hankering
a sense of longing
it won't change a thing
you still don't want me
id do anything
to make you love me
but I'm hankering
hold it above me

this feeling slithers down my spine
all the time like a burden
don't deserve it
don't deserve you
I think about it every night
heart is hurting
it controls me
would you hold me
I would hold you

think of me
this time has wasted
all my energy
its never coming
id do anything
just give me something
cause I'm hankering
reach out and touch me
reach out and touch me

this feeling slithers down my spine
all the time like a burden
don't deserve it
don't deserve you
I think about it every night
heart is hurting
it controls me
would you hold me
I would hold you

a sense of longing

Chill Night

(Remember)

Don't You Forget

it was never enough - fog lake

you came back to a place
where nothing feels the same
now that we both made a mistake
but honey you came back
you came back from everything
we wanted to end

but everything you wanted
you could find in someone else
that isn't quite as lost or broken
as this left me

so actually lets close the door
and i actually will turn the key
and we'll actually start moving on
because actually
you want to be with someone else
someone with stronger hands
to find the balance of being held
without the burden of holding back
and i just want to be myself
around anyone

so no i don't hate you at all
we're all just looking for something to look forward to
the little single moment that stops the earth from turning
a little piece of something that makes this all feel worth it
it goes on and on and on

i look for it in everyone
i look for you in everyone

the balance of being held

From the album "town" (DWL020)

deaddrunkwithlove.com/dwl020

kitchen - november prayer

Erased

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

lyricz:
close your eyes cause i’m gonna try to scare off your monsters
and if i can’t do it just hold on it won’t be much longer
we can run through this crowd we don’t like when it’s loud i’ll make them quiet 
i know it gets hard to deal to the point where the feelings get violent 

i would calm every ocean i would stop the commotion inside you
i would hold both your hands run as fast as we can til we’re laughing
tell me your hopes and dreams and as vast as they seem i’ll make them happen
i will take all your pain cause my heart just can’t beat til you’re happy
we sit outside on the sidewalk and wait til we wanna go home
we sit and we talk about your guinea pigs and how we’re  scared of dying alone
you’re the best friend that i’ve ever had you’re the only friend i’ll ever need
and i will love you til i’m dying, truly, truly

2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. nobody every stickz around and it makez me sad bcus i gotta big heart and i need a hug

(Remember)

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