https://soundcloud.com/elusin13/elskling-2

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEXNeEHKODU&ab_channel=Star

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꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱ 
- lyrics -

my memory is changing, inside out
newborn leaf piles splash around
and i'm so scared of falling down
muscles tense, i make no sound
if you were as strong as you always said
youd've kept it together, held that thread
you thrash around it, your face red
defenseless ground i dare to tread
i feel my heart drop to the ground
i'm lost out here, detatched, unwound
and my composition is spilling out
fabric tears, structures down
if i'd afforded myself some rest
i could've carved a path through this foggy mess
"take me, be my guest"
"take me, be my guest"

inside out

lilac - i wouldn't be me without you

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱
- lyrics -

you mark me up like a doll, so special
hold the match between our locked hands
wrung thin
stare through sunlight and trace me, leveled
flare your eyes on my back
twist me to give in

track the kill like i'm game
i'll leave no trace

tight at the wrists
too cold to resist
and you're looking out for a third strike
i'm clawing at your tone-drunk sides
by your bedpost, slept alright

track the kill like i'm game
i'll leave no trace

caspr - audrey

george