prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@catgif + @qlein + @gr0lth + @dishonors

@m4xyne
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

im 18 now!!

features in order of appearance :)

diakyu 
sly! 
marian 
loom 
cluu 
txtures 
1ramlethal 
aaanubis 
awful
sunn 
rish!
Lacis
LowDeilier 
arthxr
zeno
maey

birthday cypher

Goat song


informin the youngs OMG!
w w why is ur bitch still w me 
these bitches been helpful
been filled w money handful!
keep talkin shit and youll get some in ur fuckin face
why u talkin shit when u know ur drugs are fuckin laced
why u talkin shit when u got a case??
who is talkin shit ill punch em in the face!
dont say my name in vein!
shoot my shot like i am dame!
dont walk in the (the) rain!
walk in the hall of shame!
nothing fucking feels the same
all this bullshit is so lame
walkin w a draco
smoking on some tobacco

@daikore

MUMBO JUMBO MALALALALALALALA!!!

@2scram

had to merk cause him he picked the wrong side
had to scrap some shit that i dont like
i dont think that i left at the right time
do u rlly value ur life

i cant see my hands i just fall when i trip
dunno if im rlly at fault w this shit
do u rlly wanna fall w this

me

dont say my name in vein!
shoot my shot like i am dame!
dont walk in the (the) rain!
walk in the hall of shame!
nothing fucking feels the same
all this bullshit is so lame
walkin w a draco
smoking on some tobacco

inform + daikyu + scrambl (zy)

prod me gangsters

lyrics:
yea youre tearing me apart
and i cant defend myself
feel like im a victim 
and no ones gonna help 
youre lying i can tell
and i think im gonna fail
dont ask if im okay
im lying cant you tell

she told me give it up
i told her that id pick it up
and i be feeling different now
(yeah uh)
and im gon fuck it up
you told me you dont give a fuck
i slowly feel me tearing up 
(i give it up)

dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 
dont know how to focus now
i cast them to the side
i dont know how im going down
and all i do is cry 

all i do is cry
dont wanna feel this way
i cant even try
(i give it up)
i got this stupid face
i cant live up to my name
dont wanna cry again 
youll leave me to die again

#giveitup

inspo by indicuh



i dont want no problems
if we got an issue baby i know we can solve em
u just gotta calm down
take a seat w me
u just got realize for a bit
if hes talkin bout u imma pull up w a stick
heard his new track dat shit is a briiick
can u js pls stay for 5 more mins
been hurt too much cant reach my limit
baby i need u 
without u i feel so sick
give me one more kisss
i promise babe
ill make it worth itt
we can go out to any place u like
baby girl for u id die
how many times im gonna cry over u
baby girl its okay u dont have to lie
baby girl its okay if u gotta cry
i just wanna try hard for u

hangout, make u mine
lay down, feel js right
please baby, its alright
both of us stay up at night
(x2)

be mine (beauxlol)

adhd be like

some of the lyrics r guesses idr what i said

last time u would call
i tried hard to get u back
u wont reach out for me
push me off the balcony
ur winning but im crying please
dont cut out that line with me
dont act like u tried because i really saw what we can be
the last time i saw u i couldnt guess the shit ud do

throwing shade
u say im throwing shade
im just saying what happened
dont say that u treated me great
cuz when i think bout what happened
u played me i cant hold onto u
this is the part where i find us thru
and know this time i wont change for u

what was ur goal
and where did we go
ur on the status of leaving me out
wanna change every word out of my mouth
and did u plan to stand away
back when i needed u
when i was trying to see it thru
back when i meant someth to u

i know this is feeling different
do u not feel wrong
i wish u would lower ur image
u protect it at all costs

leave me out just be dry
punchin the wall screaming why
take ur hand away let me die
say some wrong u wont let it slide
ball me up right in ur hand
i hate where the pieces land
mix shit up know its a lie
i changed myself every time

be mine (beauxlol)

krump