throw away track tbh 
lyrics:
houston’s nothing like my small town 
i flew out all the way to see you right now 
she hates my guts 
but im puking mine out all over the fucking floor
said u wanted me gone now youre saying you want some more 

i’ve been in the city while you’ve been looking pretty 
for me and you and probably somebody new 
you said that you hate me but it’s not it’s not enough to really change me 
i’m still the same piece of shit ugh 
i love the way that my hair looks 
when it’s laying on you 
i think we’re both lookin real good 
when i’m right next to you 
i miss the real you the one that’s crazy as me 
baby i hear you but baby do you hear me? 
this city is so big i don’t think im gonna find you 
i’m so sick think i wish i never liked you

houston’s nothing like my small town 
i flew out all the way to see you right now 
she hates my guts 
but im puking mine out all over the fucking floor
said u wanted me gone now youre saying you want some more

HOUSTON

HOUSTON [prod. ausuro]

Heartless

[LYRICS]
breathe in breath out 
i wonder what you think of me now
i’m a mess 
i need somewhere to put my bones to rest 
i swear i swear i tried my best 
but i guess it wasn’t enough
i don’t wanna get nobody in a worry
but i feel like i’m in a different story 
i hope that im not asleep 
but i feel im in a dream 

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

i feel like a sinking ship 
don’t wanna miss out on it
you know you know 
that i cry i cry in my 
pillow pillow 
i hope that you’re not leaving me alone 
cause i know that you’re always on that phone 
oh i’m just a mutt 
i revel in the mud
im losing all my touch 
i’m watching from the sidelines

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

last song before the year ends will soon be on all plats hehe :3

NOT REAL [ako]

[LYRICS]
oh baby im useless 
without you my dear 
i don’t think i can do this 
but it’s been like a year 

no i don’t wanna die if im not dying beside you 
i hope you see me in the mirror just so i can remind you 
that you’re just like me 
you’re just like me 
baby we’re sour and sweet 
were u real or a dream? 

darling you’re 
bleeding through your nose 
do you want a coat?
do you need somebody to hold 
cmon let’s get you home  
while you were jumpin into beds 
i was drinking myself dead
my friends say move on to the next 
but baby how could i forget you 

no i don’t wanna die if im not dying beside you 
i hope you see me in the mirror just so i can remind you 
that you’re just like me 
you’re just like me 
baby we’re sour and sweet 
were u real or a dream?

lowkey sux that i will always carry a piece of you with me and vice versa.

SOUR N' SWEET

SOUR N’ SWEET [yungspoiler]

prod. flesh

lyrics:
had it backwards
like didn't that hurt
i was pacing back and forth
i cant afford
better
what i posture bad for
i'm so messy, in the works
all i'm tryna do is learn about you
a lot of words to say
i feel like im right where im supposed to be
i stay up all night and i just make it a song
taking whats in front of me
for granted
abandon your limbo
its simple 
once you know the frequency
you can dial it in
and maybe you'll hear it different
or not
it doesnt matter to me
the thought makes me wanna throw up
had one hell of a glow up
despite my paranoia
its been hard to feel normal
but still i stand like a soldier
i guess im growing older
i gotta fight for what i love
im going nowhere
if i dont go, if i dont go
out the way to get a grip on myself
i keep fixing myself
keep a halo but im giving them hell

backwards

prod by me :>

lyrics:

"sorry I haven't talked to you in a while.."
"I mean its only been a- [???]"
"..which I guess in the grand scheme of things isn't that long"
"isn't our life like a blip in the cosmic calendar or something.."

talk to me, i love your voice and it's features. 
love on me, give me everything you offer

down again, not near the top, again
i'm lookin down, again, not one to talk, again
i'm feeling lone, again, no one around, again
i'm killing time, again, still stuck on you, again

and i been..

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

"makes me hate myself that I've already gotten used to the idea of her not being here"

"in a year, I'll maybe think about her every once in a while. and then she'll become an anecdote"

“a thing to say..”

"..I knew a girl that died"


"with the added bonus.. of- ..she died because of me."


"maybe I should hate myself"

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sorry for being dead lately. 
life isn't good as of now. 

...

tomorrow is another day.

