for when im thinking of her.

emotional blowout extended

comingdown

ruin

vestige (prod. eddie gianni & mm)

instant

zero (prod. mm, javan llosa & netgear)

[+] i know well what i am fleeing from, but not what i am in search of
* featuring @steadysuffer * prod by @bornhero *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
i remember days they were laughing at my shit
but now im coming up, so they all want a pic
catch me in the crib, chillin with a new bitch
they tell me that i'm nice, now they tell me that im sick

[verse:]
hate be alone, but i still drive slow
when im by myself and my mind froze
she just took my heart, she a dark rose
i still hate myself, but thats another road

i still miss the bars but i let em' go
i ain't tryna die, but you never know
i still love that girl but i let her go
left it all behind, for the better though

[verse 2: steadysuffer]
they always telling me the same shit
i don't wanna hear that
now you're all up in my face like
where the fuck the pack at?
i hid the louis belt in my backpack
smoked out to the max yah
ice all in my white cup
fucked up, i'm like fuck love
tell me i'm a starter
iced out in a charter
boof louder than farter
coughed up, Skywalker
and if you're thinking that staring will help me now
you're wrong
all the pressure you put on my back was soft
i'm raw
it was soft
oh like you were coming back
but you just had to ask
oh god

the drive ft. steadysuffer (prod. born hero)

Let Go (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/LWuLsFZaoU0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg
From the project Disaster Boy available on all streaming services

Lyrics:
I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues
nostalgia when you hit my line
I don't pick up I just hit decline
still cant get you off my mind
one more time its just one more time

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

memories on repeat
memories on repeat
reminiscing all these
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

Music Video

Nostalgia (prod. Pretty Boy Ron) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Art by @flowerleigh_ on insta :)

𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴

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lyrics: 

{kais}
baby please
don’t go
i saw u in my window
y this life so slow oh no yea
i wish that could be there
watching your eyes
white nails, an nice thighs
i saw u 

i saw u
in the movie lights
nice volume 
on ur pretty eyes
i know that
u want me tooo
fly away wit u
i can do that

{yung axstn}
Whisper in my ear let me know you’re here
I want you somewhere near  have I made this clear
now don’t you go you’ve been at my window 
I just hope you know i don’t want you to go 
now i know that you hate what you’ve seein 
but just know that I’m not the one to be leavin

{dead roses}
i miss your beautiful hair
floating in the wind
i promise to be there 
if you let me in
when i saw you in that bright moonlight
i fell in love i was amazed
it’s all because 

ur moonlit eyes and that smile took me by surprise
no aching cries stay the night i’ll treat you right
no haunting lies and an open sky what a pretty sight
please don’t go baby please don’t go





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emo poerty slam

emo poetry slam (w/yung axstn & dead roses) [prod.dead spyro]

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt

a cover of "december" by neck deep

caspr - audrey

george