finished aug 24 2021

'depressive minimalism'

a study in artistic efficiency, stripping down a song to its bare essentials

verse:
been a few weeks since i finished school
feeling none of the euphoria
self awareness is a bitch
a farcry from the utopia
i only live for the rainy days ahead
validation in being alone
why am i jealous if i’m different
this the only thing i’ve ever known

chorus:
comatose, overdose, leave me to my devices
death is feeling way too close, early midlife crisis
hide under the bedsheets, don’t wanna feel too alive
take one for the human race, let you know at least i tried
x2

post-chorus:
to hell and back, been there, done that, already feels like home
my blood is tasting toxic today, seeing things in monochrome

verse 2:
living in the leftovers this is what i want
sacrifice what you can’t know
can’t even keep a conversation, this brain of mine falls short
so far gone, i got nothing to show
man i’m always in a third person pov
i just stand there, watch it unravel
cold showers keep me asleep
every day a struggle, another battle

chorus:
comatose, overdose, leave me to my devices
death is feeling way too close, early midlife crisis
hide under the bedsheets, don’t wanna feel too alive
take one for the human race, let you know at least i tried
x2

post-chorus:
to hell and back, been there, done that, already feels like home
my blood is tasting toxic today, seeing things in monochrome

comatose

Feat da homies @chriad n @whyhaze
Prods @ihatejesse n @2variant

cover art not mine

cool song like n share:D

lyrics 
me:

S14 yeah we whippin out the 2 door
2 more
hit the gas yeah i need more
Two step
two step out the back door

223 better put him on the ground floor
Walk into the store better 
pick up on them newports
Walk in wear dior
but yknow ima get more
Walk in get the score 
bitch yknow we feenin for sum more
Walk in get the score bitch 
yknow we feenin for sum more

S14 yeah we whippin out the 2 door
2 more
hit the gas yeah i need more
Two step
two step out the back door
Two step
two step out the back door

chri

Too sad
Yeah you're sad that I'm better
Ya girl said she wan' come over and I let her
Red dot on your head I'm aiming for the center
Write a letter
'cause I'mma spin your block like I'm a blender
Countin' up the cheddar
I know you hate to see me win 
Big spender 
So I can like my reflection
Protection
Yeah I keep that protection
If you pull up on me I'll have to pull out the Remington

haze
idk what he sayin

me 

223 better put him on the ground floor
Walk into the store better 
pick up on them newports
Walk in wear dior
but yknow ima get more
Walk in get the score 
bitch yknow we feenin for sum more

S14 yeah we whippin out the 2 door
2 more
hit the gas yeah i need more
Two step
two step out the back door
Two step
two step out the back door

2door w/ Chriad & Whyhaze (Prod. Variant x Jxssx)

nuulls [1shield2wings]

prod pk <3
w/ @1crusey + @1crusafix

lyrics:
i want a sniper bitch i want a purple tac
im shooting at the battle bus im shooting at they back-back-back
shootin with a draco and u watch the body stack
bitch i hate the mf (fags)
t-twenty bullets in the mag bitch im goin crazy
twenty bullets in the mag im shooting on a daily
bitch ur fucking ugly as hell -e-e-e
bitch im fucking goin to hell -e-e-e
talk down shooter u a trigger wielding wanna be
20 on my ??? got me asking what u want with me
talk down shooter u a trigger wielding wanna be
20 on my ??? got me asking what u want with me

@1crusey:
g-g-got a glock let it spray-ay
dont give a fuck bitch i hate the gays-ays-ays
w-w-w-why u act so lame
got a glock and its aiming at yo brain
w-w-w-w-w-w-why u gotta talk shit
w-w-w-w-w-w-why u always actin toxic
g-g-g-g-g-g-got these bands up in my pocket
y-y-y-y-y-y-yeah u make me fucking nauseous

@1crusafix
i wacka bwin u wid a mask on
smokin til the pack gone
all up in my face huh shit can u back down
we got bullets we gon hit him in his uhhhh
whathuad??? bnutch????
greg????f geg segeg/????
egfsrgseg????ge gegseg????
gegseg???gdrgseg?????

purple tac w/ crusey + 1crusafix (pk)

mixed and produced by fourdavid
@1crusafix + @deepinparis

davidcore w/ 1crusafix + deepinparis (prod david)

i hate it here.

@imfrostd + streo

Lyrics:
Dont call me up
Dont call my phone, no no no
Im falling out
Out of the love, woah woah woah
Im freezing up
Heart turned to stone, Oh no no
But now i know
You're just a hoe, a hoe-oh

I couldn't take it no longer so i ran away
I couldnt fake it no longer so i need to say
I was lying all the time we weren't on the same brainwaves
I was crying all the time, get away i need to make space
For a new hoe, for a new bitch
Got 20 bands just to look different got a new wrist
Neptune how you do this
Neptune how you fool em
Want me for my money so i told em, yeah i told em

Dont call me up
Dont call my phone, no no no
Im falling out
Out of the love, woah woah woah
Im freezing up
Heart turned to stone, Oh no no
But now i know
You're just a hoe, a hoe-oh

Come here with me and you can finnaly see
What you've been missing, what you've been missing
Talk to me and you can finally see 
Why i've been distant, why i've been distant
Dont mind me bitch im jus getting my bag
Money too fat it don't need to relax
Lil boy want a feat i might give him a tax
100 round clip bitch im feelin like @weial
Said you wan fuck like bitch be real
I saw yo bitch yeah thats a steal
(i saw your bitch yeah thats a s-)

Call me up
Dont call my phone, no no no
Im falling out
Out of the love, woah woah woah
Im freezing up
Heart turned to stone, Oh no no
But now i know
You're just a hoe, a hoe-oh

Spotify

DONTCALLMEBACK📱 prod frost'd, streo *ALL PLATS*

i go through this all the time

gheej4y! & 5kjordn - winner remix (breakupbreakdown) [REVIVAL*]

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

spotify ^-^

i cant do it alone.. (syringeangel unnholy)

prod me

romance, flowers, death and grave

your friend, valentine notes.

[Chorus]
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak

[Verse]
Czy śniłem? W Oslo pada deszcz
Liczę setki kropli
Wchodzisz w to czy nie?
Tęskniłem
Choć wciąż jesteś tu
Nie chcę
Nie chcę więcej
Nigdy więcej już

[Chorus]
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak

[Verse 2]
Czy śniłam? Oslo cała w kwiatach
Setki róż
Jak
Jak tu nie zwariować?
Znowu tęskniłam
Choć wciąż jesteś tu
Nie chcę
Nie chcę więcej
Nigdy więcej już

[Chorus]
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak

[Verse 3]
Czy śniłem? Czy to byłaś ty?
Liczę setki chwil
Jak tu wytrzymać
Jak?
Znowu tęskniłem
Choć wciąż jesteś tu
Nie chcę
Nie chcę więcej
Nigdy więcej już

[Chorus]
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak
Na mnie też tak działa
Kiedy widzę twoją twarz
Ja się stąd nie ruszam
Gdy patrzysz na mnie tak

davidcore w/ 1crusafix + deepinparis (prod david)

davidson