dltzk(jane remover) - scarecrow

hiding right inside your skull 
i see what you don't -- right through your head 
treat me like i'm not in your brain
don't act like you know me if i don't care

didn't you know (i know everything)
i still did all that i could
it's not my fault i don't get mad very often
just say to me "i don't want to die"
i don't want to die
you don't want to die

didn't you know (i know everything)
i still did all that i could
is it still my fault i'm still alive
i wake up, it's no use, i do it all over again
i wake up, it's no use, i do it all over again

[2023] perforation demo

The 41st release of katharsis is the EP “swansong” by jhl coming out on May 3rd. The New Zealand-based artist portray a dark and dramatic world of love and pain in this five-track release, drawing inspiration from poetry, opera, and fantasy worldbuilding. The result is both endearing and epic with its glittering synths, grandiose sound design, and poignant orchestral elements. jhl’s vocals carry big emotions through all five songs, as the lyrics are characterized by heartbreak and despair though still full of hope and love.

Swansong

jhl - tar

cage girl (jane remover cover)

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@daikore
@100signs
prod me

i cant get
i cant get out
my hands shake now
i cant look away

i feel her move closer
hearts racing i dont even know what im doing
this whole time i wanted out of here
whys everything gotta feel so weird

whys everything gotta feel so weird
walked right by n i didnt even see you
i gotta go outside i cant fucking breathe yea
i cant act like i dont really need you
whys everything gotta feel so weird
walked right by n i didnt even see you
i gotta go outside i cant fucking breathe yea
i cant act like i dont really need you

she said i'm so weird like that's the last thing that i wanna hear
something's drifting cross my blurry vision, manifesting fear
i just can't admit i'm horrified
i can't move at all im stuck n petrified

turned me to stone with no more than a glance
she mummified my fingers and my hands
push n pull away im locked in a trance
wanna clear the hard drive but i can't

whys everything gotta feel so weird
walked right by n i didnt even see you
i gotta go outside i cant fucking breathe yea
i cant act like i dont really need you
whys everything gotta feel so weird
walked right by n i didnt even see you
i gotta go outside i cant fucking breathe yea
i cant act like i dont really need you

all platforms

weird w daikyu

prod me @attc and @qlein (juicebutterfly2)
ft @daikyu 
me:
IT
white tees
got my stash out
might need an iv
finna crash out
you dont wanna listen to my beats
they'll make you stack loud
why you think i dont care about your thoughts?
we rolling pack out

yuh
thinkin ima back out (what)
bro really saying he alpha
you live in a crackhouse
aint nobody got your fucking back now
fuck em over got em off the tracks now

i been off this tropicana till i pass out
get the bag with the bro we eating general tso
i just wanna know how
h-how to get involved with no single-outs

bitches fake my god you're so fucking exclusive
i feel so excluded
its probably why you're losin
feel like general shepherd
thats one less loose end
tryna fix my brains internals
all the wires bent

@daikore
what's bad?
can't say
bitch i cant fold
talking shit like you aint driving a rental
turn you into scrap like its mf titanfall
earth shatter 808s but thats been known
send one shot to your head no camcorders
bullets up n down your block hittin every corner
cherry picking all your points like a fuckin orchard
you got drawn up in an etch-a-sketch, shaky borders 

shit, i cant fold
working every day
but i cant let that be known
if they tap into the method
then they still cant be like me
i just do all that shit better
im just someone you cant be
(nettspend reference...)
i cant take no fucking bar
i can't take no fucking part
all your shit stay sub-par
i shoot eagle, goin far

[2023] perforation demo

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