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again

produced by xona

@grasior
@herskylin

-lyrics-
keep my head stat
there's poison in the water why my drawn back
i swim but my reflection keeps my brain dead
im stuck inside this mess that i cant crack
the fog is heavy i cant see straight
my buried soul is my down state
i see a ghost that i once knew
is nothing more than what ive gone through

gone through (x4)

most of the time I fake it, it's not really true when I show it
even when I'm at my lowest, I try my hardest on fakin'
don't want anyone knowin' that I hate myself more than I show it
and I can't blame no one but me tho, but the truth is hard to swallow
mi mama me dice que soy lindo y muy fuerte,
como le digo que yo busco mi propia muerte
a mi me dicen que sigue adelante
que yo hago si la herida es muy grande
yo ni se mi mismo no tengo una plan b
solo se que me siento como cobarde

cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b
cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b

keep me from coming back
I doubt when I peek past
deepen this hatred has
controlled my only hands
I took a toll when alone
placed in a structure course
lift up my weight in hopes
to fix in what I had loved
walk, walk, walk (I feed into the eyes)
I’m running out of luck, luck, luck (deceived by many lies)
I can’t seem to run, run, run
I’m losing sense of touch, touch, touch
oh, i've had enough

clover

clover w/ grasior & skylin

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
we been smoking pressure at the party
bass in the floor when you're bleeding out
i wish my dead friends could see me now

how long have we been dead for?
223 mac10 in a jansport
2017 i think lil kingdom was a man whore
2023 kingdom gave them what they asked for
2025 premonitions of a world tour

nowadays i know i got mad, mad, mad, money
i know that your girl's a fan
she been told you that for sure
we gon' crash down like a meteor

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
we been smoking pressure at the party
bass in the floor when you're bleeding out
i wish my dead friends could see me now

how long have we been dead for?
223 mac10 in a jansport
2017 i think lil kingdom was a man whore
2023 kingdom gave them what they asked for
2025 premonitions of a world tour

nowadays i know i got mad, mad, mad, money
i know that your girl's a fan
she been told you that for sure
we gon' crash down like a meteor

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

am i the runner-up?
s-should i give a fuck?
your words they leave numb
her name written in blood

i thought i leveled up
the devil's watching at my wake again
you can't save the damned
i-i hope you savor that.

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
hellfire
burn it to the ground
h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
hellfire
burn it to the ground
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hellfire (prod. tiresss & xtc404)

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
should i keep my eyes open
or can i keep them closed
i don’t wanna see
the world in front of me
the horrors beyond me
it’s the reason i can’t sleep
down a 5th of vodka in the morning
i’m piece of shit yeah i know shorty
pop a couple shrooms if it gets boring
i don’t wanna talk but it gets lonely
all you want is clout man you make me sick
or maybe i’m just jealous maybe i don’t give a shit
maybe she my soul mate or just a bad bitch
maybe im just crazy lost in my own head

@andrew_warren :
i don't wanna talk about it girl it's fucking wrong
if you're having trouble hearing it then turn it up
I've been sick in the mind and you can hear it now
ima take me a line i feel my heart pound
i just lost my mind
i can't read the fucking signs
I've been way too fucking blind
i can't write a single line
it's all right

evilmiku:
lord knows ima heretic
i never wanted this
with all the trauma i’ve inherited
it’s hard to deal with the embarrassment
drink until my livers dark and cold
can you get out of my head we don’t talk anymore
it’s been fucking me up im losing my trust
i’m dying
i’m shit out luck
and i don’t know how to love
i hate every second that i’m spending in my body
i should’ve died at birth should’ve never joined the lobby
she’s happy when she’s not with me
i’ll gouge my eyes out to never see you smiling
euthanize me
i’m the villain you see
you can see it in my eyes
somebody’s tellin me lies
it’s me im the one in disguise
it’s me im the one in disguise

@lxveturo :
and i don’t want it i know this love isn’t meant for me
i changed my mind a thousand times i’m tearing by my seams
and now i’m gone my brain don’t really work how it be
and now i’m gone now tell me what you want out of me
oh tell me what you wantin
i’ve got a whole lot in my mind need to break it down
and still i’ve been feeling catatonic
and i don’t really know if i can stop it now

EL PAYASO

HERETIC

HERETIC w/ Andrew Warren + Lxve Turo!

goodfriends

Tipsey 2

Amor Al Arte 
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HERETIC w/ Andrew Warren + Lxve Turo!

evilmiku

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