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@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

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she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

and i look in her eyes
and i just see a lie,
see the ghost of a smile
while i'm watching her cry, wondering why
nothing to live for, nowhere to die
look at the sky, stars in a flight
i just want love, guess it isn't my time

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

i guess im the villain
gotta build my resistance
its a haunting existence
cause im the villain

evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

villain

villain (shishy/souls)

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

https://soundcloud.com/kuriositylol
prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

it was back in high school
i wanted to ask you
if i played my cards right
do i get to text you?
didnt have the time to 
tell you that i want you
problem is my heart might
shut off and reject you

fuck off, i dont miss you
my love is an issue
all i want is to kiss you
fuck me up, cutting right through the tissue
fuck off, i dont miss you
enough, i wont listen
the scars on my skin hurt
the blood, cutting right through the tissue

tissue w/ kuriosity (benjithemachine)

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

lyrics

got a line of coke up on me things are movin slow 
and i hate that you just see me as a groupie bro
dont fuck w me Im rolling up with your best friend oh
she got me feelin wierd I dot that shit w  x and o’s
this feels like Hollywood surrounded by the paparazzi
three 6 we leave the party with a bag of molly
bullets sprayin oh jeez death just got me feelin jolly
just never switch guys my choppa play to party 
empty two cases in the back Im feeling woozy
brandi and him such a drag stop getting choosy
get him a map before he walk into my uzi
switched up irrelevant his brain into a smoothie

@caponeti

paparazzi + caponeti (wayza)

@avit69
@kyur0
@prodsoma
@zekzo099

lyrics:
i know its harder to see ignore the pain
i fall in place
i cant erase whats new
new to me
my hearts redeemed
i dont rlly think that i loved her
dont need one or another
too many lies to uncover
i dont need others
im losing color
i waited dawn just to fall to push u farther

just break me down
im out of reach too hard to save me now
i cross my heart i keep it safe and sound
i tried
im taking my time
i dont need a sign

dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another

another [avit + kyuro + soma + zekzo]

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

@ilymay
@brknglss

[coldspades]
im with all of harmony we posted up in shibuya
i know you dont like me but i really do not give a fuck
need a couple bands for a show or im not showing up
they all used to hate on me but now they wanna show me love

but now they wanna show me love
im not stressing cause i know im finally going up
dont know why they always cloning us
you know im posted up with may, jinro in her cup

im with ur girl she said "coldspades ur my favorite"
every song up on her playlist
and they mad cause i get payments
they treat me like i made it but im not even famous

[may]
treat me like i made it but im not even famous
that boy want a ft then u kno i need my payment
they was talking down now we up and we made it
2023 all these racks on me

too much i cant count up
js touched down at haneda
u can tell me something and i got it
if i want it ima cop it

i knoww
pull on my heart losing control
tell me something i js wna know
will u love me thru the night
i can treat u right
js wna be by your side

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shibuya ft. may (brknglss)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

collapse w/ mei (inno)

arid

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