drain/hyperpop/glitchcore - part 3

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Produced by @prodguda

Artwork by Bleu:
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Lyrics:
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Hard decisions
If I pick either one, am I really winnin'?
I'ma be gone in an instant the second that I am finished
Will I go missing for a minute or am I trippin'? Listen
Am I really doing this all for myself?
It's the only thing that really help out with my mental health
I've been working real hard to play the cards that I was dealt right
But I swear all this working and working has never felt right
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Thinking-Thinking 'bout it all
Think-Think-Thinking 'bout it all
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

paranoid (guda)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

https://soundcloud.com/rouri404

produced by xmichaelwarren

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1bWnyOHyV28XUook1tWjVx?si=5740b29898fd4121

lyrics:
yea you told your friends i’m a piece of shit
gotta ride home yea she’s leaving quick 
always on my phone know i don’t need

this shit
the thought of you alone just got me feelin sick 

waking up regretting yesterday 
i know this shit was never meant for me
they gonna treat my death like a holiday
still you know that there’s things that i gotta say
to you
i always cared and i just thought you shoulda knew 

that things get better 
if you just keep your head up
know i really been fed up with you
(with you)
and i know better than to ever give in
and get back with you
(back with you)
and i been fed up 
cus i know that things are better for you
(for you)
for you
now i can’t settle
all the things in my mental
and it’s only getting worse
got me left looking like a fool

tense my hands close my eyes
knowing i won’t wake again 
said it wasn’t truth 
all just lies 
i don’t have no friends
always speak what’s on my mind
i don’t got time to pretend
always felt like trash 
so just throw me in the bin
take me with the wind
wash me of my sins 
fucked up one to many times 
don’t think i’ll ever win
self worth been depleted 
sleep schedule non existent 
i don’t know how to fix this
let it just end

for u

rouri404 - for u

prod by xona <3

-lyrics-
oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but i can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

love, we can run for days
and leave footsteps our way
your face has been engraved 
my memories this day
i don’t know why
i like 
my hatred in my eyes
maybe cause i
don’t lie
about me wanted to die

so it’s my own self
that i hate so much
that i hate so much oh~
but they don’t know what i look like
i feel scared of what they’ll hide

of, of what they hide

oh i
hate when i see my
thoughts collecting signs
of everything i could’ve liked
but I can’t help but realize
I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and I know that’s all on me

and I’m scared of who I’ll be
if they like on who they meet
i lost touch to me, i need
another week to feel free

so i can hide my face in the moment
i don’t think you understand what I’m holding
and it’s race of thoughts i can’t even focus
when everything feels like it’s 

broken
and i swear it eats me up
and i can’t change who I am 
when i really want that feel to go
go~
and i really know 
who you think i am?
who you think i am...

uh~ who do you think i am ?

who do you think i am ?

I’m a stranger when i see
the mirror reflecting against me
many chapters i can’t read
and i know that’s all on me

identity

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anatomy (grayskies)

i know you're bad for me

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i hate to say i forced myself thinking that you were sweet
but ur a monster, didn't know that you were a freak
lock me out from you and throw away the keys
i won't let you get any closer to me
put my hand on her leg and feel the ridges and scars
i feel afraid you might bury my body under tarp
so dig a grave for 2 people and make sure it is large
you're coming with, i won't die alone or we could restart

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

say does your father know you been out
if i was him you'd have curfew, no doubt
i just want you safe getting back to the house
cause nowadays it's brutal all around
don't hold on 
to my hand
just let go now
find a man
don't look back
not a glance
as i'm crushed by
an avalanche
don't know why you'd say that
you're gonna get pay back
looking at a photo could you possibly get phased at
drinking at a club
i thought you were done
she said, "i stayed away"
but bro it's been a month
i don't wanna hate
i just never drink
you could say i'm boring all you want but i'm not phased
i don't make excuses
i simply do not do it
don't wanna see my life fall into a ruin

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

repeat

Lyrics:


No I know that you don't really need me
Got caught on in this place you won't see me
On and off, different moods what're you feeling
What're you feeling
What're you feeling
After that let's get out of this place
No ones home now I'm wishing you could stay
Took a step further back staples in my face
Bodies shot red liquid is falling down my leg


This is not the same it is not the same
On the drive home I do not feel safe
I'm the one to blame I'm the one to blame
Without you this time I don't feel okay


Baby your my home, can't imagine it with someone else
Eyes are pointing to the floor don't want you to see myself
Are we on a different page or are we on a different shelf
I'll be reading chapters just so I could be with you or else

Driving home now I'm wishing I could stay
Lightning strikes the summer skies hear the city train
Purest words between your lips is keeping me sain
Ill keep you safe around my arms u give me all your pain
Just miss your flight and stay with me I'll give you better days
The weather shifts with waterfalls we're kissing in the rain
If your in doubt you know I'm here just tell me anything
We're out of time you gotta go is this where it will change?


