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lyrics
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u been dead to me
it's been a couple weeks since
we last talked
i still think about you often
you went too far
i told you that
i played my cards
you've never been good to me

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

u were always pushing me down
but now it's payback time
i do not care about you
you're not by my side
anymore
you were always just fucking around
it turned true
i told you it would
but u just said "stay cool"
"let me stay"
but you can't
cause you're not even here
it's all in my head
i cant face these fears
she doesn't want me to keep my smile
she just wanna see me cry
i should've just gotten by
fuck, why did i.. why?

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

NEVER HERE

biteki amv <3

NEVER HERE (what?boy)

produced by grayskies

@xona

-lyrics-
who do you mind?
talking every minute of life? life
I don’t want to feel a sign that can’t stand my eyes 
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it 

nothing but a trail but I follow like it’s my fault
where it sits so frail, where I stuck it with a nail
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

hang a life I might try to end
signs ahead that trick a mind 

(ONE STEP
MIGHT END)

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

blister

blister (grayskies)

im trapped in seperation feat claude (king theta)

lately i've been thinking much
i don't know where to go now
i've been thinking lots
yet i think that it's your fault
baby i am gone
you made me, you did that
always in the wrong way
just tryna get the right path
tryna get the right path
baby yeah u had me
i feel like im all set
baby yeah u played me
now i don't have a place to run to
it feels like it was wrong to trust you

cause all my people always told me
that i shouldn't get lost in this coldly
she asked me if she can hold me
while im bleeding out

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

this seems not fair, not fair
not at all
she said run boy, run boy
there u go
i run, and run, and run at all

you got so much to lose
don't you?
lately i've been fucking done
i'll talk through
i cannot make up these lies u told me
i cannot make up the things that u did
all the things u wanna know
all the things u pulled through
baby i've been thru alot
been thinking alot
of all the old times
and now they are gone

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

i don't like myself (nextime)

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

produced by mix
thank you, everyone,
sorry its been awhile
love every last one of you <3
wish me a happy birthday :D

enjoy<33
lyrics:

Oh that's music to my ear-

I'll hold my grudge
cause you lie too much
now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

I see myself in a ditch 
filled with rocks and sand in it
will you come and pull me out of here?
I know that the end is near
It's been different since I was cured
remembering pain that I endured
been pushed in dirt so many times

how am I even alive?

I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?
I can see the light
how am I alive?
i don't wanna die
how am I alive?

I'll hold my grudge
Cause you lie too much
Now you're mocking me
why can't you see?

(how am I alive?)
(alive, alive, alive)


how am I alive?
I just wanna die
should I end my life?
should I use this knife?

thank you <3

childhood

produced by xona

new insta since my last one got falsely terminated:
https://www.instagram.com/uvxona

-lyrics-
when you’re in my head
got your words into threads
“I don’t think you’ll ever find yourself”
now I feel like shit
still in my bed
where I am I just need your help
thinking what I’d done
my mind spirals a ton
it gets worse when I’m all alone
I got the blade of it all
I’m still holding your arms
whenever you wanna come and talk

time slips off my hands now
I can’t stand my own ground
got chains that hug me around
yet, you got me all the way down

down (x4)

chained to the bottom, got me under suffocating 
you put me on the side, nothing felt nothing changing
got too many things going on, too many faces
nothing i could switch, yet I’m always tryna chase it

whatever you said
I know it’s filled with some red
your voice is what I always miss
but why I do care?
you’ve been stalking for years
now that I made this myself
it was stupid at first
I knew the end of the verse
where we both knew we’d get hurt
it’s taking a truth
rip apart and then chewed 
I got nothing left for you…
 
for you (x4)

chained to the bottom, got me under suffocating 
you put me on the side, nothing felt nothing changing
got too many things going on, too many faces
nothing i could switch, yet I’m always tryna chase it

walls

spotify

produced by xona

@seenyona

-lyrics-
the only path that I run is getting worse than I’d want
got to you without a fuss and you didnt even care enough
to ask if I’m good or better than way before
hoping it’s a get back and less of hearts being torn 
I got too much hatred overtaking my entire heart
even on the side ive been looking for the way-

cause the way that I hide
makes it ever harder to come by
I can’t decide
whether I should cut the rope that ties
no, don’t I wanna live with myself
but I’d rather die then ask for your help
so how can you act on guilt
when you caused this to wilt

cant let down, someone youve never had
im pushing past all the static man
your words cut past my flesh, and im 
sure if they heard the vile words
they'd leave just like i did before causin quivering lips
who the fuck you think you are, constantly giving me lip? 
no matter how many times u post your body
it wont ever give the same attention that i give

cause the way that I hide
makes it ever harder to come by
I can’t decide
whether I should cut the rope that ties
no, don’t I wanna live with myself
but I’d rather die then ask for your help
so how can you act on guilt
when you caused this to wilt

locket

locket w/ yona

prod, me

lyrics:

u can see, so far ahead of me,
i consider us enemies..
u wont go down.
you creep, on me like im fresh meat.
i dont want you to be..
my only friend

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

(sometimes its hard to be human)
(i am unique)
is that necessary
oh u dont know it
(i keep crying)
that im killing myself (black tears) very precisely

i overthink way too much, in my head
ohh is that necessary (fuck)
ohh u dont know it, that im killing myself very precisely
and i dont really care, if u even like me
and your always standing in my way, please pardon me
you call me a douche, well bitch pls bite me
im on the highway going very highspeeds

im so done with yr attitude and all ur shit
ur so unholy, bet you dont know what the bible is
so full with lies and sin you can't imagine this
thats why ur on yr knees beggin' me forgiveness

creep

yona x @grasior prod @xona

"yona"
spiral through
past the bend
cant see anything with the glare in my lens
to for close
ill make amends
so ill set you aside and take my chance to ascend

step onto the field
WATCH THE GROUND SPLIT IN HALF
twitching in my eye,
HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS MAN
force myself out of bed,
EVEN WHEN I CANT
muster up the courage,
GHAUL OR STRENGTH

"grasior"
i would lie to cross away with you
how many losses for a blood moon
weeks spent in a lonely hue
wake up i hear your fate is soon

heard you whispers now i cant let go
keep on climbing oh your a coward no?
fall apart the only thing is hope
you keep on talking with nobody home

who do you think you are
talk behind their back like they never go far
seasons change in your head
when you keep talking about
how cold the air is how cold the air is

keep on talking hard like you'd never go far
i've been wondering if you know who you are
you keep on living life in your fantasy world
how true (x2)

ice breaker w/ grasior

thank you, please come back again :)
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PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

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