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nothing ever changed

The Devils Fruit Is What Gets Me By (Prod. RFM Beats)

Haunted Hearts

I hate that I miss you (feat. Powfu)

I Know Heartbreak

as u should

one take; last "dylan" track<3 luv you

feel attacked when they ask if medication been helping lately;
texting back feel a task, and "i hate it" started sounding lazy, but
half awake, drained, sleep in late, daylight hate me
they like my music that way, may likely keep it
elegy-writing every piece, and keep siphoning feelings
from old lined pages of my mom’s, i’d recycled her meanings
would resurrect her for 1 minute, sum speaking is needed
it’s sum shit to address
like “you really left me alive? i been battling demons”
“so why you allotted freedom? i aint even there to see it”
“i still love you to death”
“and i still cry to your ashes at home, i doubt you even hear it”
“i doubt ur even here”
“see least you get sum sleep now, if only when u rest” 
i’ll wait another year, just had 2 fade that off the chest
“shizukesa” stays afloat until my date of death
create the music until then, but still i’m playing chess
input my suicide note into something second guessed
until i split the wrists and crimson start to coalesce 
until i’m nothing left

sleight of hand, sight of mine sliding skin
midas, my girl's golden touch heal my sin
might as well pray for 1 day that this bliss
should never evaporate, nor up and dip
real shit
that's real shit
shizu

dylan p3 (urban)

siix (complete edition)

REGRET

all i feel is hate

me x greaf
lyrics:

my love, like where'd it go?
i lose it all my heart and soul
your touch won't keep me whole
i leave it all everything i know

i abandon here my heart (prelude)

im awake but
i just cant respond
i wish the drugs would kill me
they just drag me along
im on the outside
holding onto someone
i dont recognize at all
for all the nights i tried
and all the times you lied
how can you think im fine?

i wish they let me die
i wish they let me die

let me die (live take)

Lucid

The Devils Fruit Is What Gets Me By (Prod. RFM Beats)

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