prod @14106lyn @2rel
cover by instagram.com/wpssim


it's like yeah i fucking fell
Icarus's hell and i did it to myself (i know)
and i'm ignorant as hell 
and i'll sabotage myself
every chance that i get (i know) 

i just cant believe 
i flew too close to the sun
asking for some shit
that i shouldn't have

tired of these people tryna hold me back
y'all don't want the new me 
want the old me back

and i'm digging my own grave
don't care bout what they say
and i know i'll have to faceit (cs reference)

it's like yeah i fucking fell
Icarus's hell and i did it to myself (i know)
and i'm ignorant as hell
and i'll sabotage myself
every chance that i get (i know)

and i feel i lost my faith
every single day's the same
and i wish i coulda stayed
but i flew straight to the sun
and it end's what i begun
and i know i'll take a fall
and i'll never come back from it 
(x2)

it's like yeah i fucking fell
Icarus's hell and i did it to myself (i know)

icarus (lyn + 2rel)

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

akura - all that i hear now (rewind)

prod @2rel

@2minok0
i dont cry much but imma lose it
told me to die once and that im useless
and i cant forget 
all that shit you said
you stuffed it in my head
im like please just stop you took everything i got 
did you really mean it? or was it nothing?
cause now im bleedin and im on something

@starrynn
and its not your love that im feeling 
dont know what ive done, can you heal me?
i keep on falling down cause everything is getting too much
i dont do much, guess i never knew much 
i knew nothing bout this pain 
always feel it in my brain 
but it never feels the same, no
got so much shit up on my plate
i been hoping for a break
someone make it go away now

@2minok0
im like please just stop you took everything i got 
did you really mean it? or was it nothing?
cause now im bleedin and im on something

@xayaroth
you were so close 
but your so far to me 
got me rushing 
babe ur so hard to see
and babe i miss u 
wanna be with u
can u feel my heart now?
cannnot be apart now 
i know ur pride is so down 
i know that u love me 
do u hear my voice shout
tell me that theres no doubt 
tell me that u love me 
and let our life sprout

so close w/ ryn + seesick (rel)

enjoy <3

lyrics: 

@1drms
crystal clear
and i see through all their faces
yea whats wrong w me
i cant ever win those races
yea that molly got me tweakin
cant erase it
and they keep on steady lookin at my face yea

i always win yea
bitch yea u cant fight back
#goc up on my shirt yea we up next
all these bitches want a feat
they cant cop that
broke ass bitches in dms
i cant stand that

@ssayou
Icy pistol on my hip, new Mercedes.
Ion rlly wanna talk but u make me
Poppin opioids like im 80
How inside ur mind would protray me
Why you always lookin to betray me 
Having ppl thinkin that im crazy

crystal clear +sayou (suzu)

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

@remiliaxd @dinosaurslover

pictures, freeze frames
frozen like my heart on a cold day
mistakes, always take the blame
now i'm coping, screaming out for you
now i don't know what to do

baby can you hear me screaming out now?
i can't hear girl my thoughts are too loud
i thought i was safe, now i'm falling back down
turn the other way, it's okay, i'll be fine now
baby can you hear me screaming so loud?
yeah i'm scared girl i need you right now
baby i've been trapped, i can't find a way out
and now the time is running out

can you save me from myself?
yeah the world can tear me down, but your words are my health
am i just an empty shell?
'cause the problems in my heart, they're not really sitting well
can you save me from this hell?
i've been parting from my feelings lately
i can't see too well
so i hope you know that i need you badly

can you hear me screaming out now?
i can't hear girl my thoughts are too loud
i thought i was safe, now i'm falling back down
turn the other way, it's okay, i'll be fine now
baby can you hear me screaming so loud?
yeah i'm scared girl i need you right now
baby i've been trapped, i can't find a way out
and now our time is over now

remilia - save me (dinosaur)

@1akura
@naawws

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

(i just keep coming back)

to see you laugh, its coming from my past
that wont let go of my back
you now undertand what it feels like to loose someone like you
it hurts as much as a knife cuts through

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

unbreakable (akura x rewind)

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

i will wait for you
as long as it takes
im not scared of the truth
i would stay everyday

i will do anything
just to see you with me 
even if it hurts
(even if it hurts)

you dont wanna see this side of me
you dont wanna see this side of me

tear me apart again
i'll love you till the end
i'm breaking can't pretend
i can't pretend

i bleed in your name
take all the remains
i am yours unashamed

you don't wanna see this side of me

tear me apart again
i'll love you till the end
i'm breaking can't pretend

tear me apart
i still want more
burn out my heart
im yours im yours im yours im yours

devoted [52blu]

solo
i think this is the prettiest beat ive ever made
hope you like this one!

-

to be someone u arent
is to let go of ur heart
to be alive and breathing is enough
ur tears run down my arms
said we are worlds apart
just close ur eyes and breathe in my arms

i cant feel what you feel
so much that i owe
your words i dont know
im crying, time is slow
when you wanted me most
when i needed you most
you were there, im not
but i could never know
u were hurting, acting strong

and i chose it, yeah i would bruise u and not me
its a two for two, and im sorry as i could be
to be someone u arent at all meant to be

just like the flowers that wither, so closer to fall
the thousands of petals that fell on their own
now the night hours would linger when i feel so small
dust off the covers, it just felt like home

devoted [52blu]

akasuki

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