I like to humor myself and think senses is a updated BlueAngleHD

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song :> with friends :) awesome
@psych
@blackwinterwells
@prodsoma

chance w/ psych & blackwinterwells (soma)

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

@shrinemaiden2

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

just like
Just like that 
it’s not how it used to be
I feel
I feel so dead 
guess I’m not worth it anymore 

skip me like a song you hate 
I hope that it’s not too late 
think about you everyday 
please just tell me it’s okay 

close the curtains shut me out 
nobody wants me around 
I’m so sick of my self doubts
be myself, I’m not allowed 

don’t ask, I’m doing great 
I’m rly not but that’s okay 
lost my way it’s like a maze 
it’s like a game I hate to play 

I go on and on and on 
every move I make feels wrong 
and I’m trying to hold on 
just for how long? I’m not that strong 

it’s not like I asked for this 
cuz I’m not ready for it 
ask me but I won’t admit 
it makes me feel like I’m sick 

can’t get away but I can’t stay 
so many things I want to say 
but I’m afraid I’m so afraid 
that you won’t see me the same way

don't ask「shrinemaiden」

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

produced by @sanriorose
mixed and mastered by @emorave

on and on (dolly)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

spotify

involved (metis x tonari)

Static Bloom

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Woke up in the same stain, ceiling cracks like veins  
Mom’s pills on the nightstand, whispering my name  
Dad’s ghost in the hallway, bottle in his fist  
Screams echo forever, love never exists  

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror shows a carcass, eyes already dead  
Heartbeat on the fritz, brain full of lead  

[Chorus]
I’M THE ASH IN THE TRAY OF A WORLD THAT DON’T CARE  
BLOOD IN THE SINK, ROACHES IN MY HAIR  
NO GOD, NO HOPE, JUST THE BLADE AND THE ROPE  
EVERY BREATH IS A JOKE, EVERY SCAR IS A TROPE  
FUCK ME, I’M DONE—LET THE VOID FUCKING COME!  

[Post-Chorus]
Fingers too numb to dial 911…  
Voicemail full of “sorry, wrong number, hon”  

[Verse 2]
Sister OD’d on the bathroom floor  
Needle still warm, I locked the door  
Texted her boyfriend, “she’s finally free”  
He replied with a meme, laughing emoji  

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Dog starved in the yard, chain around its throat  
I fed it my tears—still wouldn’t float  

[Chorus]
I’M THE ASH IN THE TRAY OF A WORLD THAT DON’T CARE  
CROWS PECK MY NAME OFF THE TOMBSTONE THERE  
NO LIGHT, NO DAWN, JUST THE PISS IN MY VEINS  
EVERY DREAM IS A SCREAM, EVERY PRAYER IS PROFANE  
FUCK ME, I’M DONE—LET THE VOID FUCKING COME!  

[Bridge]
I counted the pills like birthday candles  
Wished for silence, blew out the handles  
The cake was my heart, frosting was rust  
Happy never, return to dust  

[Breakdown]
CUT! DEEPER! SPILL THE FUCKING RIVER!  
NO ONE COMES, NO ONE FUCKING DELIVERS!  
WRISTS! OPEN! LET THE RED CHOIR SING!  
FLIES! FEAST! CROWN ME THEIR KING!  

[Solo]

[Verse 3]
Last cigarette tastes like her goodbye kiss  
Ash falls on the letter I’ll never miss  
“Dear no one, I tried, but the dark won”  
Signed with a teardrop, loaded the gun  

[Final Chorus]
I AM THE ASH… in the tray… of a world…  
Every promise a lie, every flag unfurled  
No heaven, no hell, just the same fucking cell  
Mom’s voice on the wind: “See you soon, farewell”  
Fuck me… I’m done…  
The void… finally…  

THE ASH IN THE TRAY

@1fns
@v3stal
@y4ndere
art by twitter user @3evil_

fns & vestal - it’s okay; my mistake (prod. yandere)

@winter

push me2 the edge
take away my breath 

think u want me dead
think of what u said
i just cant forget 
you fill me with dread

is this the end i cant tell
i dont rly know whats going on 
i feel like u want me gone 

i jus wanna b ok 
thers always another day
my problems put me in a trance 
i dont think i have a chance
always feeling out of place
theres always something in d way
make me feel like a disgrace 
i jus wanna b erased

want me gone「prod. winter」

@sanriorose

I know sometimes u can’t think straight 
just know it always goes away 
sometimes it’s hard but that’s okay 
you cannot change it anyway 
don’t cry it can only get better 
this pain won’t stay forever 
please don’t surrender 
just try to withstand the pressure 

it’s not ur fault they made you like that 
don’t blame it on urself it’s okay 
this world is evil I know 
watch ur steps and don’t fall back 
that’s just the way how it goes 
don’t let them make you go out sad

don't ask「shrinemaiden」

Senses

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