i wish that i could drop these stupid ideas from my head

i wish that i could drop these stupid ideas from my head [prod. funnymxuth]

TRANSFORMER

AT&T

gothic barbie

Last Flow (feat. FGE Kano)

is this what it feels like to date someone bipolar?

distortion

YUNGSKELETA - I NEED A SAVIOR (pareidolia remix)

YUNGSKELETA - VIOLET [PINK MIX]

if only it were so long ago 
when you shot me down
and i was on my own

cold hard path
it made you laugh
to watch them stab 
at me when i was down 

i’m a token of despair 
the things you wished, i wouldnt dare
if only you could see the effect 
of which the man had put in my head 

drag, drag
drag, drag
drag, drag

a token

Are you struggling with bipolar or any other personality disorder? While mainly focused on the depressive side of BPD, this song is to highlight the brokenness a person may feel in there depressive episodes. You’re NOT alone. This episode will end!

Lyrics :

slow your breathing 
digest this feeling 

run, i’m changing again 
don’t wanna drag you in my rain 
hold on to me
while i ruminate 

every second hits different 
i don’t know how to feel 
when i feel it’s overwhelming 
while intrusive it’s too real 
know my body is the same 
but my skin just starts to peal
there’s no filter in my brain
so my guts they start to spill 
if i medicate in vacant 
if im here, im climbing hills 
i may seem okay to you
but my mental needs a shield 
you turn around 
my face reveals 

run,
i’m changing again 
don’t wanna drag you in my rain
(sun may come but it’s not enough)
crave, 
the love i know you give 
but i know ill drain you 
(the storm it swallows to feed)

just can’t make decisions 
i know that i’ll be wrong 
i know that you’ll be stuck here
Reflecting on my flaws
i wanna feel so capable,
i wanna feel enough 
but when you look back
i’m not the person that you see 
I told you id change 
Baby, my self esteem 
My existence, a migraine 

run, i’m changing again 
don’t wanna drag you in my rain 
(my brain is broken you see?)
Love 
i can love bomb
what i’ve known all along 
(the sickness inside me)

I’m Warning You because I Know Myself by Naomiisdark

Music that hurts

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i wish that i could drop these stupid ideas from my head [prod. funnymxuth]

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