gold

girl it’s dripping from the ceiling and i know you can see it
my blood run purple it’s always been that way
anything you want to be go and be it
there’s nothing holding you back
girl i’m sorry i was blinded and i could never see it
i remember what you wore on our first date
one night is all i’m asking bitch you’ll never believe it
did i say something wrong pull me into the mirror

so i can feel your reflection
there’s a part of me that misses always having protection
at the end of my session
i came home to a blessing
you was under the impression that you weren’t my main obsession
now i know it was your intention
kiss me hard and leave me broken with no direction at all
when your tears come down and you got no one to call
reminisce on the fall and become my infection

become my infection
become my infection
become my infection
become my (infection)
become my infection

girl it’s dripping from the ceiling and i know you can see it
my blood run purple it’s always been that way
anything you want to be go and be it
there’s nothing holding you back
girl i’m sorry i was blinded and i could never see it
i remember what you wore on our first date
one night is all i’m asking bitch you’ll never believe it
did i say something wrong pull me into the mirror

so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection
so i can (so i)
so i can (so i)

so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection again
so i can feel your reflection
so i can feel your reflection again

reflection ep

produced, written, recorded and mixed by lil emothugg

2021 NO HARM POSSE

reflection

In this song RJ expresses his love and devotion to his woman

Don't You Ever Think About Leaving

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

sorry it sounds so rough, used the first take
https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocals mixed/mastered https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo


lyrics:
let me try and tell you
in the best way i can
my hands are frozen over
i can’t move them to stand
I’m always up for fighting
I’m always holding tightly
beat me senseless till I’m senseless
no more breathing
no more tension 
i want nothing to do
with what 
im doing now
i want it all 
to be dead and gone
i want this all to 
just be done
everything
and everyone
if i told you the truth
and nothing but of it
i think you’d 
not want to hear
another second

dont worry (prod killedmyself)

Forever In Love  produced by suddencold

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

I found myself when I wasn’t looking 
I fell in love with simply being
Being alive and being present 
I found god I felt heaven 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident 
I was so lost and now I’m found 
Plant my feet on the ground 
I move forward I don’t look back 
Theres nothing for me in my past 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident

Song For A Guilty Sadist

David

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