butterfly

novella - desperate enough

novella - akin to a kiss

inspired by the living tombstone 
all by me

why is it so hard to open up
no matter how strong i am 
im not enough 
struggle with nourishment 
ill be ur pleasure 
i cant get it out 
i cant get it out

no matter how hard i try 
i always fall short
weakness in my touch
im not sure
ur not strong enough
its impossible 
cold metal on my finger tips
leave u in the cold ima shut the door 
nothing else to do, i cant think theres nothing more
stuck, u dont wanna budge
ill find some way to get u in my grasp

need to consume u for benefit
do whatever i can for nourishment
youll be mine by all means necessary
and ya im failing its so degrading 
i mean ur shutted so tight
just hoping youll be nice
trying so hard for u
touch, i just wanna taste
i want u already u cant keep me waiting

no matter how hard i try 
i always fall short
weakness in my touch
im not sure
ur not strong enough
its impossible 
cold metal on my finger tips
leave u in the cold ima shut the door 
nothing else to do, i cant think theres nothing more
stuck, u dont wanna budge
ill find some way to get u in my grasp

weakness in touch

fun :3 (this ain't ai!)
prod me 

lyrics:
love makes me sick; i don't need it!
lock it all away; i don't need it!
throw away the keys; i don't need it!
leave the baggage at the door; i don't need it!

love makes me sick; i don't need it!
save your excuse; i don't need it!
throw away the keys; i don't need it!
gouge out the whole heart; i don't need it!

i don't need it,
yea i know that i'm right
don't need a party,
just to color the night
hen or bacardi,
i don't want something light
this is my last night,

this is my last night, goodnight (4x)

nope, i don't need it! ( ˘ ^˘ )=3 (p. me) #nightcore03

novella - tears of ashes/perform for me

4/20 ᏗᏁፈᎥᎥᎥᏋᏁᏖ prod@@heartsayako 2K22 swag

SayaXHana_ᏖᎧᏇᏁ ᏂᏗᏝᏝ ፈᏂᏗᏁᏖᎥᏁᎶ; ፈᏋᏁᏖᏋᏒᎥᎧ ᏂᎥᎶᏂᏝᏗᏁᎴᏕ(prod. sayako)

vocals and production by sedate

protect me from what i cannot see
protect me from what i cannot see

enter into the eye of obscurity
dont know what darkness lies 
need your security
facing powers and principalities 
its in ur hands 
my trust in u
i know youll keep me safe
and in ur solace i will take 
and in ur never ending grace

u try to seperate (me) from what saves me
but u know that youve already lost (lost)
relinquishing ur blood for me
and save me from this hell
its torment when i rest
please rid me of regret
save the world and what is left

protect me from what i cannot see
protect me from what i cannot see

enter into the eye of obscurity
dont know what darkness lies 
need your security
facing powers and principalities 
its in ur hands 
my trust in u
i know youll keep me safe
and in ur solace i will take 
and in ur never ending grace

protect me from the unseen

produced by @heartsayako
mix & vocal by me

lyrics:
you look so good
tabi heels, demeulemeester hood
dont talk, but i wish we would
roses lay right where i stood

are you lonely?
are you lonely?
baby tell me right now
tell me right now

are you lonely?
do you feel loved?
you can tell me

if only
i could just be with you

you look so good
tabi heels, demeulemeester hood
dont talk, but i wish we would
roses lay right where i stood

please, dont go
just yet
i want your love

i read all the pages
now i know
its more than nothin aint it?

you act so complacent
living such a cruel lie

so please just tell me
baby just tell me please
are you lonely?

are you lonely?
do you feel loved?
you can tell me

if only
i could just be with you

baby tell me
with you
baby tell me
with you
baby tell me
and ill be there
with you

note:
thank you so much for everything, in return you will all see my best.

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are you lonely? (sayako)

false truth

(Prod. LEX3X, smokey99k, JayyThunder, Zibidi, Sosclabab, Alien, heyimcrib, REDIALBEAT)

#ᗫᙀᙓᒪᒪᓰᑎKS

tried to run on us but they dont know that we the crew
we some angels in the forest and we always follow suit
keep a sword by my side n u know just what it do
ima princess of the ocean and i surf like pikachu

nevr inside bitch im always on the go
bitch im countin up my racks and im always 10 toes

posted inna castle n im counting up my guap
bitch im lookin at yr motion and u lookin like u floppd

brought her 2 the back n now i got her blowin bubbles
bitch i split him from the head and now i got him seein doubles
ya we hit it @ the block and now they know that they in trouble
they not searching for the body when i leave u in the rubble

i been posted up wit angels, better stay up in yr lane
i aint fw no thotties all those dirty hoes the same
please dont hit me for no music if yo shit is fuckin lame
im with angels in all black and now we gonna change the game

#ƙίίίȴȴⱸɽ᭙ɦ⍺ȴⱸ᥉᭙⍺ɠȶⱸ⍺ɱ

posted up im in the cut
kissin bitches like a slut
knife up in my fuckin jeans
ill put that shit right thru yr gutttt

had 2 switch it up a bit
i was spamming the same shit
had to switch it up a bit
cuz you guys had enough of it

beat was way 2 hard bitch yk i had to press record
put a clanker thru the wall im breakin up that power cord xdd

told alexa "kill herself"
now she posted on the shelf
i dont know what i be rappin bout
i think im bouta sell

aint no fucking surfer
but yk im bouta ride the wave
bitch im fucking trans
but ill never 'sition off the gang

ggegeggegege
ggg
getting to the money
its the same thing just a different day

bitch im fucking two faced but im posin as im heaven sent
i cant rlly fw u unless its for my benefit 
bitches hit my line and ask about a text i never sent
all these kids annoying, why you talk to me? we never met.