if i made a promise to u, bby would u keep it?
if we took a chance, tell me would u stay believing?
envision a future, bby do u see it?
pls don’t go… don’t leave me.
pls don’t do me bad like the rest did
i js need u to remember when i say things
bby can u ground me?
i’m so glad u found me
i know i’m not perfect
but i’m tryna work on it for u
i was so lost til i met u
all i ever ask is for the truth
bby i’ll do anything for u
sit n watch the starz with js us two

tell me if i mess up, bby i’m sorry.
promise that i’m trying
promise that i’m fighting
beautiful sight, two heartz combining
beautiful eyes tell me u like me 

if i made a promise to u, bby would u keep it?
if we took a chance, tell me would u stay believing?
envision a future, bby do u see it?
pls don’t go… don’t leave me.
pls don’t do me bad like the rest did
i js need u to remember when i say things
bby can u ground me?
i’m so glad u found me
i know i’m not perfect
but i’m tryna work on it for u
i was so lost til i met u
all i ever ask is for the truth
bby i’ll do anything for u
sit n watch the starz with js us two

promise (takuori)

prod @2rel
feat @deepinparis

(me)
wake up feeling sick but im alright
gas up in lungs hit the smoke right
imma get my own shit, i got dough right
cant depend on no one else, live my own life
i got lots of problems, some i couldn't bottle
wake up feeling good but it wont be same tomorrow 
things u shoulda know
i go coast 2 coast
i still see some shit off the gas i didn't smoke

why you chosing me 
is it love or ecstacy?
like im off lsd, i cant see straight
i still see ways, you wouldnt do me great x2

(@deepinparis)
okay thats awful
the mic is a novel
you make some bullshit turn around and hate a genre
did you expect me to be softer?
yeah imma paint the town red cant deal with fodder
over again, and the pain made my heart lock
got a lot of plans with the green made my eyes drop
41-57 thats the time slot
been on bullshit every single day but i wont get caught

(me)
wake up feeling sick but im alright
gas up in lungs hit the smoke right
imma get my own shit, i got dough right
cant depend on no one else, live my own life
i got lots of problems, some i couldn't bottle
wake up feeling good but it wont be same tomorrow 
things u shoulda know
i go coast 2 coast
i still see some shit off the gas i didn't smoke

why you chosing me 
is it love or ecstacy?
like im off lsd, i cant see straight
i still see ways, you wouldnt do me great x2

lsd ft deepinparis (rel)

solo c:
watch the amv! https://youtu.be/fyCHlNOyl4I?si=SI4NHbjhTquqXO4O
thank you so much for this year! more to come in 2026

i turn away from nothing
i lose what i had cried for
and when you wanted something
that i could wish to die for
it felt like- almost certain
im walking on the surface
i wake up and im awful
u wont ever soften

u wont ever soften
i could never bother
cos u wouldnt believe me
see, when you deceive me for everything-
the cold is a cure and a remedy
im numb to the picture we could never be

wym- u tell me that u knew it and i dont
cruddy tears it got you to be sorry- im done
i turn away im sorry too often now
i turn away so i can only hear myself

turn away from nothing (me)

@rewind214 @1rokit
sry bad mix my head hurts

eyes heavy, make my heart swim
got me breathless like the airs thin
n idk what ive got, 2deserve it
im not used 2love,, but girl ur perfect

i was fallin thru, n now it feels right
holding in fireworks;; inside of my mind
b4 i met u i was drownin bneath the surface
now wakin up finally feels like its worth it 

n u got me open i aint used 2that
ive always been reclused,, i couldnt leave my past
i used to lay numb tryna pass the time,
now i open my eyes w ur name onmy mind

eyes heavy, make my heart swim
got me breathless like the airs thin
n idk what ive got, 2deserve it
im not used 2love,, but girl ur perfect

perfect (rewind, rokit)

@akrzn

Every time I go out its like I go insane
Waiting out the moment where I decay
Everyone staring at me like what I say
Getting the point across what’s next today
Pushing back the papers we’ve been going back
Trynna put my friends on were getting bandz
Talking to the night sky were talking dead
Vampire knight Yuki lets go and dance

Going back before even when this began
Traveling in time hashtag yuru not there
Where did the time go I was nothing then
Now look at me what the hell did we win
Homies are looking at me like the heck
Shows you that I don’t care what happened then
Based off what happened in this time even
Know in the past that I died now I’m back

#before (akrzn + heavensent)

Produced By @cruseyyyy @rhekdens @2rel @tgwog
Featuring @cld
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq
liaison flp: https://payhip.com/b/u94wk
Chase The Thrill

lyrics;
princess nina [i love you]: i miss u!
@uxiexo
in the club, high off percs, with some shades on
OTR, switching lanes with my liaison 
they know who the best, its no debate yeaaa
im with the same ones, that iv been with since day 1
they say im on the come up
oh i gotta calm down
dont confuse the name
#LIFE Team, yea we run down
i already know, u tryna see me when the sun's out
just come to my show, i could show u what it's all about
white coupe for the weekend
shop with me if u need it
yea we got new coats every season
i need 2 pills iv been fiending 
tonight!
i had to wait for so long
had to wait till i got this right
look down, the world's in my hands
back, i can't waste my time
tell me why everything's like this
i say how i feel then i feel spited
miss me when i'm gone? i know u dont mean it
if it's not abt music or money, i dont need ittt

