Will be on all platforms whenever the rest of the tape drops

Mixed by @SproutzMusic

Spotify

Untitled (Prod. Matee)

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(me)
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(kanashi)
@kanashisadface
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(jolst)
@jolst
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spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1LZOQcw0hTIlpUCZ0mhYXl?si=5b430952a2174ab2

(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

(verse 1)
another day spent alone 
woke up 5pm, not a text on my phone
gettin too high, cuz ive never felt this low
swear i wanna x myself, but i dont know how to go
when u tell him u love him, u better mean it
no one deserves this same negative treatment 
if u hate me, then baby just say how ur feeling
ill scream ur name whilst i hang from my ceiling 

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

(verse 2) [kanashi]
hold on wait, baby i dont wanna say it 
like omg ur always fuckin playin
i been trapped inside of my own head
layin on what used to be ur side of the bed
its okay, its alright, dont need you.. ill be fine
its okay, its alright, ill move on this time

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

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"i'll be okay" w/ kanashī

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit

take it back ft. deadbroke (lil biscuit)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRQoZhIH91A

Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at I don't care I'm 'bout to
Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at huh again huh

Numb myself to the pain I'm gettin' faded
She tell me she love I said same nah I'm just playin'
I might pull up to my hometown spend some change just to show 'em I made it
I heard this bitch that I was dating just got engaged huh that's crazy
I just put away 70K I was saving up for that Mercedes
.22 on safety if I'm cool with you don't play me
I ain't new to what I'm chasin' I been through the worst to make it
She got me here doin' drugs again I can't move it feel amazing when I

Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at I don't care I'm 'bout to
Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at huh again huh

Actin' like you hatin' but I know you wanna do me
Baby girl in double G's suckin' dick for groceries
I can't trust no hoe
Like I said before bitch you know you gotta go
Everybody hatin' are they friends or are they foes
Benihana butter got me feelin' hella slow
Depression creepin' up put the pedal to the floor
Burn me in a casket put my name on a rose

Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at I don't care I'm 'bout to
Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
She been trying not to love me anymore but she can't
Shut the fuck up why you so quiet where you at huh again huh

Numb myself to the pain
Numb myself to the pain
Throw my life into a bonfire up in flames
Throw my life into a bonfire where you at again

bonfire w/ yobome (p. triazo)

gerrrrr on ma level geerrrrrrr on my wav.file

lyrics

feeling like dirk
fading up all of my third
pulling up, not wasting a light night 
got sewer all over my shirt 😈

this aint ur call to make 
like who th fuck u comin wit
take me back to last time out 
coz im so ceebz wit all this shit 😒

its coming back
didnt come back jus to c u, no
i can feel alive, and i can feel it grow🐸

wait, line on th phone
u still wanna play 
no coming back
no coming back, no 😱

i see light and they see gold
i dont give my name, i know my worth and i cant take u home
uh uh
weird taste i know
uh uh
but i aint digging holes😵‍💫

cant tell em that i love em back
i c th score on ur snap
still wanna com for a ride 
how desperate u rlly for that😶‍🌫️

not spending time without th mains
fuck my life up 
and this th worst thing i could do 
coz id jus see u when im in pain😓

mumboest of jumbos

im so stuck, and its pouring uh
gotta wake at 7
but i can take it jus say no to all that flaunting 
they say use yo phone like wait where th fuck we going 
minding our own business, mr big man had me stalling uh🤬

wait uh 
i could stay unti th morning uh
c now what u got nd put those bottles on the floor uh
i cant help u out if u make me show u what im storin up
walking off like clowns but i can tell u we still talk it up🤡

no no no no 😵
 
those 2 right there got me fucked up
ppl watching from th gasstation 
i gave em plenty
cuh ion even need a chorus to make sum gas🥵

bish bish 
gerrrr outta th way
i put my tent down, i put a tarp im here to stay
u wanna move me
not gonna happen not today 
i barely know u, get on my level, get on my wave
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊
get on my wave🌊

wave 🌊🌊🌊(level)

mix. @ztope

prod.domesticsoul

lyrics-

walking on this ice I got cold feet 
Yeah you say that I’m Cold you don’t 
know Me you a fake ass Bitch no homie
spark Up then I dip Shinobi Write raps in my 
Room by my lonely spend Time by my self 
now I hate me Nah I ant ever
Care that I hate me Yuh Self mutelate 
feeling vacant there’s a whole
In my chest and Yeah I’m aching take time
From my life but you faking you ant ever 
Really care just talking Yeah you want to see
Me break not an Option in and out this
Shit like a coffin Ima shine no flex like Onyx

11:29pm (domesticsoul)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

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Breakdown ft sendflowrs

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

@strivemusicau
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(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up 

(strivesad)
I miss the stars and symphonies
My racing heart and pretty things
fell apart into my memories
So can we

taste it all it’s bittersweet
It’s me and her the remedy
it’s me and her that perfectly fit with the way that we’re living

The weak sleeps as she weeps through the wasted mental
state of mind while I’m wasting time it’s either now or the afterlife
and there’s a thousand ways of saying that I really tried 
I keep to myself almost every night 

I thought that you would notice
from the fake smiles on my photos
lack of seretonin I hope it comes back so I can focus on
the things I knew that got away
The pain my mind is suffering
I wish to see more better days
and focus on recovering

I’m holding onto to hope and
All the things that help me cope with
all the stress will keep me smoking
bacco cause the stress has got me going
flowing back into my old habits
I hate the fact I’m slowly sink into my old mattress

(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up

Untitled (Prod. Matee)

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