i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

verse order:
@0noahh 
@finlince 
@deathcharms 
@mitsooya 
@kairo6k
@xeric2k
@swagtastic666 
@bronclair 
@1kidsora 
@jayya1k 
@2504yall
@bennyblasay 
@joeydez33
@1lucina 
@prodminion

collectives:
@goonncity @1sillyteam @graveem1nd @sewerbratz @oursafehaven @reserve1200 @lovesent @1finallife @icedoutangels

prod:
@prodbytoshi @jayya1

basil (+ goonncity, sillyteam, graveem1nd, sewerbratz, safehaven + more) (toshi x jayya)

running away +mental

@blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat. blxty

w/ @co1ton & @mental
prod. @mkne & @176s
art. me

[Lyricss] Halo:
ooooo its so real -real
its so real -real
face to face to face - i don't wanna problem
i dont wanna fade away - sleep in a coffin
wake up wake up wake up - or you're forgotten
everytime i close my eyes - i see it blossom :)
ooooo its so real -real
if i could stop the pain - then you know i will   
face to face to face - i don't wanna problem
i dont wanna fade away - sleep in a coffin
wake up wake up wake up - or you're forgotten
everytime i close my eyes - i see it blossom :)

mental:
im confused 
all my problems go to you
but this time aint the same
overdue i cant solve this :/
i need you 
or something else to change
the look in ur eyes that u give me    o.o
im feeling that somethings wrong   -.-
cant think spinning circles im dizzy  >_<
been like this for way too long
tell them i would be okay
but i never felt this way
i dont rly wanna change
but im scared of stayin the same
what if it takes too long
and then theres no other way
turn around and look away
u dont wanna see my face
u just wanna see me strong
fight it almost every day
wish it would just go away
i dont wanna carry on

colton:
i just want you here with me
i think my heart just skipped a beat
just take my life its yours to keep
still hear the song thats on repeat
like please dont please dont go away
im comfortable don't want to change
i wake up i see your face
i promise you im here to stay
like ohh i will never go
dont want to be alone 
my heart overflows <3
thought you should know 
its not the same without you here
soon as you're gone ill disappear
live in my arms without a fear
nothing ever felt so clear

Blossom w/mental & colton (maknae & waifu)

shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1
another song 4 u
lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & id)

spotify ^w^

katamari +blackwinterwells (blossom)

a song about self identity and eating disorders
prod @i789c and @litothedon

i cant wait until the day that i escape
up to this point, my whole life, everyday had felt the same
now its so complicated, and it all had to change
now i look in the mirror and im not who i claim

ive just got to get away
i dont feel safe im out of place
so ive just got to get away
ive just got to get away

didnt know how fast my heart could beat
found a missing part of me
take all of my doubts and let them spill right through my arteries
running to the bathroom everytime i fucking try to eat
spilling out the calories
draining out whats left of me

and its all thanks to you
thanks to every word you say, im still trapped in my cocoon
constantly, im torn apart, i just wanted to be cute
if youre told something enough, eventually youll think its true

lost all of my patience
its a must, ive got to change it
if i dont, then i wont make it
cause i know, i cannot take this

i make art inside of a cell
i cover the walls with parts of myself
because i know my personal hell
better than any body else does

i tried to get away

get away (craves + litothedon)

cover art by @ddertbAg
featuring @cari049

Nightmares w/ cari_049 prod. ddertbAg

ely said emo detroit was a dumb name but i can't think of a better one for it i almost named it "stockholm", but honestly i think this one fits, lmk

@inno1k @kojo

oh, i still miss u i give in
i guess i miss what could've been
oh all these nights that i stay in
oh all these nights i wanna kill
i can't feel oh u can tell
u can't buy me u can't sell
push it in i might just melt
i'm wrapped up just like a belt

i can't go
i must be known
i can't show
what's behind the door

i miss u i can't talk about it i'm not like that
oh this ain't fishing but i cut the tracks and not looking back
oh u should know that ima go..

u took it from my hands give it back
no it never was the plan, ain't mean that
the way u stab me in the back i see that
100s got em on my mind, i need that
i thought that u should know
november, brand new coat
i'm better all alone..

i can't go
i must be known
i can't show
what's behind the door

(i should've given up but i can't now ima just fall to my death
but ima still count up my bands they tell me im up, i know that
i might just fall tonight, all that i keep inside
i might just fall tonight, i might just fall tonight)

love from @euphoriaclub ♥

spotify

emo detroit (inno x kojo)

;D prd. @internetjoe @internetjoe n irusu
[toofless]
wait a min
i 4gt wht im supposed2 say
tell ur bf if he fw me
thn y he so protectiv??

Blossom w/mental & colton (maknae & waifu)

halo cupid

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