@cld
im in the club & we vibing
turn up the bass, lets make it shake
i feel the moment passing
gotta make a move before it's way too late
yea i'm feeling it now
got a target (?) on my back
u aint tryna b on the team
better walk that plank before ur ass gets whacked

Liaison (crusey, rel, rhek, tgwog)

prod @decago

song with @1akura next week

ill do what you want
ill just be the one
if you dont decide
then where is the fun

tell me if its a lie 
cuz im done wasting my time

 well it isnt about you 
bleed if i have to 
throw my dreams in a well 
go and see if they come true

see that i want you
mean words they cuit thru 
after all that i said
is it me that u want too

i cant stand when ur not around
patience thin but it broke me down
broken glass can u hear the sound
scream and shout can you hear me now

this isnt about you (decago)

prod @spaceboyry

4am n ur textin another guy

lyrics :
i couldnt get u back
i been rollin under i been feelin sad
all those times bby that we had 
u left me here sading away in the dirt
wanted 2 change but bby now ur gone
everything in my head felt like a blur 
i wanna know if u would give me ur all ?
baby yeah everything we had

falling in love has always been a bad time
im looping back in my head i couldnt call u mine
its 4am ur textin another guy
im back on my own i think i #wannadie
x2

put up the mask against all ur fkn lies 
dont want u 2 see me down ya boys dont cry
ya baby like u think that i am lame
but ur the one that pushed me far astray
and i been sad im stuck up in my ways
taking the knife ya i got the rollerblade
i been sad like i dont feel kay
rolling over sad like u think that im a lame
couldnt change myself 4 u
i couldnt see it gun 2 my head baby but u cant believe it
i #wannadie baby thought death would take me
i been sadin away i dont feel my heart lately

ya she think im a lame 
im stuck in second place
i jus #wannadie ya jus forget my ways
ya fk this life baby ill depart oneday lately
i been sadin away wld death jus take me

speedrunnin 2 my death im not tryin
speedrunning 2 my death i cant fight it yaya
dont feel my heart beating baby
wld death come 4 me wld it take me ...

fallinginlovehasalwaysbeenabadtime (spaceboyry)

this was really an amazing year and im glad i met lots of great people<3
ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
SPOTIFY AND YT SOON

lyrics
notice, im always here, so
know this, i want u more, not
farther, away from me, but
closer, right next to me girl

look into ur eyes, 
ik if there is something that u hide
and i been feeling lost
im loosing sight
i dont mean any harm
girl its alright

is there something wrong
i dont know why
but every single time
i see u sigh
i try to say that its ok
but u just cry
or maybe im 2 much and ur just shy

its another lie today
i dont care its way 2 late
ill do whetever u say
i just want u safe ok
its fine if u dont remember
things unsaid are sometimes better
its already late decemberr
now i luv u more than ever!
:DD

right next to me(me)

w/ @haunted_sad <3

@prodmelik

lyrics: 

@naawws

yeah i don't know what you really doing 
you keep it on the low, making up excuses 
but am i one too talk, yeah im feeling clueless 
i feel it when i walk, yeah i can't do this

ur such a fucking fake man, i can't take that
everytime im gonna wake up, gonna fall back
hit em wit attack, yeah it all feels bad
if i go too fast, imma bounce right back


you said i got a problem 
i don't know how to take that
gotta stay away from me, and don't fallback
gotta get away, i don't know where to stay
yeah i fuck it up
every single time of the day
i got too much on my plate 
feel a type of way
yeah the feelings bad so i gotta go away
im so fucking trash, i don't know where to stay
running out of words, i don't know what to say

@haunted_sad

baby ya to u all i was
was an option
i was sad u left me jus like garbage 
to u i was always just a fallback
going back i wish i nvr met u

looking back i could nvr get it
all those words u said they were all fkn lies 
yeah to u i was always jus an option
u took the knife to my back ya u stabbed me
stupid bitch why u calling my line cryin? 
u only ran to me baby when ur feeling sad

u ignored all the times baby that im suffering
but now ur sad ya i jus call it #karma

@naawws

yeah i don't know what you really doing 
you keep it on the low, making up excuses 
but am i one too talk, yeah im feeling clueless 
i feel it when i walk, yeah i can't do this

ur such a fucking fake man, i can't take that
everytime im gonna wake up, gonna fall back
hit em wit attack, yeah it all feels bad
if i go too fast, imma bounce right back


fallback w/ haunted_sad (prod. melik)

paper

hate my life but i hope i can make yours a little better
@4aia on discord i dont use anything else
@lightgardennn

paper

kaia