produced by me
written by me + taiyoukei
additional vocals by taiyoukei + maeEXO
mixed/mastered by me
notes: this is probably my catchiest song in a while :D i hit a creative block recently and taiyoukei helped me realize my vision with this song, i couldnt have made this without her :) this also has my best outro probably i love this outro so much

lyrics:
shrinking violet, press yourself into the corner of the room
close your eyes and take deep breaths and count to ten and meet your doom
tachycardia, your heart can barely keep moving with you
doesn't being here just make you sick?
[NOTE: taiyoukei wrote this whole verse and did backing vocals on it everyone say thank you]

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

sorry if im quiet, it's just hard to commit, i admit
it's gonna take a while to get used to this
scared to be a passerby, to shoot and to miss, i admit
i'm so scared, i think that i'm losing it

i just can't let go of this nagging feeling
but i just cannot grow without hitting the ceiling

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

you need to get out

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

Andover

inertia

inlet

laced up but it's just my voice

IT MUST BE GETTING WORSE !!!!

EDIT: Soz like 2 things were pissing me off so some small changes are in there now mb !

Thanks so much to mistmurk without them this song would not exist 

Credits - Uh me like everything I did everything really honestly
mistmurk with the addl prod thoooooughhhhh 

THANKS 2 EVERY1 FOR LISTENINGGGGGG sorry back to scheduled garage spam after this no more fun !!!

-----INTRO-----

[You know how to watch video ?]
[mhm]
[Do you wanna go watch video ?]

-----VERSE 1-----

You're talking to yourself
Again
You really made a habit of it
It must be getting worse
Again
The way I speak to my friends

So do you love me, like me ?
Tell me so yourself
And you want me ? 
Boring
You're just like all the rest
Before you think
My heart, still bleeds
It doesn't mean anything

-----CHORUS 1-----

I dont want to feel you
Touch you
I can't wait to hear you
love you
I don't think they know you
Like I do
I don't want to feel you

-----VERSE 2-----

Stop talking to yourself
OK :/
You can't even cry about it
You wanna change so -
I guess
You could try flirting with your friends ?

But then you might feel
Something
Im getting kinda scared
Of you talking
Surely
Theres nothing wrong with that
Should it feel, so bad
When I see you writing back
Ah


YOU AH
WATCH YOU
YOU EE OW
YOU AH
WATCH YOU
YOU EE OW

-----CHORUS 2-----

I dont want to feel you
Touch you
I can't wait to hear you
love you
I don't think they know you
Like I do
I don't want to feel you
I think i'd like
To be you

-----FINAL CHOR-----

I CANT TOUCH YOU
I DONT FEEL LIKE YOU
I HOPE I DONT HURT YOU
BUT I CANT BE LIKE YOU

STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF !

vox by me and @starflye tysm <3
flip of https://soundcloud.com/g3mst0ner/move-for-me-one-more-dagger-for-the-road

D4ggeR_FLiP_+starflye__.wav

Leading Lines ⛦

Made this in November 2023 and decided I should post this

Eyes,
I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

All these things that you say just keep going to my head
And for better or worse my ego keeps me afloat again
I read another page before I finally go to bed
And for better or worse my ego keeps me alone again

I can't say these things that are stuck in my head
I want his words to his new girlfriend
A scar you left so deep within
Why did I still think we were friend

I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

--

cover from Umibe no Etranger

Eyes That Can't See Ahead

wow this took forever
art by @ac2971 @smolworks on twitter and @riverspirit.sushiru on insta

lyrics//
slowly slipping out the palm of your hand 
everything you worked so hard to defend 
it all comes crashing down (crashing down)
you feel it all around
the world you knew you cant get back

its unfamiliar but i know i'll get it back
don't get how it works yet (I don't know)
but one day i'll figure it out myself
just as long as you remember be (ill never forget you)
i'll find what I cant no more (more)
through it all its always on my mind 
i'll find my way back home

come and go at the worst time
cause I thought i'd stay forever 
not used to the world without you
and im sorry I couldn't say goodbye
and I didn't meant to drag you down
I didn't mean to curse you too
but I promise if you hold my hand 
I'll never let you go

cause you tried so hard to help me
the memento that you left me
(don't forget about me)
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
even when I know your gone 
even when I know your far
that knife in my pocket
(ill never forget you)
Its the reason im going on

so can I look forward
can I still look back
(don't wanna let go)
know its hard to choose
(I don't know)
when you can't get past everything
I know its hard 
you wont get far
be dead by the time I could do anything that matters 
(should I do it all)

its unfamiliar but i know i'll get it back
don't get how it works yet (I don't know)
but one day i'll figure it out myself
just as long as you remember be (ill never forget you)
i'll find what I cant no more (more)
through it all its always on my mind 
i'll find my way back home

sws

kody