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never meant (prod. michael warren)

winter「april」

fragile「shinju」

1up ft. kiryano & emotionals「brknglss」

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

@shrinemaiden2

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

just like
Just like that 
it’s not how it used to be
I feel
I feel so dead 
guess I’m not worth it anymore 

skip me like a song you hate 
I hope that it’s not too late 
think about you everyday 
please just tell me it’s okay 

close the curtains shut me out 
nobody wants me around 
I’m so sick of my self doubts
be myself, I’m not allowed 

don’t ask, I’m doing great 
I’m rly not but that’s okay 
lost my way it’s like a maze 
it’s like a game I hate to play 

I go on and on and on 
every move I make feels wrong 
and I’m trying to hold on 
just for how long? I’m not that strong 

it’s not like I asked for this 
cuz I’m not ready for it 
ask me but I won’t admit 
it makes me feel like I’m sick 

can’t get away but I can’t stay 
so many things I want to say 
but I’m afraid I’m so afraid 
that you won’t see me the same way

don't ask「shrinemaiden」

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

million things to say

a million things 2 say w/ artemys (garasu)

i’ve been doing these drugs way too much all i ever fucking dream about is your touch
had my ex bitch leave for a new crush said im not fine but it’s all love

baby im a demon but i still got my halo im not fine but it’s fine i got you though
crazy bout this feeling i can see you with my eyes closed
i just wanna feel you but im hollow

we could turn this room into a palace me and you drinking blood from a chalice 
and im taking all these pills as an outlet asking me if i will ever stop like no i doubt it

life was such a nightmare then you saved me new girl bad but she fragile like a daisy
no one else can compare you’re amazing oh you got me down bad fucking drive me crazy
i try so hard give and take i’ve felt love but now it’s hate 
i’ve been bad that’s the past your love will never last

not as lonely as i used to be three gram blunt come talk to me
don’t tell me please don’t ask me why i put my life here on the line

i wont lie baby yeah you got me feeling like theres magic
romeo and juliet but we’re not ending tragic
you just took my breath away im feeling asthmatic 
now i rot away inside my room like it’s a casket

nightmare (shinju x garasu)

senses & sprigtek - vulnerable (prod shinju & djh)

side by side ft. mint「shinju + recyclebin」

lilac - access denied (+ senses)

Kin Jaay - Ha Ha 2(Chop N Screw)

Miss U Pt2 - Hvwkk (leak)

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

fragile「shinju」

Senses

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