DEAR, REVERIE

EXORDIUM

(prod. chrxme & jdolla)

lyrics:

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

they never wanna learn their lesson
now i’m invisible 
went out of your way for indiscretion, oh wow, how typical 
already knew you was fictional
live life like a story that’s digital 
you don’t gotta spell out you’re miserable
i know you’re miserable 
but forget her, why you look at me i did something bad?
putting all the blame on me, what a shame thought you better than that
better than that, you lack common sense when you feel so attached
so daft, then another backstab to the back 
by the brat, the one that wasn’t telling you nothing but jack 
but alas, no smack, no

no smack, no
probly told all your friends i’m an asshole
that’s alright though
this is as therapeutic as your lies, so
i’ll pretend like i never seen the eye roll 
blocked again by your friend, she’s a psycho
tried to make dumb amends, that was my hope
then again, i’m condemned, what do i know

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
am i being too critical?
baby, don’t at look at me pitiful
i’m dead, invisible, invisible 

walking around with my head down, lay down, anxiety nest
talking, no sound like i may drown, pay no mind, i’m a mess
(you)
her destiny is looking miserable 
no levity, hate to be cynical
i’m dead, invisible (invisible)

they never wanna learn their lesson
went out of your way for indiscretion

“Black magic, in fact, in reality is the use of power to hurt, it is the use of position to enslave.”

INVISIBLE

lyrics:

under the weather, tears are falling on my arm too
birds of a feather flock together, me? i hum through
i’ll tear your spirit with a face, i don’t want to
nothing’s deliberate in your aim, wish it was true (but it’s not)

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead (from a god)
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head (what they want)
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest (i’ma rot)
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck

feel like i’m sedated by the air that you breathe out
heard them speaking tongues, like they witches on the prowl
bitch i got charm, cross on me, you not allowed 
bitch i got charm, cross on me, you not allowed
look at my reflection, baby i’m not proud
head above the pond, seen the ripples wave around
it’s on my palm, see them written like a vow 
it’s on my palm, see them written like a vow

my comprehension, beyond one dimension
i envy the ones naive (i wish you well)
a teacher’s attention is often neglected
why breathe in the words that you speak?

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead (from a god)
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head (what they want)
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest (i’ma rot)
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck

i’m steady racing with death
i can’t seem to take it
it’s bad that i cannot face it 
my bad, i’m stuck in my bag 
don’t want to run to my past, uh
(don’t wanna run to my)
don’t want to fuck with my past, uh
(don’t wanna fuck with my past)
this feeling’s killing me bad
lost my position, is that
the reason you want me back?
judas
you want me back 
judas to me 
reason you want me back 
judas to me 

you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me  
you are judas 
judas to me

ILL WILL (FEAT. EZRA'S HEAVEN)

lyrics:

i suggest, you don’t roll with us, go roll to bed

deeper meaning, give it credence
wake it from the dead 
secret seeding, covert meetings
attacks inside my head 
incessant feeding, body reading
then they talk in jest 
so demeaning, am i dreaming?
this ain’t life, the heck
i put them in a trance, they dancing till they’re feet are dead
kinda looks like a ritual when you look far ahead
i suggest, you don’t roll with us, go roll to bed
get possessed, bitch, i’m floating, like my soul in debt (A!)
when it gets dry, the details get finer, know i what i mean? (VE!)
with a little bit of grit and shit, it’s only minor, know what i mean? (SA!)
still life, a sight to see, frozen in time, the signs, like i’m on a city street (TA!)
in the night, no light, i’m blind, speak a little rhyme, i’m tied, yes, so mote it be (NAS!)

yes
yes
yes

hell, we can go to hell go to
we can go to hell go to
you can go to hell

ÅMEN?

(prod. neltq*)

lyrics:

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

oh my god, can you help me
i could hear the dissonance ‘tween the melody
you feel like Madonna
just the type that might bring me more trauma
lies don’t hide no karma
what you keeping underneath?
but i know what’s under there, she wants me to see
baby, do you care? she’s touching on me
seen her when i wandered 
dream, serene, her body made of drama
moves like a sonata
with her fingers around my…

look at my range okay
energy can’t tame okay
i lust yeah
entwined in silk and shame
baby i feel so strange
i love you
i’m sleeping wide awake
tongue speaks on a higher plane
ah, votum
singing the same refrain
whispers my new name 
ah, Samael
Samael
sitting by the leaves, under the branches, did i find myself?
die myself?
she keep on advancing, now we’re dancing by the water now
on about
telling me abandon all the things i built and cast it out
the past is out

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

LILITH

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INVISIBLE

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