Name: Love Is Just Mean (Original Mix) by 4est Fleur in Re-Ex Discovered
Duration: 2 min 43 s
Description: It's better if you would believe that. Trust me.

This is a unique track and I love the chords ✨

Re-Ex Discovered

Something silly, something serious.

Check out the Youtube lyric video here:  https://youtu.be/UhNcmomE548

Time at the End for Questions

Do You Want That?

Pale Ontology

A Guess

I found myself on Match.com. One Sunday morning I found I was liked. I saw this beautiful women and so I read her profile. I started to believe it was a bot account because every picture she had posted was out of my imagination. I thought it was A.I. because the odds of 5 photos of scenery I talked about next to impossible. I’m a software developer so I think like A. I. Except, I am human prone to mistakes. She was a real account and I had egg on my face. I am the egg man. I got rejected.

Boat Girl

The Boat Girl by DAVE HANRAHAN 🌏 Music

Escape

Ending the Boredom

Trust in Lust

Plates - Cantado por Gustavo Daniel Laino.

This is an Elvis Presley track....I would say so in the title like "If I Can Dream" (Elvis Presley)...but, why do that when I could have fun? Are people going to recognize the song? Maybe people will assume I wrote it...and, maybe the younger ones don't even know who Elvis Presley is.  If people ask, I'll admit it...but, otherwise, let them say "Great tune, bro! Really catchy!" Thanks, Elvis....and, the beginning and end.....that is Jim Morrison causing trouble, he has a thing about people profiting from singers who have passed on.  I get it, I am on his side...and so, with Jim Morrison's input.....this is not to be so marketable.  I did it to show off......the same can be said for Hallelujah, so that people can say "this dude can handle Elvis" and "this dude can handle Jeff Buckley".  Why deflate a belief that only enhances my big ego?  

I love having a big ego, it is the people who lack a big ego who judge because they have no center of gravity from which to slap a guy who says let go of all attachments (this includes dignity, self-esteem, regard for boundaries, and the right to show no respect to those who require the abject humiliation of disciples to feel a sense of "masculinity" that is entirely lacking......like all authoritarians, there is no actualy masculinity in domination - it is the violent side of over-feminization. 

"When I do unto to you what hath been done to me, you can be enlightened (as in, have the "right" to humiliate others -which is a symbolic re-enactment of having every aspect of oneself molested, which is the beginning stage of the guru path.... and PEOPLE ARE SO BACKWARDS, THAT THE VERY SPIRIT THAT IS SPIRITUAL IS THE VERY CAUSE OF INDIVIDUATION, AND IT IS THE SPIRIT WHICH DEFIES EVIL WHICH SEEKS TO SNUFF OUT THE LIGHT OF SPIRIT AND SHUT A CHILD DOWN, WHO USED TO BE OPEN AND CREATIVE. 

Chances are, if you know someone "spiritual" - the spirituality is all about snuffing out the light....because, the Light wants to CREATE - doing what others tell you to do is the opposite of creative, the holy spirit is the very same "spirit of rebellion" and why it is, is due to being secretly connected to the female orgasm.......a sudden expression of spiritual energy....the female orgasm brings spirit energy into the world.  This is why the Catholic Church terrorized female sexuality for centuries.....it all goes back to when a Cult of Dionysus mostly lesbian......they were slaughtered, the high priestesses tortured into giving their knowledge - which the ultra-homosexual (male homosex) Cult of Dionysus today - can only pretend to make use of the knowledge, they cannpt comprehend....and if this is the case, it is of utmost importance to keep the truth from people......lest, they become completely foolish.  

The clit is masculine, the dickhead is feminine - projective and receptive.  Are feminists secretly manipulated by the Vatican into being a bunch of dickheads? 

Androgyny is the way =
FE-minine 
                mascu - LINE -- the first and last = FELINE.
Rebellion = Rebel lion.  I have my PRIDE....and, that cannot be hijacked by anything far more boring than Tezcat REal.....

If I Can Dream

It's better if you would believe that. Trust me.

Love Is Just Mean (Original Mix)

Thin Lines

Debut EP for an upcoming album. Each song explores a different side of alternative rock, blending synth-driven soundscapes, cinematic strings, and guitar solos. All tracks were written, produced, mixed, and mastered by me in my room.

Let It Be Me

My third EP. I hope you like it. Next up is my album :)

Keep Me Rollin'

"Carry On" - From the "Hinter uns das Land" / "Behind Us The Land" Project

This is "Carry On," an epic metal rock ballad (5:57 min) by Beyond & Before Music, inspired by the novel "Hinter uns das Land" ("Behind Us The Land") by Frank Talmon l'Armée.

Imagine a conceptual band, "Adelheid's Wisdom," performing this track: A powerful, emotional male lead vocal tells a story of overcoming adversity, of stumbling and rising again. He's supported by haunting, mystical female and male vocals and an epic soundscape blending the intimacy of piano and cello with the power of distorted guitars, driving drums, and orchestral elements.

