in another life i was destined to be a vocalist in a shitty post hardcore band that disbanded due to petty internal drama

anyway epic song so awesome, some of my longest sustains ever lol
original by pierce the veil (top 5 bands ever)
purely for fun and practice (srsly if u wana improve ur singing cover a song like this) O_O ep soon i hope (i've been endlessly revisiting and scrapping songs somone pls help)

cover art x.com/2uaiueo/status/1982076365089464440

this is also the first song in months where i didn't pitch it up in post savor it
xoxo (this will probably be the norm from now on anyway lol)

Bury me in the bedroom where I
I can sing you to sleep all night
Put me next to the open window, promise me a second time
'Cause I don't wanna leave without you buried by my side
I'd rather kill the one responsible
For falling stars at night
'Cause they fall all around me
The night can be deadly
And they'll never take us alive
(Can you chase away the darkness?)
To live in love and die
Last night, she recited every reason she's fine
So if we're heading there together at the same time
You sing while I drive
Move like a fugitive tonight
(Dance on the ambulance) 
Because I would rather spend my life vacations in bed
With you like drunken summer kites
And this is only a test
Sober and scaring me to death
They'll never take us alive
To live in love and die
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
I would kiss you even if you were dead
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything to hold your hand
And I don't care if you're sick
I don't care if you're contagious
Oh, no
Would somebody make me go blind for the rest of my life?
'Cause I'd do anything, anything, anything
They'll never take us alive
'Cause I'll chase away the darkness
I'll live in love and die
I joined the party for the recently blind
So if we're heading there together, you can sing all night
I'm gonna tear out the thread one by one from your skin
'Till your bones feel embarrassed from all the attention
Kiss me while I drive

i don't care if you're contagious (cover)

first song on fl and with new mic omg!! 

lyrics: 

it's getting too much to bear 
i cannot figure it out
and im so tired of bullshit
not treating me well
and im so done with commotion
that's why i stay in a shell 
and I don't know what u hoping 
rather stay by myself 
i feel like im in the open
don't see an exit
im making a choice 
hopefully i don't regret it
im hearing my voice 
and it's telling me to send it
i know that it's wrong
but the feeling is so tempting 

you don't get the message 
you don't understand 
i don't want your attention 
i don't know what's your plan
i don't know what you doing 
why would i even care?
im so done with excuses 
this shit isn't fair



isnt fair (prod. yotocapone)

out on spotify when im not lazy
@yashio20k
@recyclexbin
@kujareign
cover by @trixkin (+me :3)

(@4aia)
im scared you saw somebody i cant really be
im scared youll hate me
the flaws, the scars, the mess thats me
and i wanna change, but im so f>_<ing weak
im sorry,
im sorry if you ever believed in me

im scared you saw somebody i cant really be
youll despise me for the bruises,
see whats underneath
and i wanna change, but thats just a dream
im sorry,
im sorry if you ever believed in me

its like all i ever do is hurt friends
its like all i ever meant only broke things
like ive tried and ive tried and im still trying
but ill just cry and ill cry and ill cry again
↺

(@kujareign)
thought i would end my life, but then i saw you
got a feeling inside, that i cant lose
put your heart on my sleeve, feel what ive been through
baby dont take my hand, 
dont wanna hurt you 

falling in love with you
was the last thing, i wanted to do
all my old ways, yeah i cant change
cant be us 2, i dont deserve you

sorry if you ever believed in me w/ kuja (yashio, recyclebin)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @counterxo
Produced by @flojy

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev] 
You want me to get to you
You want me for your use
You want me was it true
We made it a fake view
Yeah this illusion we set up wasn't right
I thought that this was love at first sight
But its hard to find out that you lied
I trusted you with all my life

[Bridge: Dev]
Can't say anything
This was all made on strings
You wanted to make a fling
Use and dip with no cling 
Not a playground to swing
I even bought you a ring
Thought we were mavis and johnny with the zing

[Verse: @counterxo]
I’ll see you on the other side
Leave us where we are
I think our love committed suicide
Had to raise the bar, but I stripped away all of my pride 
Posted in the car, hoping that I didn’t let this die
Failed you so many times, but I’m tryna get you back
Watch me as I fall behind cause I keep on losing track
I must’ve been so blind through the best of times we had
You think that I crossed the line
Hoping that I went out sad
Nah, not at all, but you’re too afraid to call me
Not afraid to fall cause  I’m with my crew like motley
Landed on my feet outside of hell like an ollie
I can tell they’re trying to steal the swag it’s appalling
She would break me down to build me up when under pressure
She would let me drown to end us both, we’ll go together 
I just want to say, that I really hope that you’re ok

Illusion (ft. counter) (prod. flojy)

cry.*+ ♫ ☆ @akrzn

@1akura @afterstoryx @looknsee

i cant leave here broken, is there something
i need u to kno this,  cut my open
patience runnin so thin, can u focus
beat me till im broken , leave me hoping

im bleeding both wrists and theyre flowing
you watch blood drip and stay frozen
u know i hate this but i chose it
i wanna fix things so i show it

