prod: @resolve1k

@oiwassupp
keep my feelings all inside
tears and grieveing all the time
let me be alone its fine
wish that you were never mine
reached suicide
all my thoughts be out of line
i keep showing signs
dont listen im off my mind

none makes sense
flashbacks and regrets
echoing in my head
echoing in my head
shouldnt dwell on the past
let begones be bygones
ill have the laugh
see me with a smile on

@danielforests
can you put a smile on
i wake up to the same old ceiling
day after day
thinking how long ill be drifting
it gets boring i know
the rot in my soul
spead to you and
i had to let you go
i can't fix whats made broken
can you try and keep it up

you know i had to
but it still breaks my heart
there was a way to  
but chose a different path
if we pretend to
give me some fake laughs
one last night re do
that should be forever last
but that is long gone
hope that we both know
wanna rewind
you and i two years ago
when nothing
when nothing had us going
us going

@texxuu
dont compare it
to the shit you did to me
it gets hard to say it
i just want to set me free
and it wont get better
any night i go to sleep
i just want to get her
and i know shes not for me 

and so i pass by all these leaves
and i still cant get some sleep
i dont want to walk up that road
but you still think im the best
the way you see me im distorted to the core
everybodys different and i know
i gotta be better off
with all these things you give me

but you keep telling me that im stupid
all these eyes on my neck keep me muted
but you know i dont want to be different
i just want to act up like im normal 
when theyre gone who am i gonna talk to
if they scream out my name in the bathroom
i wish you were to care for me also 
its these things i just cant get enough off
when im home i just start to feel awful

white clover (oiwa, danielforests, texxu) [inno]

Lyrics: 

 cvpidd: 
Is there only one way to let you go? 
I walk through the snow, tryna find my way home 
You asked me if i still love you, god i just don’t know
So many things written that i can’t decode 
Now we’re fallin, we’re fallin again 
Where does this go? 
Is it just another empty road that i can’t follow?
There’s all these voices that are dragging me down 
I sunk so low 
Baby don’t try to find me because then i can’t let go
Baby just let me go
Please don’t follow me home 
I’ve seen right through your lies 
And i know that i gotta go
You’ve always been so cold 
Left when i needed you most 
So don’t come crawlin, come crawlin back 
Yeah to me you’re a ghost. 


frendi: 
I promised to change, but i can't for you love
I know you want me, but I can't fall in love
From the rooftop, i cry, i cry
Can you hear me? cause I know it ain't nun that we can't Talk about
Lately i've been feeling that you're not around
Promise me that you won't just fall down, oh fall down
Cause i know, and you know, that we gotta let go
From the stories untold, and nothing ain't golden
And i know that you know it, baby, baby
Sometimes i think about you on the daily, daily
Ain't a game, but you always tryna play me, play me

where does this go? w/ yung frendi

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Soapia
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love
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Nubie
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I get stuck looking at your eyes
I'm the worst I hope you don't realize
Off of these drugs hope I don't relapse
Waiting for a text back I know you've seen that
Been off of the X like I need that
I'm off on at the next flight I need you
So what can't you see that
Sipping on this cup
And I'm slurring all my words
Can you be there when it hurts
Please don't make the pages turn
Can you tell me what it's worth
I can't tell you when it stops
Why you pulling at my heart 
And I'll tell you all my wrongs
Can you tell me all your needs
Cause you made my heart beat
Would you leave me if I bleed
Tell me how it feels
I just wish that you were here
Can you tell me if it's real
Hurry I'm all ears
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love...

Lost In Your Eyes. w/ Nubie [+saeyxng]

soundcloud.com/violetxx9
soundcloud.com/6web
soundcloud.com/1logoam

web:
there’s something i gotta tell you bae
i’ve fallen deep & u can’t save me
is it jus me or are u changing?
sometimes i can’t tell what u saying
girl u jus love to drive me crazy
& the sh*t u do, don’t really phase me
now tell me girl what are u chasing?
u stuck w me like let’s jus face it

logo:
& yk my life can get so jaded 
& it don’t feel right unless i’m faded
can u tell me girl, do u think we’ll make it?
cause it don’t feel right for us to fake it
got a feeling that my heart dropped
ya i’m sinking
had some time jus to sit here
& i’ve been thinking
is it right for us?
did we do enough?
blowing kisses in the wind
girl i miss the touch

where does this go? w/ yung frendi

cupid (⑉• ﻌ •⑉) (@cvpidd4)