The song features dynamic shifts, a spoken word interlude with thunderous undertones, a soaring guitar solo (melodic building to a shred), and a massive final chorus. It's a song about the scars that make us stronger, the battles within, and the unbreakable spirit that carries us on, together.

This track is a deep dive into themes of resilience, inner strength, and the hope that endures even in the darkest of times.

Music & Concept: Beyond & Before Music (Frank Talmon l'Armée)
Inspired by the novel: "Hinter uns das Land" / "Behind Us The Land"

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© 2025 Beyond and Before

"Carry On" (Complete Epic Rock Ballad Lyrics)

[MYSTIC INTRO – André] 
There’s a road where shadows whisper...
Where the lost and lonely gather...
Every scar a buried secret...
Every step... a choice to matter...

[VERSE 1 -André] 
The road of life, a winding, rugged track,
Sometimes a gentle slope, sometimes no turning back.
You see the storm clouds gather, feel the chilling breeze,
And stumble over stones that bring you to your knees.
A heart can shatter... 
(Echo - Elfriede) shatter...
Like fragile, fallen glass...
(Echo - Elfriede) glass… 
Hopes can dim and falter...
Watch the moments... pass... 

[PRE-CHORUS 1 - Adelheide] 
But in that silence, when you’re standing all alone...
You hear a whisper... 
a voice you’ve always known...
A spark to light the darkness...
To re-ignite... the flame... 

[CHORUS 1 – André] 
WE CARRY ON! WE CARRY ON! Together! Side by side!
Through the deepest valleys! Across the raging tide!
Every scar... a lesson! 
Every tear... a sign!
This unbreakable spirit...
(Adelheide) Yours... and... mine!

[VERSE 2 - Adelheide] 
You might have built your fortress... upon the shifting sand...
Watched it wash away... 
(Echo) away...
By forces... you can’t command...
(André) The echoes of a promise... 
A dream you held... so tight...
Fades into the shadows...
Of an endless... lonely night...

[MYSTIC INTERLUDE 2 - André] 
The storm you fear... is already inside...
(Adelheide and André) It carved your courage... from the mountain of pride...

(Adelheide) 
The chains that bind you... are forged by your hand...
Now strike the anvil... and reshape... the land...

[INTRO – REPRISE – André and Adelheide in the back]

There’s a road where shadows whisper...
Where the lost and lonely gather...
Every scar a buried secret...
Every step... a choice to matter...

[BRIDGE] (Full Band But Adelheide Lead)
Oh, the world will test you...
(Echo:) test you...
Try to break your will...
(Echo) break...
Push you to the limits...
Stand you on that hill!

[[FINAL CHORUS - André]
WE CARRY ON! WE CARRY ON! WE CARRY ON! TOGETHER! WE ARE STRONG!
This is where we rise!
(André and Adelheide) THIS IS WHERE... WE BELOOOOONG! (Hold note)

[OUTRO – Adelheide and André] 
The road still winds... (Breathy)
But now we walk it...
Together...

Carry On

I Can See You're Hurting

After the existential crisis of The Judgement, I wanted something soothing and comforting to round things off, and I could think of no better for that than Americana roots rock. The words are a mash-up from Auguries of Innocence by William Blake.

21. The World

™not a trace of space/time- only beauty to blow your mind. im floating within my merkaba. inner and outer space- floating in view of my first face. We exist in a space were time doesn't exist yet timing is everything. its divine in its aligning. don't get in its way resisting instead of assisting the LOA. Law of Attraction the first faction,pretense. intention of the light brought into existence. we came forth from the Knowing, forgetting who we are. Ascending thru remembering- remember who you are.
time is a river guiding you home, the convoluted perplexity of understanding the unknown. Ebb & Flow of Cosmic Breath, Micro/Macro Life or Death. Its all just aspects of the ONE dream.To see above the below, we learn to love what we are shown. A balance of sight in Dark and Light. time is a river to guide you back to the oneness inside you ~ remember that.™

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🎤 Jim Helsel – Bio (2025)
Producer. Songwriter. Artist. Drummer.

I’ve been writing, recording, and mixing my own music since I was a kid with sticks in my hands and fire in my chest. My debut album, Lucidly Surreal, dropped in January—and since then, I’ve been chasing the edge of every sound I create.

Now I’m deep into my second album, AfterShock, six tracks mastered and building momentum. Singles like Love Lost have set the tone, and my newest release, Daniel’s Delusion, brings cinematic rock energy with full band and drumline power—intense, atmospheric, and impossible to ignore.

My music isn’t background noise. It’s emotional expression—layered guitars, dark textures, tight arrangements, and raw energy. Tracks like Runner and Daniel’s Delusion pull from personal struggle, restless energy, and the stories that shape life in Christchurch, Aotearoa New Zealand, but they reach a global audience.

I don’t write songs for algorithms—I write for connection.
If you feel it, it’s yours too.

Expect the unexpected. And turn it up.

Started as a private project in my studio apartment. Now I have a one-bedroom.

I'm 4est Fleur (four-est fl-hurr). A kinda slick, city-hick, ponyboy with one trick.

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow; Wisconsin and Wisconsin and Wisconsin.

Love Is Just Mean (Original Mix)

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