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★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

Alone (feat. Travis Barker)

right from wrong music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZjV4ACFaSg&ab_channel=FUQtv

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/2zGfrOnQpmF576Dnid97Ek?si=a0nXR0UbT-6vI58Q1Jhyow

Do you still use the same code or combination 
We made when we met, it lit up red when I typed it in once 
Is your decor still the same as the day when I left broken shades 
I had a feeling it once was 

And all the times
You stood me by 
You still wear my favorite jacket 
And it’s not even your size  

do you dream about me 
like i dream about you 
on the night 
with all the stars in the sky 
and do you love me 
as much as you say you did 
in my room 
when we were both way to high

and is your life still the same 
without me right there 
by your side
told me i’d be better off lonely 
and i cried a million times

Do you still use the same code or combination 
We made when we met, it lit up red when I typed it in once 
Is your decor still the same as the day when I left broken shades 
I had a feeling it once was 

And all the times
You stood me by 
You still wear my favorite jacket 
And it’s not even your size

spotify

code or combination

u make me feel like im special + mayh3mp (prod. beelow)

PROD ME

Ran out of words to say
And no I’m not okay
I can’t ever get away
Feel like this everyday

I don’t wanna live my life
I wanna say goodbye
And baby you can’t understand
Inside it makes me cry

Should just keep to myself
It never works out
How can I live with myself
Feel way more hurt now

These prescriptions don’t help me
No one can hear me
I just stay inside
I know it’s not healthy

Think I ran out of options
They live life I keep watching
So sick I’m never coughing
Inside my mind it haunts me
I know she never wants me
Oh isn’t this all lovely

I just keep on popping pills
They say it’ll help me feel
I just feel like nothings real
It’s not a big deal

Falling apart
Hole in my heart
Can’t even start
I’m Broken apart

Hole In My Heart (P. ANPU)

Letmedown

PROD ME

The mountains fall behind the sky
I’m an alien when I arrive
I wanna so get fucking high
That I keep losing track of time 

Baby I could forget it
But I can’t forget you
And I don’t know what I was saying
When I said what hurt you

I don’t know what’s goin on
Too strung out
I’ve been feeling so old
I’m think I’m done now

(Help me
Help me breathe
Calm me down
I’m on my knees)
(X2)

I’ve been praying so much
I think I lost faith
You were in my head
Not just the other day

I could love you if you want that
And I would trust you if you would trust back

It’s summer time 
I wanna talk to you again
And we were never friends
They don’t know the half of it

help me (p. anpu)

Thane:
[pre-chorus]
my heart is, in conflict
this is just life, my verdict
says i will, just predict
the fact im so imperfect

[chorus]
i might just bloom to fail
i try and i prevail
i love but i don’t care
your hope it seems to scare
and i don’t give a fuck
genie’s gold but no luck
i got hit by a truck
when i tried to score your goals
under the bridge there’s trolls
billy goats in the scrolls
i call this bloom failure
and death is the final toll

ANPU:
I felt you in my heart
Still so high
It’s so dark
I’m dead here
I wanna disappear again
I’ve been feeling so down
When will it end

I thought something wrote it down with my pen
I lost myself don’t know where I’ve been
Ketemine got me feeling so wavy
Fucked up how I think that you hate me
You hate me

[pre-chorus]
my heart is, in conflict 
this is just life, my verdict 
says i will, just predict 
the fact im so imperfect 

[chorus]
i might just bloom to fail 
i try and i prevail 
i love but i don’t care 
your hope it seems to scare 
and i don’t give a fuck
genie’s gold but no luck 
i got hit by a truck
when i tried to score your goals 
under the bridge there’s trolls 
billy goats in the scrolls 
i call this bloom failure 
and death is the final toll

[end verse]
i just wanna sleep, i dont wanna die
i wanted your heart, but i lost mine
sorry i upset you, are you gonna cry?
i felt everything, now i just lie
i lost my heart along the way
in the clubhouse, the only way
i just wish my emotions saw another day
but every time i think, im a lost case
every time i run, i come in last place
but its a journey, not another race

Heart (prod. djoeybeats)

Pick Up The Phone (Produced by Mackned)

[Verse 1]
Head in the soil
Brain in the clouds
Carousel eyes, I'm spinning around
And around and around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see, yeah

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Verse 2]
Stuck in the past or living for now
What is the difference
If you ain't around?
Ain't around, ain't around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep the distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Bridge]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

fake friend

sad asf
I just say what I feel
I hope you feel what I say
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