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@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@yoimn3ver
@navyxower
@heylee-manzeron
@autumndropsdead

WUIF w/ Heylee Manzeron, NAVYXOWER, autumndropsdead, The North Shore, casperrr & teddyboi

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

fifth song from the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Crizzy White x teddyboi x Danny's Adventures
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x teddyboi x Danny's Adventures
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1: @xipz_sad]
I need you to wait a minute bitch
tired of these arguments n shit
everything good gotta change for no reason
it happens everytime n everytime i hate it

swear im bipolar with the way my mood changes
get it from my dad n i fucking hate it
theres only one thing id change n its myself
i feel the need to save you from my personal hell

[Verse 2: @crizzywhite]
Find my solace in a bottle, 
At the bar, 
And then I follow, 
i can not call you
Everything I cannot call her back. 
I put the gun in my mouth, 
Saying one word and I'm out, 
Loading the clip and the round, 
I think that I'm putting me down. 
Yeah I rot, 
All I got, 
Are tendencies, 
I never fought. 
I Wander woods, 
And sip on spirits, 
Wait a minute, 
Am I lost?
I been looking for an outing, 
Seeing ghosts inside my thoughts. 
I see my princess and she drowning, 
Hope she know she ain't forgot.

[Verse 3: @yoimn3ver]
baby you dont get me
i still feel so empty
so im downing all these bottles away
Been tryin to understand, you wont understand
these pills, they control me, like a pyramid on top of my head
i feel dead
whys it feel like no ones there for me
when im always there for them
baby know i love you, yeah, yeah i do
and the only thing worth fighting for, is you

[Verse 4: @dannysadventures 
i dont need to know your name
i wish i didnt still love you
in life i got to lose some self restraint
cuz ill be better off without you in my head
but thats what i get
i took my time to go and i couldve just left
now that youre gone i feel emptiness
i wasted all my time but i do not regret
cause god said everything happened for a reason
even when i think things have no meaning
im sure that you can hear that im still bleeding
wait a minute 
wait a minute
wait a minute

Wait A Minute (w/ Crizzy White x teddyboi x Danny's Adventures)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: popularreject, Cap.Kyle & HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by: Nkno & popularreject
Mixed by: popularreject, Cap.Kyle & HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by: popularreject
Cover Art by: popularreject

Fee Fie Fum (w/ popularreject, Cap.Kyle & HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Nkno & popularreject]

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

If theres one thing for certain
Its time 
Time Will kill us all in the end
Death is the only thing thats guaranteed in our lifetimes
And we cant take that for granted
We must embrace it and take it it all in 
Embrace
The end

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

I promise i wont be okay tho
All of the words gettin twisted around and my head is a fuckin tornado
I wanna say how i feel but i promised you thats a promise i cant break tho
When i turn up on the side of the road i just know someones takin my place oh

All these people round me
Make me feel like im a zombie
I cant tell you bout what i see
Cuz the demons gonna haunt me

and they tell me a prodigy
thats something i could mever be
the bright side i could never see
so this gon be the death of me

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

time is nothing but relentless

time is nothing but relentless (santana)

Shout out Crizzy White for the additional vocal performance




E.P. Soon 
🪦🧟‍♂️

CAUGHT YOU LACKING ON ROTTEN.COM (ft Heylee Manzeron) prod RockStarGoose

beat prod by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x breakupbreakdown

bulletproof vest + breakupbreakdown (p. wisssery)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz x cxrter
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i guess i understand it, you dont wanna feel right now
i dont wanna feel either
im lost when im not with her
im an ass and i tend to act out
baby i think i need a breather
but i dont wanna breathe right now
i dont even wanna be around
no, not right now

[Verse 2]
i guess i understand it, you dont know what you want
and neither do i
but im falling apart as shes with other guys
so i look at the moon, admire the sky
while i got tears falling out my eyes
god why cant i just be him
whats she need that i cant give
god why cant i just be him
whats she need that i cant give

i guess i understand :/

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

Discontinued.
[October of 2019- March of 2023]
Members at time of discontinuing 
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@xipz_sad - lil XipZ
@lilnkno - Nkno
@olivernichols - Oliver Nichols
@shxdy808 - Shxdy808 
@reject333 - popularreject
@lilrymer - Lil_Rymer
@mxlatonin - mxlatonin
@heylee-manzeron - Heylee Manzeron
@pxnit - pxɳιƚ
@soulfadexo - Soulfade
@bradeyn-bennett - løstcause
@vengfulvalentine - Valentine
@slimyyyyy - XSLIMEX
@dannysadventures - Danny’s Adventures
@heartlessarik - HeartlessArik
@sadboigoyard - GOYARD SAD BOI
@capkyle - Cap.Kyle

Fee Fie Fum (w/ popularreject, Cap.Kyle & HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Nkno & popularreject]

333 Collective

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