Kane and Abel

POUR ME UP

I cant feel my face
I just snort it away, I snort it away
And I dont hate this place
I just hate myself

And I dont hate you
I just hate myself
Am I another dusty memory on your shelf?
Will youre still brand new to me,
so tell me how it's suppose to fucking be.

So lonely,
now I see,
the colors,
so clearly,
and I wonder,
does she miss me?
Do you miss me?

I could never be picture perfect.
I could never be fucking worth it.

I know youre better off, without me...

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fucking worthless. [prod RODGER ★☆]

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics:
genius.com/Oftheart-under-the-rug-we-dont-really-talk-anymore-lyrics

Under The Rug (we don't really talk anymore)

with the angel @ripjosh
mixed by @ripjosh and @jakkyboi
cover art by @hiitshmwav

demons for our rivals w/ ripjosh (prod. boyfifty)

A single from the upcoming EP 'Syrup Tape'

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

i always run away everytime you get close
you try to help me out i know you do the most
but maybe i should leave maybe ill be a ghost, i know its better for your health i never been diagnosed

i sit and pay attention all the shit that you do
say you got some big dreams so go make it come tru
i know that you dont need me cuz you makin it through
i wish that you would hate me so you get up and move, on

you say that it can work but i know that it wont
you say you wanna spend your time just holding me close
you say you want me there so i share in your growth, but the truth is that im broken i gave up long ago

i know this shit so hard but there aint no other way
thats just what happens when you fall in love in a day
i wish that i could help you but dont know what to say
i tried to save myself but then got lost in the haze

cuz you know im a lost cause
im gettin money but im too flawed
shit too real so i gotta pause
i was better now i have withdraws, know we be good and we gon be alright
we just sip a lil syrup mix it up with the sprite
i just hate myself so much i cant take my own advice
so i turn into a cliche im the same as those guys

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

lost

I Swear - ft 93FEETOFSMOKE

i can't explain

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

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high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

[Prod. 5v x Northeast lights]
Lyrics
yeah i love you but i dont know if its worth it
giving all i got but i dont think you deserve it
dont know why i stay, all you do is hurt me,
tell me that you'd never leave, just to go desert me

choked up and im turning blue 
feeling like i cant breathe when im next to you
cut me deep with your words and watch me die
tell me that you love me even though its just a lie,

break my heart
tear it from inside
baby you could take advantage
i dont even really mind
back in school used to love my time
things have really changed 
and now you're used to passing me aside
say you miss me just to hurt me
wanna give me time but to be honest
it aint working
i just really wanna sleep now,
trapped and overthinking 
and im drowning in the deep now
i been thinking i just want out
jaded i cant focus and i dont know where to go now
things are tough but try to make it,
healing takes some time, so i remember to be patient

im just stuck inside 
all the words that you said
replaying in my mind
when you told me that you loved me
for the first time
ima throw it all away 
leave it all behind 

yeah i love you but i dont know if its worth it
giving all i got but i dont think you deserve it
dont know why i stay, all you do is hurt me,
tell me that you'd never leave, just to go desert me

choked up and im turning blue 
feeling like i cant breathe when im next to you
cut me deep with your words and watch me die
tell me that you love me even though its just a lie

choked up and im turning blue
feeling like i cant breathe when im next to you (x2)

i can't explain

6obby