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yeah ur dead to me
yeah ur dead to me
u aint ever mf been there for me
dead wanted dead wanted
so if i dont respond just
know what happened
know what happened
im on my dead line
dead line 
slipping thru the grapevine
sippin on this great wine
this great wine yeah
i bet chu wanna fuck it all up
but i aint finna let u
cus i got it too clutch
gettin too high
so i cant focus on the views
and i cant think of anything
when im surrounded by u
swimmin in a big ole body of water of sharks
this shits so dark
jumping off of bridges 
hopin that i fuckin make it
hopin that i land so safely yeah
but in the back of my mind 
i really hope that my bones go left and right
and up and down.
yeah ur dead to me.

dead wanted (splashgvng x ayoley)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4fv8YRo7BYXrjDWAf5QSAy?si=ca7163aff2b04300

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

prod. joe tedesco

lyrics:
it's unbearable
just got back from the bar an i'm f*cking miserable
cold and sober in the dark

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest
in pieces

i'm just tryna rest in peace so well
i don't rly need ur f*ckin help
so just stop callin me
i'm just tryna kick it in hell

sayin that u love me idk if u mean that
keep lookin at the photos i should prolly delete that
you never really loved me i dunno why you said that
must've been easy broke my heart over snapchat
it's almost funny how u act so fine
post a couple pictures of his bed online

my mind keep racing
i break in stages
you don't even care of the timing
take a couple shots as i scroll thru ur ig

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

onlyfriend - let me rest (ft. skele) [prod. joe tedesco]

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

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out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

serotonin

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 


Just give me time to relax
I feel the pain from your past
It makes me sick I wish that
I could have changed all of that
But we met now and it’s typical
That one wrong move could dig a hole
How could we know 
That we would fall in love
And it feels like something loving 
Can ease all of the suffering 
To points where I feel nothing 
Can finally feel like something
Sometimes I try to be the better person
Sometimes I find il make it out I’m certain
You cry I cry we feel like
We are both burdens
Living life with the hurting 
It feels so

Suffocating to my brain 
I feel the blood loses flow 
Feeling faint when the anxiety 
It knocks on my soul 
Can’t feel my face it turns to paste 
I’m no different from a ghost 
Losing faith I don’t relate 
To living life at the most 

And stay close 
I’ll just take a minute wait
Where’s my halo
Don’t know if I find it 
But I don’t mind tho
You said that your perfect just how you are 
So Just ruin my life
We find it difficult to waste our time 
Makes sense when everything
We have is on the line 
Hey it’s okay I think we’ll be alright

She’s gotta leave 
But that’s kinda how it always goes
I lose my cool 
And shut down until my body’s frozen
But she won’t notice 
I never told her

RUIN MY LIFE (feat.Sinxi)

@prod-oc

i don’t want to feel, want to vibe
take a deep breath, close my eyes
waiting for the pain to subside
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead

and it’s too bright
i’m dying underneath the spotlight
but you say it’s alright
you take your time and move so slow
everyone has gotten cold
i’m losing time, i’m losing sight
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead

they’re wanting me dead
it’s not all my head
couldn’t escape my nightmare

COULDN'T ESCAPE MY NIGHTMARE OH
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

NIGHTMARE

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NIGHTMARE [oc]

prod hira :)

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

i heard u talking shit
so baby come a lil closer
tell it to my face so i can use it for some closure
god shes so embarrassing 
pretend i didnt know her
stabbing thru my chest 
i cant believe she said it wont hurt

that boy gonna piss from his eyes
u told me there's comfort inside
but ur presences still hunting me down
even my shit wanna drown

gimme some time 
i just need some patience
bodys on the floor 
i make em seem weightless
if he wanna die 
then we can arrange it
wasting all my time gambling my wages

gimme some space
i just need a minute
i left my soul on a bridge hoping that youd save it
you told me jump
so i did
and i hit the pavement
ive got nothing to give 
i dont think youre safe yet

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

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