featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

Featuring @sanriorose
Produced by @viinssoo
Outro section by elxnce
circa — November 2024

I'm just sitting outside by the bleachers
I'm just getting high up off that reefer
I just want to be here right with you
I'm not gonna try just to please you
I'm just one line from the preview
Hit that shit two times for the whole crew
I can help anything you're going through
Even with the smallest things you have no clue
I'm not trying to judge I just miss you
Your love sticks with me like a tattoo
I'm just trying to drive through your avenue
It's gonna take a while to get used to this
I'm just missing you crazy 
Always want to make new shit but I'm lazy
I can see your love through your heart and It's racing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
I guess that this is how it goes
Ima keep on going till I'm playing shows
Everytime I think of you I hear you and it echoes
But ima keep on going till I'm with my bros
I guess that this is how it goes

I guess this is how it goes
Fit fire but my heart cold
You don't even wanna know
New bitch like the old flow
New want the old flow
Pray to demons smoking hella dope yeah
I get high and then I let it go
I get high and put on melrose
Long hair and a face tat
If that was you would you take that

If I take this pill ima throw it up
Im not bout to tell you where I'm going yeah
Please don't piss me off ima go insane
Yeah I'm going up I ain't got time to wait
People try to talk down on my name 
But they know my fame
Yeah they know this game we're about to play
One time, two times for the real ones
Three times, Four times can we get some
They don't understand
Yeah I can't stand
Let's stick to the plan
Take me by the hand
Lets get out of here 'cause I'm not tryna stay
Your wish is my command
I guess that this is how it goes

COMMAND with @d0llywood1 (prod. VINSO)

thank u for (late) 333 followers :D
music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv_qmAi8-m0

-lyrics-
I promised that i'd leave it all behind
2020-something, i was way out of my mind
You won't get it right
Why are you so obsessed with someone you wont fucking be?
Why are you obsessed with her?
Bro just come to me
I told my friends, “You won’t see me today”
They ain’t even complain
I'd be mad at me too that's okay
Say it to my face
I can’t blink, whats my age again???
Saying we’re the same?
I'm sorry man i cannot save you

When I catch your boy, 
He’ll disappear like what just happened?
We don’t play with toys
I put the knife into my hands, yeah
Margiela store
Bought everything, you thought they packed off
Been through this before
I’ve seen some things that you can’t fathom
Poppin Ecstasy
I see a 10, he makes me hurt again
Go right back to back to back to back to back to hell again
Thought you knew me bro
I make the DJ kill himself again
Might just put a spell on you
I’ll haunt you in your dreams again

//////

If that's wrong
It's all bad
I can't be gone yet
That's not fair
You said you love me now
I don't trust you
You'd probably hate on me
When i'm up yeah

If that's wrong
It's all bad
Can't trust no one no more
You're wishing on a star, I won't get one

Everything Will Haunt You

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@14106lyn
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@14106lyn
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^ w/ trustt

-lyrics-
I don't wanna die
I just want it all
I lost track of time
Trying to give u my all
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

I don't wanna die
Come and break it off
You know that I'm so gone
I'm going thru it, no
I just want a try
But you do not want it more
I don't want to lie
Please don't change your mind

That boy wanna play, he'll get it
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
When is it my turn
All my friends are going up
When is it my turn
I told myself, i'll get it soon enough
And i'm still someone that i'm not
That's not me yet

I Wish That Were Me

alright, here we are. i know this sounds kind of rushed, but i wanted to the show the amount of things i've been doing recently, i really hope they sound okay! i love you all
cover art: @zzoos
{00:00} SSOH - ID
{01:15} SSOH - CLOCK;GARDEN ID (WITH HELP FROM @iinnam)
{02:41} SSOH - ID
{03:53} SSOH - ID
{04:44} INTERMISSION (WITH HELP FROM @z-u-y-a)
{05:35} SSOH / RONKOE - ID (ORIGINAL MELODY FROM @casketo)
{06:48} XBOX GAMING SERVICES - ID
{07:42} SSOH - ID

watch it wilt (an unraveling)

music video : https://youtu.be/FzlSl7FOFXU
co-prod https://soundcloud.com/cus3d 2:24-3:13
also check this song out : https://on.soundcloud.com/pzkq73EwCvWmiyYz6

you'll see exactly what i mean

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

Loop

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I Wish That Were Me

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