No I know that you don't really need me
Got caught on in this place you won't see me
On and off, different moods what're you feeling
What're you feeling
What're you feeling
After that lets get out of this place
No ones home now I'm wishing you could stay
Took a step further back staples in my face
Bodies shot red liquid is falling down my leg

heylog - Driving Home & Im Wishing U Could Stay

prod by me 

tag by @chalyre

no tengo amor, solo con rencor, ( I have no love, only resentment)
no sabes lo que duele, (u don't know how much this hurts

sin verte por meses (not seeing you for months)

yo no quiero vivir sin ti, (I don't want to live without you)
I'm begging you please, just stay with me 

yo morire al fin (I'll die in the end)
si no estas aqui (if you're not here)


mis lagrimas claman por perdon, (my tears cry out for forgiveness)
si me alejo pierdo mi razon (if I leave, I'd lose my meaning)

eres mi todo mi unica razon de ser, de ser (You are my everything, my only reason for being, for being)

perdoname el orgullo, (forgive my pride)
por las palabras malas (and for the bad words)

solo quiero amarte (I only want to love you)
sin mas batallas  (without anymore fights)


la vida sin ti carece de sentido (life without you is meaningless)
porfavor regresa te lo pido (please come back I beg you)

sin ti no puedo respirar (I can't breathe without you)
sin ti no quiero continuar (I don't wanna continue without you )

dame una oportunidad (give me a chance)
dejame demostrar (let me show you)

sin ti yo no puedo lograr (without you I can't win)
lo que me queda es llorar (what's left for me is to cry)



whispers of anguish, shadows interlace
symphony of torment, haunting refrain
beauty and sorrow dance in arcane
tears of my sorrow fall like the rain



[[resentment -  agony - discernment]]

outcry

prod me (dawsin)
guitars by (prod.acey)

lyrics:

hate myself for the things i've done
i shouldn't be allowed to love
never was afraid to go grab the gun
now you care now that im pouring blood
and if i was still here you wouldn't care at all
thats why u never bothered to call
me at all
it'll only be me that'll fall

inside are you feeling dumb?
outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

she don't got the heart to take it back now
used to harm myself but that's in the past now
didn't want u to see what i did
hated this life ever since i was kid

you act like this the first time
cover my scars with arm tats
anxiety i can't combat
no matter how hard i try i cant bite back

she said u was just a friend
but i thought we'd never end
i guess love just dont exist
i guess we both fell for a bitch
-i guess we both fell for a bitch-

inside are you feeling dumb?
well outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

i will seek you
as far as you may travel
to deliver you what is yours
destined death

seek

produced by mix
happy new years everyone!

enjoy <3

lyrics:
take a look into my eyes
if you saw you might just cry
i'm a piece of everything before me
just wait and you will see

been awhile since you saw me
now my hair is different
gained a couple new scars
i just gotta live it
and i lost my best friend
yea i buried her
lost of blisters on my hands
i just miss her fur

and everything, how could you just let it be?
and im stuck back in the past and all that happened to me, ohh
you were so sweet, you were so sweet
those hours just now hurt

won't pick up the phone, come talk to me
i think i gotta new baby

it was wrong of you, but is this wrong me?

and ill never know if you cheated on me
but how you left it was awfully breeze

i'd sing this song for you but this ones just for me

and i wish you hope and the best in life
i couldn't never hate you even if i tried

i waited long for you, i don't regret a thing
now im moving on in life, never thought id say that i 
(and i thought that i was gone)

BUT YOU SHOWED ME I WAS WRONG

fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
in the sky, i can fly
fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
IN THE SKY, I CAN- I CAN FLY

i lost so many friends, bear and pine
my tears and burnt up ends
wished for a better time
those stones that were built for two
i wished but i never knew
now those scars begin to fade
im not mad i trusted you

FOUND A LOVE I NEVER KNEW
INSIDE MYSELF, IM OUTSIDE NEW
THOSE STONES THAT WERE BUILT FOR TWO
NOW IT'S CRACKED NOW, HOLLOWED THROUGH
A LITTLE CYAN IN YOUR EYE
I WIPED IT OFF, THOSE TEARS FROM YOU
A LITTLE BRUSTLE IN YOUR HEART
THATS LIFE, THATS LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU

because of you
that's life because of you

a little brustle inside your heart
i lost my friends and it all fell apart 
but now its over now, yea i found someone new
i love you, love you, love you, love you, love you too

and i'm happy i met you, i'm not mad at you ever
i hope you live a good life, i'm glad we could end this fight
<3

brustle

deer in the headlights (noah thomas)

Let Me Know

let me know (I wonder why freestyle) [prod. nick mira]

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

this is not a lot like my last songs but i am trying something new!!
thank u 4 all the new support ep soon(ish)!!
cover taken by my gf sick
@1hallow 
@ayyitsryo
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0nAMnStshOzjpiwrJbYdda
lyrics:
(me mumbling intro)
[hook]
and she like, "boy you always immature"
i dont wanna grow up anyway, thats what i said to her
time passed, now im dead to her
teen love never lasts but it fucking hurts!!
now we waste away, hope you forgive my mistakes 
im fading back to gray, i always hated this place
my phone is dying tonight :( i think im losing the fight
she told me "you'll be alright." 
im immature but its fine

[verse]
its kinda messed up
i aint ever tried to do you wrong but ima fess up
i think id be lying if i said i dont regret ya
i wish i could go back to the past and make it better,
we wouldve never met uh
now its too late for that and its too late for me
and its too late for any future that was 'sposed to be
and she thought lying to my face would get her close to me
you burning bridges but surprised when you get 3rd degree
and its FUCKED UP in the end cause youre still STUCK IN MY HEAD
and every word that you said and every text left on read 
sometimes i wish you were dead but then you'd haunt me instead
and i cant sleep in my bed, cause all i smell is your scent :/
[hook]

immature (hallow + ryo)

please don't try to call me when you hear this

i know you're bad for me

☆88STRAIT☆(@88STRAIT)

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