i've been thinking too much about everything but it's my life i can do it whenever i want to

How Much to Leave

slashed letters from my parents 
the worst in me's inherent 
i'm bound to let it let in
Dumb fuck and girl from heaven 
my breath god just won't let it 
think me and you embedded 
who am i not to test it

who else felt that shift tonight
put ur hands up if you feel like shit tonight 
and being happy is my kryptonite 
but i'd risk it all to see your smile lift tonight

no one hurts my feelings more than me
no one hurts my feelings more than me

i wanna let death fester even though you tell me not to
i lost my lucky seven cause fear i can't face and talk to
you'll look at me and think "where'd the man i just loved go off to?"
I'm sorry in advance to all true love you had you lost to
me, i call to thee, i want to be, just somebody i want you and me, i want us to be, i want you to see i'm somebody

Look at what you’ve done,



you found me :) yaaaay

he was getting busy at that last show
she was getting tipsy letn her tats show
she gon turn up wit eem letn her legs show
think im feeling dizzy dis my last show

uon gotta ask heres my card go
used to have my hands all ona glass hoe
plz dont ask me shit that u alr kno
im always first inside nd leavin last hoe

she was getting tipsy at that last show x4
if he brake ya heart then we gon wipe his nose
if he make u cry then we gon wipe his nose
dont be scared to die boy thats js how life go
we dance on his grave pop bottles have a toast

pledge allegiance to the cup bra i cant feel my toes
if they search da v we fucked so shuv it in ya nose
55. extended with button wet em up like hose
im getting hit up by labels he still brag bout hoes

DON'T FREEZE UP BABY

when i see u boy on god im taking all dat plus tax
u tryna jump ok my luh bro ina back like plushtrap
new glock js came in if i pass him dat hoe he gon crush dat
like it was raining, 5-0 swept da lo gang had ta flush dat
he sweet like candy fmj broke dat boy up like kitkat
"wait r u mandy" in the flesh, all on her tongue like tictac
ya hoe so handsy she stick to me nd den blow like semtax
im so sorry nigga no you cannot get ya bitch bak ✌️😂

ib: delta


december 5th, 2025, yyy

Wonderful christmastime w/ roy and edyn

all beats solo unless stated
1:22 with @ssetai
2:45 loop by @chewy
4:13 with @zeromandia30414
6:15 pad by naggens
8:47 drums by @ssetai
10:50 loop by @attc @bbyazul4k
11:53 pad by @silasroe
13:15 with @idks3lfish
14:05 with @ssetai

special thx to @chewy and @vampiremutual for being the biggest inspo this year
im rlly new to ts btw lollll im glad i can express myself thru beats now
older beats after 10:50 

https://www.instagram.com/_madoxy/

'25 Birthday Clips

THINK I GAVE A FUCK (ft. Lvl ZerØ x lilpeachfuzz)(prod. kubsy)

samples 
cece natalie - ambulance
jane remover - music baby
fakejoy - dollhouse
angelus blxty mental - prodigy

REAL MISS ####### MUSIC

Trap Jump (prod. Komba)

https://x.com/i/status/2004386687175061952

[lyrics]
you just wanna get known
why take it out on me
bitch you cant even get on
tryna make me feel things
but im way too gone
i know that you see it
you dont like my songs
well im not alright
i just wanna fall with you all night
baby take me there one time
you could make it feel so good oh my

well i dont know what i did
just for you to bring me down
dont know if im part of this
cause you're always not around
i got friends and they be fake
but i like it when they shout
why i hang out with some snakes
see them all up in the ground

i just want to feel okay
(i just wanna feel okay)
can you make it that
(can you make it that)
cause everything made me this way
(this way)
if you know that it's right
(oh thats right)
then i'm not surprised

yeah my johnny walked away
and my baby going away
i just wanna go to places
but you didn't have my way
yeah my johnny walked away
and my baby going away
i just wanna go to places
why'd my johnny walk away

Perished

72crash