🖤🖤🖤luv you HK keep coming through with that🔥🔥 

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

A single from the upcoming EP 'Syrup Tape'

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

i always run away everytime you get close
you try to help me out i know you do the most
but maybe i should leave maybe ill be a ghost, i know its better for your health i never been diagnosed

i sit and pay attention all the shit that you do
say you got some big dreams so go make it come tru
i know that you dont need me cuz you makin it through
i wish that you would hate me so you get up and move, on

you say that it can work but i know that it wont
you say you wanna spend your time just holding me close
you say you want me there so i share in your growth, but the truth is that im broken i gave up long ago

i know this shit so hard but there aint no other way
thats just what happens when you fall in love in a day
i wish that i could help you but dont know what to say
i tried to save myself but then got lost in the haze

cuz you know im a lost cause
im gettin money but im too flawed
shit too real so i gotta pause
i was better now i have withdraws, know we be good and we gon be alright
we just sip a lil syrup mix it up with the sprite
i just hate myself so much i cant take my own advice
so i turn into a cliche im the same as those guys

when i cant high i just fall asleep
been in the same bed now for 13 weeks
and i dont really care if you think of me
but thats the fuckin lie that i always speak

i been rollin up these blunts and smokin plenty of weed
i been abusin all this syrup cuz i cant get no sleep
and i been searchin for some pills to kill the devil in me
and maybe if im lucky find me dead in the street

lost

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

spotify

BAD HEART w/ suisai

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

"You can never be there for me like you did :(" - van

Demxntia: @demxntia
Mix/Master: @polearm
Prod by: @deadyami
Artwork: @Ihateshota (on twitter)

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)”

Lyrics-

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
Nobody ain’t even help 
I’m fighting this on my own
Don’t need anybody els 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Verse-
I doubt you would even care
If I came to you with my heart in my hand
You’d let me wait outside in the pouring rain
I want to feel loved, but it’s always the same 

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Demxntia/ 
it’s just me and myself in the end
even if i told u u won’t understand
don’t wanna burden my friends
don’t wanna hurt u again
never said i was heaven sent
everyone needs me for something
get what they want like it’s nothing 
can’t get a second to myself
lemme be myself for a second

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Is Anyone Even There?

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Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

won't watch us wither away... 🥀

lyrics:

wake up from the sun dancing through the curtains
illuminating places where you used to fall asleep in my arms
the spotlight that won't let me heal from my scars

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i can't even bare to look myself in the eyes
cuz the mirror glares back and you're right by my side
rain falls down and my head's in the sky
don't forget i love you til the day i die

no you don't deserve this
and i hope you heard this
and you felt the same way you did
when i pressed my face up against your forehead

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers

flowers (ft. yesterday)

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

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useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

sick of this feeling

lyric video: https://youtu.be/_6_hC4rZwHg

prod. me

get me out of here! EP on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7lONLynONvovQuthFCcVNL?si=CMwp4qD3QYeUalJ2ud1E2Q

undesired

Undesired

This song is meant to be a journey, put some headphones on and ride along with me. I love you minivans, I am always here for you! <3
@prodbybrody
@trechorboy

I never let things go
I thought that you were all that I’d ever know
When I lost control
I watched everyone, as I sunk down below

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand 

Searching around this place 
I’m planning for my escape 
There is no door in sight
I’m starting to feel terrified
Where’s my hand now?
How did all of it go wrong? 
Where’s my hand now?
I’ve been here all night long 

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand

Helping Hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

helping hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

Lyrics:

Bridge

I've been goin hard on these tracks
Can you see me now?
Blow smoke in my face 
Cuz I never really liked this town
I aint never been the type
That will stop
You can't hold me down
New friends New life
But it never really changed my frown.

Verse

Ya
I never said that it was easy
Ignore the fights always glued to the tv
Only outlet I had was a fantasy
Splitting up it's the weight of the world on me.
Memories I always hate to see
Old friends old faces got me shivering
No more that's the old me
Ya, no way you'll ignore me now

Chorus

No way they'll ignore me no
(No way they'll ignore me no)
There's no way you can hold me down
(There's no way you can hold me down)

Verse 2

I was just a kid
Didn't even know the roof was caving in
Breaking up all the fights it aint easy
Kinda thought i was always the reason
Wait...
I've been going through the ruts everyday
It's a pain
It's always the same it's the way we were raised
Put my thoughts on a page
With the hopes that I'll get there someday.

lost

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