@akura1

ya, this is just my life now
tell me when its over
i dont wanna fight no
weight thats on my shoulders

shit bothers me 
its a nightmare
when i fall asleep no

i dont wanna give it up
imma give it up
head still spinnin stuck
its like im in the mud

laughing at me
while u watch the blood drip
girl u know u broke it

hate this +akura (l'cie)

first ever song , hope u enjoy 

dedicated to https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki ♡ 

july 28th ༺ ˎˊ-

w/ @haunted_sad <3

@prodmelik

lyrics: 

@naawws

yeah i don't know what you really doing 
you keep it on the low, making up excuses 
but am i one too talk, yeah im feeling clueless 
i feel it when i walk, yeah i can't do this

ur such a fucking fake man, i can't take that
everytime im gonna wake up, gonna fall back
hit em wit attack, yeah it all feels bad
if i go too fast, imma bounce right back


you said i got a problem 
i don't know how to take that
gotta stay away from me, and don't fallback
gotta get away, i don't know where to stay
yeah i fuck it up
every single time of the day
i got too much on my plate 
feel a type of way
yeah the feelings bad so i gotta go away
im so fucking trash, i don't know where to stay
running out of words, i don't know what to say

@haunted_sad

baby ya to u all i was
was an option
i was sad u left me jus like garbage 
to u i was always just a fallback
going back i wish i nvr met u

looking back i could nvr get it
all those words u said they were all fkn lies 
yeah to u i was always jus an option
u took the knife to my back ya u stabbed me
stupid bitch why u calling my line cryin? 
u only ran to me baby when ur feeling sad

u ignored all the times baby that im suffering
but now ur sad ya i jus call it #karma

@naawws

yeah i don't know what you really doing 
you keep it on the low, making up excuses 
but am i one too talk, yeah im feeling clueless 
i feel it when i walk, yeah i can't do this

ur such a fucking fake man, i can't take that
everytime im gonna wake up, gonna fall back
hit em wit attack, yeah it all feels bad
if i go too fast, imma bounce right back


fallback w/ haunted_sad (prod. melik)

#aftermath

@iowgen:
put me back in my place
I've been lead so far astray
tell me where to go
wanna listen to your sound
show me what I gotta do
have fun when I'm out with you
never thought I would make it
I'm afraid, what do you see in me?
I'm afraid, could you pull me back
in your arms again

@pearllsmain:
I wanna take it back 
It's been a long summer 
Ever since my heartbreak wit u
It just feels like I am falling
Tip toe round your feelings
Just so you're ok
And I'll assume the pace
So it just stays the same
I made a promise to you that I won't break
Is that why I feel afraid
Cuz of the words you said
You didn't listen to me 
I didn't listen to her
I didn't mean to just make it worse

@ex1tmask: 
will u, comfort me baby when im breakin down 
noticed when i said “i love u” u dont make a sound 
always playin w my heart make me feel like a clown 
i got these thoughts in my head girl im breakin down 
took my heart out my chest 
u threw it on the ground 
i swear this isnt love 
kno u dont give a fck
wish u were just by my side 
but girl u left me lonely 4 another night

@556Renzo:
girl, im always hurtin
ion wanna see u leave
my heart is certain
girl u on my mind
yeah ur always perfect
i dont wanna see us fall
you're so worth it
but im too late now i cannot forget
all the things u said that me broken
#mydeathindecember
my heart is frozen
my heart is frozen
im so broken

@hxroshii:
i cant take it anymore
i cant keep promise anymore
all the time that we spent
got me heartbreak again
just hold my hand, i dont want this to end
maybe if we find the problem we can solve it
i dont need your answer, i just want your love back
i've been crying just because you dont call back
i dont need your answer, i just want your love back

sound w/iowgen, pearllsmain, ex1t, Hxroshii (anka)

some are old and some are new

hmu @1sunsuu on discord/instagram to use any of these

0:00 - 0:34 solo
0:34 - 1:01 solo
1:01 - 1:20 solo
1:20 - 1:51 solo
1:51 - 2:23 solo
2:23 - 2:53 solo
2:53 - 3:29 solo
3:29 - 4:01 solo
4:01 - 4:35 solo
4:35 - 5:06 w/ @ukug @looknsee
5:06 - 5:43 w/ @ritsuzuki
5:43 - 6:16 solo
6:16 - 6:50 w/ centrlx
6:50 - 7:37 solo
7:37 - 8:30 solo
8:30 - 9:32 w/ prodquak
9:32 - 10:11 solo
10:11 - 10:48 solo
10:48 - 11:33 solo
11:33 - 12:03 solo
12:03 - 12:38 w/ @t2kazu
12:38 - 13:26 solo

beat clips 2025/2026 #newyear @ukug @looknsee @ritsuzuki @centrlx @prodquak @t2kazu

Road Trip

will u let me love u for a lifetime?

disc: astolfo.wav

@astolfowav - experimental account
@paran0iaa - alt/archive account
@4ftermath - i luv this collective
@rverie

sound w/iowgen, pearllsmain, ex1t, Hxroshii (anka)

Renzo (@556Renzo)

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