lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

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ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

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Prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLTPhG9fRFY

lyrics:
bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

face it 
doomed to run it up 
inside a basement
wasted 
wasting all the time
I'm getting wasted
x2

think it's caught up with my body
it's all of the medicine
all of the medicine now

light that boy up
thomas and edison
if u miss me
u should know it gets worse
I can't fix everything
some people hurt
never knew me
ain't no weight 
in your words
and its two for the feature
and three for the verse

bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

too much going down deep
too much and its taking over
I tend to bite my tongue
until my stars align together

I’ve been outside (vid in desc)

Prod. @93feetofsmoke & Aaron Osborne
Mix Aaron Osborne & Pat DiCenso
Mastered by Pat DiCenso

Lyrics:
Plant and sew until the field around my house
Let the spring showers clear my chakras out
'Cuz once its cut you cant just put it back in ground
But i don't really wanna pick my flowers now

She left me roses 
Thorns i didn't notice
Ripped my white tee
Toothpaste clean bloody noses
So stains stay out of focus 
Deep like swarms of locust
Soil that’ll give me life
Can take the ones held closest

She left me roses
Thorns I didn't notice
It's the ones you hold the closest
That you gotta watch the most  
It’s a blessing and a curse
But I can’t be the first to notice 

Stains stay out of focus 
White tee with bloody noses 
Think I have too much emotion
Blessing and a curse
But I cant be the first to notice 

Woah
I can't be the first 
No I can't be the first
No I can't be the first to notice
Woah oh woah
No I can't
No I can't 

Plant and sew until the field around my house
Let the skeletons dance around town
But Imma dip once they start to hash it out
'Cuz I ain't really got a bone worth picking now

She left me roses 
Thorns i didn't notice
Ripped my white tee
Toothpaste clean bloody noses
So stains stay out of focus 
Deep like swarms of locust
Soil that’ll give me life
Can take the ones held closest

She left me roses
Thorns I didn't notice
It's the ones you hold the closest
That you gotta watch the most  
It’s a blessing and a curse
But I can’t be the first to notice 

Stains stay out of focus 
White tee with bloody noses 
Think I have too much emotion
Blessing and a curse
But I cant be the first to notice 

(She left me roses)
(She left me roses)
(She left me roses)
(She left me roses)

Woah
I can't be the first 
No I can't be the first
No I can't be the first to notice
Woah oh woah
No I can't
No I can't 

She left me roses
Watch it decompose
It's nothing out of ordinary
You already know this 
The ones you hold the closest
You gotta watch the most
Blessing and a curse
I can't be the first to notice

GOODGRIEF

TOOTHPASTE

MUSIC VIDEO

Written by @93feetofsmoke @kannertime @erikron
Produced by @erikron @93feetofsmoke
Mixed by Erik Ron + Anthony Reeder
Mastered by Joe LaPorta

Lyrics:
Lately i’ve been feeling it all
it’s overwhelming
My ego’s selling me short 

And it’s harder to forget it
When i’m the one that said it

“You’re a loser 
You’re an addict
The things you want 
You’ll never have it”

Pre:
you'll never know 
what i'm going through alone 


Hook:
Conversations
that i have with myself
Expectations
Set too high I can’t look down

Too far gone to quit right now
and my head it keeps on spinning

Conversations
that i just can’t tune out 

V2:
same old damn exchange 
my body and my brain 
tellling me that i don't deserve 
anything I’ve worked for 
And the breath i’ve cut short
Ain’t it funny 
How my mind gets in the way

Hook:
Conversations
that i have with myself
Expectations
Set too high I can’t look down

Too far gone to quit right now
and my head it keeps on spinning

Conversations
that i just can’t tune out 

Breakdown:

Conversations with myself
I just can’t tune out
Fuck

conversations

(official video)

prod. @remghost + @sshinju

lyrics
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just remember you said that you want this
be honest you harness control of the rest
and if i can recall could've swore that you promised
by august we'd talk bout what's best
indecisive dishonor is lurking upon us
it's still living on in my chest
i could talk but you just wanna walk in a circle
you got what you wanted instead

and you're crawling
all the way back to your home
all is falling
down to the river below
how appalling
you're someone i do not know
please stop talking
anxiously waiting to go

how exhausting this cycle is constantly running
behind every program you have
and in order to escape control alt delete it
you cut your whole friends list in half
cause they walk with a switchblade a knife in their pocket
just plotting their way to attack
but their collars stay crooked their colors start bleeding
unfolding their plan to collapse 

oh no
it happened again
guess he wasn't a friend
oh no
these industry men
with their shiny words said

music video

centipede (prod. remghost x shinju)

deathwish

prod XLHC & Aaron Osbourne
unreleased circa 2021/22??

fill my cavities w/ XLHC & Aaron Osbourne (2022 unreleased)

This album blends upbeat and mellow rock rhythms, creating the perfect balance of energy and reflection. Designed for workouts and emotional recovery, it inspires strength, resilience, and renewal after love ends. From heartfelt melodies to uplifting beats, each track fuels your journey to move forward—one step, one song at a time.

I've Got To Move On

Klöseonkels – Lieber U-Bahn fahrn als garkein Sex

adolescence official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGmsm5RKt7I

a 4 song ep made from the heart !! ;)

vocals by @supachefm & @93FEETOFSMOKE
produced, mixed & mastered by @93FEETOFSMOKE
art by @cranchyou