YOU HAVE BLESSED ME I WILL PLAY THIS SONG UNTIL MY EARS BLEED

Ihateu! + Ryefu + Shusxi (PK)

everything bad always has to happen (p. buhguul)

hai
rics:
good luck telling me what it is i want
there's no telling me.
there's no telling me.

cuz im the pain that i felt
im the troubles that i set out for 
im the tears in this bucket that i caught inside this rainstorm
and i know fear comes from me and its something i felt
and i got something to say but i just cant yell
cuz ill whisper what i need inside cos
i dont need attention i
just need to feel
infatuated
need to feel infatuated

why are you choosing everything over me?
lets crucify the king
false prophets on the streets i
need to commit to something
i need to commit to something
in the the eye of the storm
bloody teeth set like gore
and its 5:54 
in the morning
reasons to live i abort them
not having a purpose has never felt more purposeful to me
and thats exactly why what you say has never meant anything 

i saw mom and dad give up on all their dreams
how come my dearest friends choose everything and everyone besides me?
and everytime i lick my fingers they always bleed
i need self assurance
you need validation
so lets cower behind the backs of opinions that we do not meet

and when the curtains finally fell
i got rid of this veil
ill leave nothing behind for myself
switch the key cuz i felt like it
i found a flow and i like it

so dont you ever think you can put your hands back on me
ive become the person i set out to be
who i wanted to be

can i have a seat at the cool kids table?
infatuated by the way they lie like a fable
no, actually. ill sever every connection i have just to find some inner peace.

grit my teeth im so so fed up
i dont want flowers or goddamn petals
blow it open confetti im troubled
bite my lip till it tastes like metal

yea

she tells me to breathe, keeps tellin me to breathe. 

just breathe.

infatuation

Featuring @luvlxckdown <3
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Produced by @shatter3d
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Produced by @prod_death
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https://www.youtube.com/@death0

on spotify >.<

taste death w/ just a kiss + luvlxckdown (shatter3d x death)

hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

so glad this one finally came out! <3 love ya'll. big moves :)

stress test w/ DZO DIGITAL + Dylan Lotus (prod. RVRHIV)

closet - tickets w/ phreyla prod. tcl & chef9thegod

tickets w/ phreyla (chef9thegod + tcl)

instrumental by @blvnkface
cover art by @layshaisrotting
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0cQlbj34GvdA6JVOVZ0VIs


drips down from my wrist
and into my palm
keep on with the yelling i'll never feel calm
forest lurking
im deserting
all of the people that told me they loved me

dont go
and leave me here cos i cant lose u
would you know
this might be the last time that i see you

that i see you
that i see you
that i see you
want you to know

stab myself again and again
i know that it might never end
looking up all i wanted
was a friend

so much that ive missed
im always wrong
i need to skin myself alive
it's not working
im deserting
all of the people that told me they loved me

dont go
and leave me here cos i cant lose u
would you know
this might be the last time that i see you

that i see you
that i see you
that i see you
want you to know

stab myself again and again
i know that it might never end
looking up all i wanted
was a friend
stab myself again and again
i know that it might never end
looking up all i wanted
was a friend

spotify

it might nvr end

@angelsflight + @okmurrrr 
prod: by @okmurrrr 
mixed by me and murrrr 

hope y'all enjoy < 3 

Lyrics:
drunk in the bathroom 
pulled up w ur bestfriend
tried for apologies 
but it doesn't make sense

You dont believe that your sorry
baby cmon lets go back to the party 
letting all decisions haunt me
no you never knew me girl so hardly
in my head its silent 
you know i can't deny it
eyes look lifeless
ion wanna fight this
you sleep all day and night
when I text you dont reply

yeah ion really care if you wanna fuck it up
and I just always seem to have the worst luck
do yourself a favor dont hit my phone up 
you dont even know me 
you dont even know us 
you're so toxic 
I dont even want this
I can't believe that you would throw it in the garbage

@killmurrrr :
Havent slept in a long time 
this shit got me tired
question everything i do 
its like your wearing a wire
set it all on fire 
say it all the time u aint nothing but a liar 
to much stress 
i fucking try my best 
running out of shit to test 
you wouldnt listen to a thing i said 
now i dont want her 
think i need to chill for five (yeah) 
thinking i could chill beside her 
talking shit ur just a liar

Sorry +MURRRR

Lyrics

late night
come home
life sux :/
i know
lift off, headphones 
i can’t do this on my own 

moving on
i took a choice but it was
(choice but it was wrong)
lately i been feeling like i don’t belong
the feelings ever growing like a cancer 
n i been steady fucking crying 
i been begging for an answer

never been much of a romantic 
said her parents hate me
i don’t give a fuck bout what her dad says 
i been steady moving thru the madness
running running running thru my problems 
but they’re faster 
and u still hate me regardless
wake up on the carpet
if we’re being honest
i kno u don’t want me
you bitch i swear that ur heartless
my lungs r a tarpit
stuck in ur grip like a harness
and ur soul is haunting me

(p!xy)

i been running out
seal it and i bag it 

when u love me its like magic

 if u want it u can have it
smoking something 
smoking tragic
 light it like a matchstick

wash the blood 
he fall down

wattch the rain its all now

i cant evn go out 
 
wearin prada when its cold out

wearin prada watch the paint 
drop down on me 

sharing nothing 
spend my wwallet
in on D and G

i dnt wanna come when the suns out

i cant do this on my own w/dinnerbone

@kenesukoh x @7sabrr7

@qxi
i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the top, top

top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top
top, top top
top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top

@catgif
try as you might
im not losing this fight
i stay out of sight
read between the lines
oh, oh, oh
can't you see i tried?
can't you see i tried?
whats the fuckin purpose
right now it all feels so worthless
cut off the part thats hurtin
think i'll need a surgeon

@helpquixi
and i'm so lost i can't even find myself nowwwww
i'll be surprised if anything actually works outttt
i know that its my fault if i burst out (but i'm too hurt now)

@hannevig
will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

open up my closet
full of secrets
skeletons, monsters
you can see them
you can pick and pry 
but please don't free them
i regret the things i've done
they're in there for a reason
picking up the potion
it fades away my memories
down 1, down another, down 3
i cannot see
choking on my tongue and my words
no i cannot breathe
i cannot fathom why you wanna be with me

will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

-

@qxi
i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the-

push w/ catgif + hannevig p. kenesukoh + 7sabrr7

e3 
grace66
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i cant do this on my own w/dinnerbone

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