based off the original version of the song
song credits to blood girl (^-^*)ノ
chords used are a, a7, d, d7
on capo 4

lyrics:

i haven’t felt like myself for so long
i dont know who I’ve become
in the meantime
as the world passes by
I’ve been bedridden almost for a month
caught up cabin feber gone
in the meantime
everybody moving on

i cannot focus and now i am on my own
i am utterly alone   i am left to die again
all my friends all my friends
are so dear but far away  i am cooped up in my bed
dissapearing without trace

the worlds is caving in around my skull
making me forget that i can talk
making me forget how to reach out
making me forget that i am loved

but i can’t sleep in any longer
i can’t stay like this for life im not sick enough 
but sick enough to never be alright
i am wrongly wired  really tired
fighting for my right
to have a little hope that i will someday turn out fine

i haven’t felt happy for so long
i dont know where it has gone
in the meantime
I’ve been sleeping quite a lot
I’ve pretended everything was going fine
so i didn’t have to lie
if somebody asked me  if its gotten worse

i am sloppy with excuses  always covering my ass
i am scared of getting help
cus what if that shit doesn’t last
im on meds but still depressed
and therapy it doesn’t help
so im just tired of the fighting
can i ever catch a break?

i am happy for you happy for you but im so afraid
i am trying i am trying but i want this shit to end
i am lonely i am lonely yet avoiding all my friends
i am scared yes i am scared that i will one day kill myself

in the meantime - blood girl (cover)

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Baby It's You

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Eng Lyrics ↓

The pond of tears
Dots and dots continue
up to my room
Dots and dots, it will continue tomorrow too

Thanks to you, the food tastes bad.
It's the best diet
The star-shaped carrot made me feel embarrassed.
I'm going to bury that child now.

The pond of tears
Dots and dots continue
up to my room
Dots and dots, it will continue tomorrow too

revenge in a dream
I won't write it in my grudge book.
He complimented me on the way I ironed the iron.
I'm going to execute that kid now.

The pond of tears
It keeps increasing more and more

up to my room
Let the city sink more and more

Ahhh

The pond of tears
It keeps increasing more and more
up to my room
More and more, the city is sinking

The pond of tears
Dots and dots continue
up to my room
Dots and dots, it will continue tomorrow too

It will continue tomorrow too

Yoeko Kurahashi - The Sinking Town

GOODNIGHT HYPNOPOMP

FUKOUNA GIRL

Yarkhushta (slowed)

Honest

A faint signal

Devils Don't Fly

this is what we've been listening to & helping us hope for a better future for us all. stay well, much love.

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