ik ur what im looking for
but im standing where the shadows form

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

@y4ndere 
https://youtu.be/iBzyNcpJLIM?si=dtkKtAuUX1nvMFYB - amv !

(knew that u would break my heart)
(knew that u would break my heart)

back again
its like everytime i fall right in
swear that i cant leave you
o-our hearts as one girl i need you
all of this was just for you
why do i feel so confused
yea i dont know why i had any trust
w- w- w- when you never even cared for us
useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

(leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you)


i dont understand, why you dont see me
time and time again, feels like im bleeding
guess its supposed to always end like this
all the feelings that i had, guess its really what it is
throw me away n-now 
cant stay the same now
im scared of the future, dont want no changes
me and you till the end i cannot save it

useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

@afterstoryx @remedysnuts @1straycats

✰ Back 2 Uu (っ˕ -｡) AMV IN DESC (yandere)

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

prod @0scy0 goat

ive got these walls around my heart babe
and when your too close it drives me crazy
i love the thought but i hate the touch
i want you with me but its just too much

ive got these walls around my heart, babe
and when your too close it drives me crazy
i love the thought but i hate the touch
i want you with me but its just too much

(i want you with me but its just too much)
youre the light spilling through my door
i know youre what im looking for
but im standing where the shadows form

i see you reaching out for me
im hearing words that im scared to believe
and im afraid that youll hate me 
if you see the mess, the mess that love made me

ive got these walls around my heart babe
and when your too close it drives me crazy
i love the thought but i hate the touch
i want you with me but its just too much

ive got these walls around my heart, babe
and when your too close it drives me crazy
i love the thought but i hate the touch
i want you with me but its just too much

crazy (scythex02)

@1akura
@naawws

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

(i just keep coming back)

to see you laugh, its coming from my past
that wont let go of my back
you now undertand what it feels like to loose someone like you
it hurts as much as a knife cuts through

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

unbreakable (akura x rewind)

i will wait for you
as long as it takes
im not scared of the truth
i would stay everyday

i will do anything
just to see you with me 
even if it hurts
(even if it hurts)

you dont wanna see this side of me
you dont wanna see this side of me

tear me apart again
i'll love you till the end
i'm breaking can't pretend
i can't pretend

i bleed in your name
take all the remains
i am yours unashamed

you don't wanna see this side of me

tear me apart again
i'll love you till the end
i'm breaking can't pretend

tear me apart
i still want more
burn out my heart
im yours im yours im yours im yours

devoted [52blu]

prod @1akura

lyrics:

I watched you turn back the clock, we're moving backwards
You watch me fumble the lock, don't know the password
If I lost all my money would I still matter?
I see the end of the tunnel but what comes after?

Lay in the flowers and watch the birds fly
Maybe one day I'll look down through a birds eye
Maybe I could spread my wings in a new life
Maybe I could fly around through a blue sky

I don't feel nothing, my body's so cold
If you won't say something I think you should go
I wish life was faster, everything feels so slow
I'll just sit with my head down drawing lines in the snow

Hit me where it hurts (hit me where it hurts)
Hit me where it hurts I know
I'm gonna make it work (I'm gonna make it work)
I'm gonna make it work I hope

I don't feel nothing, my body's so cold
If you won't say something I think you should go
I wish life was faster, everything feels so slow
I'll just sit with my head down drawing lines in the snow

hit where it hurts (akura)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

Shake it up (Prod. Ww3nsy)

Haunted Dreams

How to love

oversyncing & Igrxs - Only For You

hate my life but i hope i can make yours a little better
@4aia on discord i dont use anything else
@lightgardennn

crazy (scythex02)

kaia

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