chair, house, and everything I own. Roblox is very amazing and I can't lose it. Roblox is my life, I met my amazing girlfriend john there, In bloxburg, I was delivering pizzas, when I saw this amazingly attractive woman named, CoolDjoleProGamerYT, she was so cute, I flushed. I found her home later then and tried to talk to her, she was so kind and cute that I accidentally typed my thoughts out "mind: she's so cute.." and she flushed than I got nervous, we then went in and made out, after that, we went on many dates to Adopt Me, where we adopted 2 boys named DemonicLuciferr, and RedDoflaming0. Demonic and Red were so cute that I even took them out of town and took them to Brookhaven. after that we had our child in Bloxburg on our rooftop named laser lamps. Our kids were so cute and amazing that I even fed them my special milk, they liked it so much that they wanted it again. and the day after... Roblox was down and I went through my panic attack, Shivering in fear of losing my fiance and kids. I am so scared that I might just lose my mind and go insane... I want my kids back..

jon 

fuck @1tainted

@dayeoffer- 💸 bankroll 💸 (erdo + positive)

context:
my friend is returning back to china because her visa is running out and she is graduating soon. she's one of my best friends and it sucks because i will probably never see her again. in fact nowadays i dont really talk to her as much as i used to and sometimes it feels as if i dont know her anymore. 



lyrics

girl i remember your face
in nutrition class
you were nervous as hell
i was taken aback
what to say?
girl i didn't know how
i could make you not doubt
that i'd be around
yeah i tried
took you out for a meal
now you pay for me what a steal
all i want is to show you that you're loved

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl just take care of yourself and your mental health

girl i couldn't see your face
when you cried on the phone
for/four hours you know
yeah you said you're alone
yeah i liked
that you trusted in me
told me everything
and i listened and thought for weeks
for weeks i wept and worried
for weeks

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl every night i prayed that you'd be fine 

girl i hope i see your face
when you've settled down
got that family that you've been talking about
and maybe you haven't figured wit out but
you're on the way there 
just don't forget us
don't forget when we met at first
from your laughter at hangouts to when you were at your worst

so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for

[so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for]

haunted

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