momma did me dirty
why would i upset you
tell me why would i try
tell me why would i lie
could you open your eyes
you fuck up my mind and i take it
i cannot find the words to say this
ive been alone for so damn long
and you never noticed
fuck it im goin

upset you

it was simple the way that you said it
i think i lost my heart and i don't know where i left it
i didn't mean to upset you
i just wanted to help you
but you did me dirty oh,
and you do everything that you can to hurt me oh,
i'm not the enemy
open your eyes and maybe then you'll see
i'm losing the colour, i can't see the green

monochromatic

sample @e-veryday
prod me

am i doing enough for you?
my knees are bloody holding
i've been tryna make it work
for once

got my head in the sand
got some mud up on my feet
you wont understand
wanna be free

everyday it gets worse now
you can feel my fucking hurt
i never knew you
we're not close in the slightest
so excuse my words
i've been trying to hide it

myopia

life has not been very good to me recently

i try my best
so what
am i doing enough for you
you hate my fucking guts
and i hate yours too
and i try to make it right between us
but its all my fault and i cant break it
im sorry
oh im sorry
that i cant break my habits
i get that you get manic

people pleaser

LYG (wakeupowen)

VMS coming soon 

ily @chaoscontro1

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223. w/ mouse (prod. frost'd + wuko)

prod: larue made it
mixed: me and @maxrrss
mastered: me

lyrics:
(killaura)
i fell for your lies again
said you changed, but you sinned all again
apologized when you called me
persuade me with your body
reek of his cologne but it didn't stop me
from getting what i wanted from you
it's a two way street baby i was playing you too
played right into my ruse
now you're dazed and confused
not dumb enough to sit here waiting for you

love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

(maxrrss)
do you really want to talk again
we arguing 
and i never left your side when she was in my bed
and i find you always taking back the words you said

you never meant 
i love you
i trust you
i need you
i want you
but i put it to the side
looking at you in the eyes
i know you don't wanna cry
i can see thru all your lies

Ohhhhhhhhhhh
do you even really care (do you even really care)
run my fingers thru ur hair (run my fingers thru ur hair)
when your around i stop and stare (when your around i stop and stare)

so don't 
rely on me
to keep you company
i don't have honesty
you took that part of me and

(killaura)
love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

pretend +max ruben (laruemadeit)

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

upset you

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