w/ @co1ton & @mental
prod. @mkne & @176s
art. me

[Lyricss] Halo:
ooooo its so real -real
its so real -real
face to face to face - i don't wanna problem
i dont wanna fade away - sleep in a coffin
wake up wake up wake up - or you're forgotten
everytime i close my eyes - i see it blossom :)
ooooo its so real -real
if i could stop the pain - then you know i will   
face to face to face - i don't wanna problem
i dont wanna fade away - sleep in a coffin
wake up wake up wake up - or you're forgotten
everytime i close my eyes - i see it blossom :)

mental:
im confused 
all my problems go to you
but this time aint the same
overdue i cant solve this :/
i need you 
or something else to change
the look in ur eyes that u give me    o.o
im feeling that somethings wrong   -.-
cant think spinning circles im dizzy  >_<
been like this for way too long
tell them i would be okay
but i never felt this way
i dont rly wanna change
but im scared of stayin the same
what if it takes too long
and then theres no other way
turn around and look away
u dont wanna see my face
u just wanna see me strong
fight it almost every day
wish it would just go away
i dont wanna carry on

colton:
i just want you here with me
i think my heart just skipped a beat
just take my life its yours to keep
still hear the song thats on repeat
like please dont please dont go away
im comfortable don't want to change
i wake up i see your face
i promise you im here to stay
like ohh i will never go
dont want to be alone 
my heart overflows <3
thought you should know 
its not the same without you here
soon as you're gone ill disappear
live in my arms without a fear
nothing ever felt so clear

Blossom w/mental & colton (maknae & waifu)

feelings + miraie cari 049 kid sora (mitsu uglyzucc)

@1yugenn
@176s
@maknae
@minteaness

https://www.instagram.com/minteaness/
https://www.instagram.com/1yugenn/
https://www.instagram.com/senseonegod/
https://www.instagram.com/prodmaknae/

♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT:// 
ashes2ashes2ashes2ashes2ashes..

(( lyrics ))

you've takn evrythng tht i had
n nevr oncE didU evn looK backk
leav me hereOn my 0wNn in THA pastt~
ya ik tht disWOULD nvrLAST :/

ya ths would nvrLAST 
wher didIT ALL go WRONG???? ;-;
i wtch it all COLLAPSE //////
all the memories turn2 Ashhh~

all tha memories turn2 Ashh
n i still nvr got2 say i LuvU 💔😞
its KiLLING 🔪ME from tha inside OUTT ​😨
n its likely tht iWont make itt ://

ya its likely tht iWont mKe it Out of ths ffrozn WasteLand
tht MyHearts bcom.. 😔
nThis toxicc <#3 isDrwning Tha both ofUs 🌊

[hook again^^]

neverlast (yugen waifu 막내)

ashes.. (yugen + sense + maknae)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

inspo by @shatter3d and @jichuuu ily guys <3

when we first met

xorcisms & autopsies

deoxys

lovenote (savestate)

original song -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dFyxUAgtu4

I blame on you.. (wavypang)

세정(SEJEONG)-whale 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmOP1SIaaq8

whale (wavypang)

@miraie
@kggn
@lb66
@skoolio
@mitsooya

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G3sIjMzHlc

notes:
original art made by MORNCOLOUR
check them out out here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/9429777

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
n im trapped in my own wrld
nothing feels right 
my heads ina twirl
i bloodied up my bed
im sick of tking meds
cnt get u out my head
cnt get u out my head

n im sick of all da bullshit :D
i cnt tke it anymore lol
it's like i'm caught in an endless line of negativity

n i just watch da rain fall
i bang my head on da wall x_x
i cnt answer your calls
im bleeding from my eyeballs T-T
n im hving withdraws
my body's shaking uncaused
i need 2 put life on pause 
i perform then u applaud

[miraie]
standing at da crossroads my mind is altered
constantly struggling im turning monstr#%^1
4matting myself pls let me restate :3
losing faith ya i think that this is my fate

but i wake up feeling sad ;-;
I just want you out my head
cut my vein it's bleeding red
cried all nite ya i'm scared

n i just wait 4 ur call
shawty said she wnna ball
den she ghosts me like shoko :|
i need a girl like kato
n i am hving trauma
feel like im monokuma
setting up holy grail wars
fate/stay night rin tohsaka (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rin_Tohsaka)

prehook

[kuru]
n evry day i wnna strangle myself 
think it's fine but it's not ok
n i just rly hate 2 live like this :(
but thts just how it fuckn is 
n its stayed that way 
got a feeling in my stomach 
i just can't seem 2fight it

fly away frm here 
no, i dnt wnna live like this
n its clear that i hate it 
but i cn nevr face it
(I just want u back in my arms)

hook

whale (wavypang)

7serene